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    A broken, disillusioned Steve Rogers is afflicted by a delusion that the mysterious assassin who nearly killed him is actually his best friend, who died 70 years ago. SHIELD wants to lock him up and return him to being a perfect, sparkling nationalist symbol as quickly as possible. Sam Wilson, who has wrestled with his own disillusionment and his own ghosts, knows that Steve needs compassion and the support of a true friend, not a forced regime of recovery that takes away what is left of his shattered autonomy.

    Meanwhile, as Natasha tries to track down the Winter Soldier, her discoveries get more and more disturbing. She uncovers footage of the Soldier being subjected to, and forced to commit, horrific acts to maintain Hydra's cruel hierarchy. What's more, his resemblance to Steve's dead friend is too close to be coincidence. Sam and Natasha grow determined to stop the Soldier from being recaptured by his abusers, but how will Steve react when he learns the true extent of the Soldier's torture, and the true horror of what he was twisted into?

    Is the Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes? Or is he a thing wearing Bucky Barnes's face?

    Which of those things is worse?

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    In his dreams, Xiao Jiu is dead.

    Post-canon, Yue Qingyuan receives a series of unsettling visitations. It's probably nothing to worry about.

    "Tell me, Sect Leader: in your vast and storied experience, what do the dead usually want with the living?"

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    Shen Qingqiu is not scheming, he's slowly making plans to figure out how he's going to survive this mess of a novel. Which means he needs people to like him, and he should absolutely not start getting attached to any of them. They're all basically canon fodder after all.
    It's just...really hard when the Sect Leader seems to know something he doesn't and takes a step closer every time Shen Qingqiu takes a polite half step back.
    Surely this won't interfere with his plans...right?

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    It wasn’t required to become cultivation partners with one’s soulmate, but it was strongly encouraged, to the point where it may as well have been a requirement. Though he was long past the age where one would show up, Shen Jiu still occasionally woke up and checked over his skin in a way that had once been routine. If one of those cursed marks were to suddenly appear, he would definitely cut it out rather than risk being encouraged to dual cultivate with some stranger just because they shared marks. Even worse if it was a man.

    But still, none appeared.

    Shen Jiu doesn’t have a soulmark.

    Neither does Yue Qingyuan.

    This is a good thing.

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    “Ah,” Yue Qingyuan says as he realizes what has happened, recognizing the golden dust after he’s already inhaled it. Being the Sect Leader of Cang Qiong Mountain, a cultivator of some repute, this is not the first time someone has attempted this sort of scheme on him; the taste is almost familiar. It is a common but effective aphrodisiac, relatively easy for malicious actors of this sort to get their hands on. 

    “What--?” Shen Qingqiu asks, throwing an arm up over his face, trying to block the dust with his sleeve. But he coughs, and Yue Qingyuan can already tell that it is too late for him as well. They have both breathed it in. 

    Oh, no. 

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    Yue Qingyuan and Shen Qingqiu both fall prey to a particular pollen, and must seek their cure in each other.

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