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    “You’re not as good as you think you are at pretending you don’t want me,” Cheng Xiaoshi informs him. “I’ve seen too much. I’ll never believe you.”

    You shouldn’t, Lu Guang says, you should never believe I don’t want you. It comes out as, “You’re an idiot.”
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    Cheng Xiaoshi sees himself through Lu Guang's eyes.

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    24 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    Lu Guang has his revenge.

    Or 3 polaroids that show how much Lu Guang loves Cheng Xiaoshi, in every time, in every way.

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    21 May 2026

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    “No,” Lu Guang murmurs. He stares at his hands, and all he sees when he closes his eyes is his palms covered in blood. Cheng Xiaoshi’s slick fingers weakly gripping his own. In this timeline, there is no blood. Nothing has happened that should, and everything has happened that shouldn’t. “It isn’t that,” he finishes.

    Silence. An inhale. “Isn’t it?” Cheng Xiaoshi asks. A moment passes. “I told you I loved you, and I’ve never seen you look so sad.”

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    21 May 2026

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    Lu Guang can be so gentle when he wants to be. Sometimes Cheng Xiaoshi forgets. He wishes Lu Guang would let him be gentle too.

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    20 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 22

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    The thermometer beeps three times.

    Cheng Xiaoshi pulls it out from under Lu Guang’s arm—and the number on the little screen sits there, blinking, absolutely unreasonable: 39.8°C.

    “Okay,” Cheng Xiaoshi says, to no one. The apartment is quiet except for the low, wet sound of Lu Guang breathing through his mouth. “Okay. That’s fine. That’s completely fine.”

    It is not fine.

    Or: In which Lu Guang gets sick and Cheng Xiaoshi discovers that taking care of someone and loving them are, in the end, exactly the same verb.

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    19 May 2026