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    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

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    25 May 2026

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    Socmed fic

    Ten out of ten

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    Elena saw the way Damon approached Stefan, with care and comfort, like a spooked animal in the wild. She supposed her boyfriend wasn’t much different from a wild animal at that moment. Utterly feral, coursing on instinct. Monstrous.

    And yet, Damon comforted him.

     
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    “I might be an unstable, sadistic, and selfish son of a bitch.” He said with joy, “But I will always be Stefan’s older brother.”

    “You aren’t just jealous of Stefan. You’re jealous of Katherine.” Elena met Damon’s eyes. “And me.”

    “Stefan is my baby brother. Mine. For all of eternity.”

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    TLDR; Perhaps Damon was not protective of Stefan, as much as he was possessive.

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    19 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Posessive damon post torture stefan

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    Today 3:57 PM

    Jane: Hey so. I need you to sext me like a girl

    Today 10:18 PM

    Lily: what

    Or, Shane Hollander becomes Captain of the Metros, Ilya officially hates Hayden Pike, and there’s a new “girl” coming to the Montreal Met-Hoes chat.

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    17 May 2026

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    Texting fic

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    Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.

    “I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”

    He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.

    “You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”

    He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—

    He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.

    or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane confronts troy

     

    biting my tongue swallowing it down
    yellobaby

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

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    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    02 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane has trouble accommodating the cens