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    After Shane comes out, the Metros become convinced he might be attracted to them.

    Shane corrects this assumption with devastating precision, accidentally describes Ilya Rozanov in the process, and somehow turns the entire locker room into a deranged pageant of heterosexual insecurity.

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Ilya caught Scott’s eye and gave a microscopic shake of his head.

    “It’ll be okay,” Ilya’s eyes said, “he’s confused, but he’ll be okay.”

    Scott nodded, accepting the logic. Ilya knew Shane’s patterns better than anyone. If Ilya was sure that all Shane needed was a bit of space, Scott would give it. Climbing into bed beside Kip, Scott wrapped an arm around his own husband, even though his eyes remained fixed on the rigid line of Shane’s back in the dark.

    He fell asleep with a nagging sense of unease, wondering if he had simply misread Shane’s exhaustion signals.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    S1EP5 The iconic hospital scene, but Yuna is also in the room when Ilya comes to visit.

    Featuring one cutie pie Shane Hollander, blissfully drugged up and endearingly filter-less.

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    17 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    (24. Asleep - 1,172 words) 
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    Shane never thought he would be this person.

    When Hayden told him once while sharing a hotel room that sometimes he had trouble sleeping in strange places because he missed Jackie, Shane had just smiled at him in that sort of whimsical way where he thought it’d never apply to him. He gets it, down to its most technical parts, that it’s about not being in your own house with surroundings and routines that you recognize. It’s jarring to always spend time in airports, travel buses, airplanes, random hotels in cities you do not call home. But it’s been so ingrained in him at a young age that he kind of just…does it automatically. Like breathing. 

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    (16. Morning, 742 words) TW: depression 
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    Mornings are sometimes particularly hard for Ilya. He’s never explained why to Shane, but the longer they’re together, the more Shane sees without asking. 

    He sees the way Ilya sometimes lies there, unmoving, staring at the ceiling long before the alarm goes off. He sees the distance in his gaze. The longing. The slight trembling in his hands. He sees the way Ilya will turn away from him so he doesn’t notice the sheen to his eyes, that he’s starting to cry. That his chest is heavy and that he’s carrying a weight that’s not his to bear. That Ilya doesn’t know how to fix it; that he thinks something is wrong with him. 

    Shane sees every crack in his armor and loves him all the same. 

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    17 Jun 2026