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Zanka liked to believe that he was always perfectly composed. He wore a polished mask over his face, never let his guard down, and even when he was fucking Jabber into the mattress in some dingy safehouse, those ridiculous eyebrows of his were still tense with focus.
Jabber wanted to see it slip.
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06 Jun 2026
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Jabber and Zanka are having one of their secret hangouts but Zanka hasn't been having the best day. An argument blooms.
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05 Jun 2026
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There are certain moral frameworks that insist affection should not be transactional. That love must, instead, be built upon a foundation of purity, encompass the pertinent virtue of selflessness, and be born, and henceforth nurtured, to grow unconditionally. Yet Luka has never encountered said ideology in practice.
Love, as he understands it, has always involved a form of exchange:
- His father had loved him because he was exceptional.
- Hyuna had loved him because she believed he was weak and that she could save him.
And Ivan… Ivan is here because he is lonely.
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- Part 1 of poet’s narcissus
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05 Jun 2026
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"You know, Ivan,” Luka had spat like the name itself disgusted him. “I’m not surprised that emo loser doesn’t like you back, how could anyone like someone like you?"
Pulling that ugly blond by the collar, Ivan recalled shouting at his face with a bit more than the recommended amount of hysteria. "Ha! Ironic. I'd kill myself if I were you, fucking asshole."
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05 Jun 2026
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“You’ve made quite the name for yourself,” Ivan notes idly. His smile flickers into something more playful, like he’s toying with Luka, seeing how far he can push before the breaking point.
Well.
Luka knows how to play these games, too.
“As have you,” he returns. He pulls his lips upwards, nodding towards Mizi. “I didn’t take you as the sort to drag a friend back into the cruel industry that cost you your soulmate.”
luka and ivan have both lost their soulmates, casting their world back into black and white. they find something akin to solace in one another.
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- Part 19 of zine fics!
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05 Jun 2026