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    You never used to be this desperate. Never used to allow yourself to grovel at a man’s feet for him just to give you the smallest morsels of warmth in return. Yet, you found yourself lapping up each and every crumb.

    It was never supposed to even be him. It was Tommy that set his eyes on you on that godforsaken night at the bar—the night that turned to utter carnage.

    Yet now, you would do just about anything to have his brother look at you with the same warmth and wanting.

    You wanted to hate Joel Miller, wanted to feel nothing but disgust as you looked at him but you never could… and so in turn, you allowed him to ruin you over and over in every sense of the word.

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    Or the events that took place during the two decades leading up to part 1

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    26 Jan 2026

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    After saving a little girl’s life, you’re thrust into her and her father’s small cabin oasis. She wants to be your friend. He wants nothing to do with you. Fighting for a better life, you’re forced to reconcile your differences, battling against a world wrought with monsters and raiders.

    Because while they might not be family, they’re the only ones you’ve got.

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    26 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    At a London brothel, Nikolai and Kirill attempt to unwind before a crucial deal. Yet what begins as a typical night with prostitutes soon escalates into a volatile struggle of dominance, control and repressed desire.

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    19 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Murderbot is exploring all the different ways it can make Gurathin feel good, which involves things with remote control vibrations and... lubricant.
    Gurathin wants to find ways to make Murderbot feel good too, which means not touching (unless it specifially asks), being a good boy, and (consensually) hacking its pain receptors and fucking around with the settings.
    Emotions ensue.

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    15 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    I am absolutely ruined. There is no way this can end well. This fixation is crushing me. It was bad enough when it went away, but now it's back, the reality of the situation is that I'm an idiot who's fallen for a rogue construct.

     

    And yet, here we are, watching its favourite show together, and when you think about it, that's fucking huge. This is a choice that it made. To watch with me.

    In which Murderbot and Gurathin discover that data sharing can be far more intimate than touching.

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    14 Nov 2025