Nerdingz
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When your long-term... partner? boyfriend? lover? significant other, John MacTavish, leaves you without any notice for months, you're left to fend for yourself. You've just barely gotten back on your feet, finally able to pay rent, bills, and supply all of your needs without relying on anyone. So what the fuck does he think he's doing--no letter, no text, no call--just showing up at your front door?
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When Lieutenant Price and his men get snowed in with their now familiar aquaintence Nikolai just a couple of days before Christmas. Nik decides it may be the perfect time for a gift exchange. ;)
[or sum I'll write a better summary later.]
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Please Know Me by Nerdingz
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2019
27 Jul 2025
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His name changes. His voice roughens with age or softens with youth. His hands grow calloused in different ways.
But his eyes, those devastating, storm-colored blues, never change.
Nikolai finds him in every lifetime.
Across warzones, across empires. In the hush of tents and trenches, under stormlight and gunfire, Nikolai sees him again.
John Price, reborn. Again. Again. Again.
He never remembers, not at first, but Nik loves him anyway, quietly, faithfully, desperately.
And maybe, just once, John will look at him with knowing. Maybe this time, when he reaches for Nikolai, he’ll remember why it hurts so much to be apart.
And Nik, with his silent smile, begs: Please, know me.
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Gloves and Masks and Walls by Nerdingz
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), modern warfare
14 Jul 2025
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Left hand up, Riley.
The words echoed in Simon’s mind, as familiar as the dull ache in his knuckles. It wasn’t just a reminder from Price—it was a mantra, a warning, a lifeline.
Boxing wasn’t about the crowd or the belts. It was about control. About keeping the chaos at bay.
But then there was Johnny MacTavish—reckless, relentless Johnny, with his bright blue eyes and his louder-than-life grin. Johnny, who never seemed to keep his guard up, in or out of the ring.
Simon knew better. Keep your guard up. Always.
Because in this world, the minute you let it drop, someone was waiting to land the final blow.
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Price doesn’t remember getting to the roof.
Nik doesn’t ask why he’s there.
He just wraps his coat around him, takes his hand, and says, "If you go… I go after you.”A story about not falling.