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    Jason Todd grew up with a fundamental fear of being seen. Not in the sense of shyness, but in the sense of shame. He supposed, if he wished to contemplate the fear’s origins, he might start where most tragedies do:
    The house he grew up in.
    Where the act of wanting was as good as a death sentence to that desire.
    He supposed he might even make an argument for the statement “people become what they are called”. He thinks that might have some merit, looking back.
    What he fears most, (like most other people), is how obvious it is to others. The fear itself.
    He wonders if they can see it.

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    Thanks to a rogue meta, the batfam gets to watch Jason's memories like a movie; and Jason just really wants a family again. But you cannot be loved if you aren't known, and well... if circumstances provide? might as well take the chance, right?

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Prime sniffed, uselessly wiping the fabric with his hand. “Cheap pack, huh?”
    Jason raised an eyebrow, nothing short of exasperated. He grabbed Prime’s collar, glaring at him.
    “You are one of the most irritating people I’ve ever met.” he stated, his tone a mix of frustration, amusement, and what Prime might’ve called awe.
    Prime grinned at him, weakly. “And one of the most handsome too, right?”

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    jason is a cheap date, which is pretty convenient for a very broke prime

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    06 Jun 2026

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    I'm not much of a writer but I can draw (sometimes).
    This is that.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    He would stay if Jason asked but he doesn't want to. He can't handle forcing anyone else to stay and mistaking it as care, he's learned that lesson. Roy is his partner and one of the only people Jason has left and he's not going to ruin it over some fucking friends with benefits bullshit because he gets weepy and depressed after sex. He's fine- he'll be fine.

    If Roy doesn't want to stay Jason's not going to make him.

    If he's not good enough-

    But he wishes he was.

    Maybe if he'd been better Roy would actually want him.

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    Jason drops after sex and tries to hide it from Roy, it doesn't work.

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    22 May 2026

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    It’s probably a good thing Clark’s in private, because when he does check his notifications he almost cracks his phone in half. Bruce has sent him a picture. He’s in the suit, in the Batcave, and there’s probably other things happening in the picture, but Clark can’t really see any of those, because Bruce is– posing? Or maybe the camera just caught him like that; maybe he just happened to be catching his cape one-handed, setting off the sinuous curve of his bicep, the Bat logo straining across his chest.
    --
    Bruce sends Clark a pic. Unfortunately, it goes out to some other people too.

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    18 May 2026