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Shane opened an incognito tab on Safari.
The cursor blinked at him as he thought of how to look something like this up. He can’t just type, ‘I want my husband to force me to drink so he can fuck me while I’m passed out’, because that might put him on a list. So instead, he hesitantly typed ‘I want my husband to fuck me while I’m drunk’, and waited with wide eyes as the search results popped up before him.
The first few links were kink websites, talking about consensual non consensual, but still not exactly what he was looking for. He scrolled, his thumb warm on the LED screen until he saw a Reddit post detailing his exact fantasy.
The subreddit was r/BDSMcommunity and the post is what intrigued him.
user29499594:
‘I want my boyfriend to fuck me while I'm blackout drunk. Is that weird?’
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Shane wants Ilya to be a handsome, coercive stranger who cant take no for an answer. (with lots of forced intoxication)
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28 Jun 2026
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shane, let’s record a sex tape by godlightilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Ilya’s eyebrows lifted at that. Because there was something he wanted to do. Something he’d been thinking about for a while, something he’d brought up to Shane a few times, trying to joke about it to gauge how Shane would react. And Shane had never given him a hard no, when he mentioned it. His cheeks flushed pink all the way to the tips of his ears, but he didn’t say no.
“Let’s record a sex tape,” Ilya used his thumb to spread his precum all over his tip, pleasure shooting through him ever so slightly like little shocks of lightning.
Shane’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets, “what?”
“You heard me, moy kotik,” Ilya purred, kneeling onto the bed and inching closer to Shane’s desperate body. “Let’s record a sex tape.”
OR, husbands ilya rozanov and shane hollander record a sex tape.
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- Part 1 of hollanov sex tape files
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27 Jun 2026
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honey, tell me, are you good at staying still? by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.
He can just exist here.
Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.
(Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)
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27 Jun 2026
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Single parent by RogueCat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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No matter the trope.
No matter the universe.
No matter the setup.
They find each other.He rolled over, already thinking about which train he should catch to head home when he came face to face with–
– a child.
“AH!” Ilya squeaked, more high-pitched than he would ever admit. Her eyes widened at the undignified noise, but she didn’t say anything, nor did she back away. She was probably… six? Seven? Hell, Ilya was terrible at guessing kids’ ages. She had black hair, pulled up in pigtails, and very pretty brown eyes. She was holding a stuffed cat that looked well-loved in her arms. It seemed to be missing an eye. She gave him a once-over and suddenly Ilya felt like he was being inspected.
Suddenly remembering that he was only wearing underwear, Ilya pulled the covers up to his chin. “Um. Hello,” he said.
“Why are you in Dad’s bed?”
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- Part 3 of The Rom-Com Multiverse
- Part 1 of Found Family
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26 Jun 2026
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“I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”
That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.
But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.
It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.
(5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)
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25 Jun 2026