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Buck swipes his tongue over his blood-splattered lips, the metallic taste lingering on his tongue. Something sharp pinches the back of his hand, and he waits for the familiar, almost comforting sensation of pain medication to begin to flood through his veins.
The pain begins to recede to a more welcoming ache, though it continues to ripple across his pelvis in small waves. Buck’s body slumps against the rubble as the last of the adrenaline begins to leave his body. His vision swims in and out of focus, but one constant thought manages to break through the fog.
Eddie.
He needs them to know.
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OR Buck gets hurt when Eddie's in Texas and makes everyone promise not to tell him.
Bad Things Happen Bingo - Long-Term Recovery
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- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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10 Jun 2026
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“I’m sorry. About Daniel. I can’t imagine … what that must have been like — to not be able to save someone you love.”
It’s an olive branch. Buck thinks they might take it. He thinks maybe they can meet in the middle. It’s all he can offer. As furious as he is, as right as he was to fight against them, they lost their kid. Their son. Christopher isn’t his kid; he isn’t. Buck knows that, but he remembers how he felt during the tsunami, for that haunted period of time when he couldn’t find Chris anywhere. He can’t imagine that feeling lasting forever. He can’t imagine losing a part of yourself like that.
His words hang there, for a moment, their eyes wide and breaths held. Instead, his father, maybe even without meaning to, steps on that olive branch. It cracks in half—splintering the fragile air of peace they could’ve had. “Eve—”
Buck’s heart, the shattered, broken thing it is, manages to crack even further. A hammer collides with the glass of it; pieces of him sent scattering and glittering across the floor in shards.
“Buck,” Buck corrects, voice firmer than he expected to be able to manage.
Or: Buck Begins
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- Part 2 of tboy buck
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10 Jun 2026
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He takes deep steadying breaths. He closes his eyes, forcing his mind blank. He will not freak out. He focuses on the black of his lids.
Nope nope nope fuck nope.
He hadn’t. They didn’t. They wouldn’t. He didn’t.
Icy fear stiffening his limbs, he jerkily slides out from under Eddie’s arm. He eases it gently to the floor, watching raptly for signs of consciousness. Thankfully, there are none. Eddie’s deep even breaths help slow Buck’s own.
Just a little. He's still freaking out.
He races to the bathroom, shutting the door firmly behind him. He slumps against it, hoping to lock everything on the other side.
This is not happening.
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Buck and Eddie ignore their drunken hookup at the bachelor party until they're forced to confront it
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10 Jun 2026
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Buck can't shut up about the great sex he had with Eddie. Queue telling Ravi everything and asking for advice. Ravi is truly saintly for not committing crimes against Buck.
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- Part 1 of Ravi & Buddie
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10 Jun 2026
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When Tommy suddenly starts acting distant, Buck spirals, convinced their relationship is doomed— until he finds out the real reason.
Turns out, Tommy’s got a bet with a coworker for No Nut November. And he’s forbidden from telling Buck about it.
So Buck, being the supportive (and only slightly bratty) boyfriend he is, decides to help Tommy win by any means necessary. He also decides that if Tommy has to abstain for a whole month, Buck is going to make sure he knows exactly what he’s missing.
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09 Jun 2026