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    After Russia crashes and burns at the Olympics, six months pass where Ilya cuts Shane out completely, refusing to answer his texts. So when they both get booked for yet another ad campaign, Shane arrives on set with a strict plan to ignore Ilya entirely.

    But then he learns the premise of the entire campaign: making fun of Ilya’s English.

    It will take a lot for Shane to forgive him, sure. It won’t take nearly as much for Shane to stand up for him.

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    07 Jun 2026

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    A comic re-posted from my Tumblr

    There's no reason Simon would wake up on the Hail Mary and act rationally after dying in a blood ocean.

    So, he doesn't

    Good luck to Grace and Rocky

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    29 May 2026

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    Arthur has never gotten along with his roommate. After a particularly awful night, Merlin is the last person he expects to make it all better.

    "Merlin," He breathed, staring up at those piercing blue eyes he knew all too well.
    “Who the fuck did this to you.”
    Merlin’s voice was quiet, rasped with the remnants of his sleep and an octave lower than usual. It wasn't the fury in his voice that scared Arthur; it was the twisted desire he felt upon hearing it.

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    23 May 2026

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    "Mer–"
    "Ah, ah. Stay."
    Such a dulcet, honey-smooth voice didn't belong to the clueless idiot Arthur was gawking at, surely, and yet here Merlin was speaking to him like he was some fair maiden at the tavern. Arthur found himself complying, kneeling back down obediently and staring up at the crowned servant expectantly.

    –OR–
    Arthur can't handle how ethereal Merlin looks in his crown.

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    23 May 2026

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    “You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.

    “I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”

    He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.

    When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.

    (the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)

    (or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)

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    11 May 2026

  7. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander has been eating the same way for eight years. He has a framework. It has a name, research behind it, years of evidence in his performance numbers. He made an appointment because he is a professional, and professionals address things when they become inefficiencies.
    That is what he tells himself. He is very good at this, and ultimately Ilya is wrong. He does not have a problem.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya,” Shane said, sounding strangled, as he spoke. “What - why did you do this?”

    “Because,” Ilya shrugged. “I will not have anyone doubting my love, or commitment to you. I wear my ring on my right hand, because I am Russian - but I will tattoo your initials on my left, so there can be no doubt about who I belong to. I am yours, and I will not allow anyone to doubt that.”

    or - the press has a lot to say about the fact Ilya wears his wedding ring on his right hand. Ilya responds.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    The day he finally can invite Shane back to his place, months after the Tuna Melt incident, Ilya got shot instead. He still drove back home, because death can wait, he needs to win Shane back first.

    Well, as it turns out, all actions have consequences; Ilya’s was having to go through the indignity of finally having his feelings returned, while everyone watches.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “You are so pretty, Hollander. Your freckles err— take my breath.”

    Shane glares. “Rozanov, you can’t say that here,” he says through gritted teeth. “They can hear us.”

    “Who gives a fuck?” He declares with a careless shrug. “Whole world knows we are lovers, so what?”

    The world most definitely does not need to know that he’s on Ilya’s extensive fuck buddies roster.

    Or

    According to Ilya, Shane is the best boyfriend anyone could ask for. If you ask Shane, he’ll tell you they are just fuck buddies.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    “It’s true,” Rose says. “Shane was an amazing boyfriend. See, that’s what I miss. I just need to find someone who’s an amazing boyfriend and actually wants to sleep with me.”

    “Okay, Rose,” Ilya says. “You have come to right place. I will solve your problem. We will go out and find you straight or bi or pan guy to fuck.”

    Shane groans. “I am not going out to find Rose a guy to fuck.”

    “I know you are not,” Ilya says. “I was not inviting you.”

    ---

    Or, Ilya and Svetlana take Rose out to find her a boyfriend who’s into women. Ilya and Rose are photographed leaving the club together, leading people to speculate that they’re dating.

    Shane handles the whole thing so well.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    The first time it happens is an accident.

    Every other time after that is not.

    or: Shane’s nails dig into Ilya’s back and leave eight perfect marks. It starts a dangerous game of leaving each other's bodies marked, and it only escalates over time.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    11 Apr 2026

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    It’s like there’s something fundamentally broken in the part of Eddie that knows how to reach out to other human beings.

    He thought that, anyway, until he came back home.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    20 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    One fight. One drive. One crash.

    When Ilya wakes up in a Boston hospital bed, the last several years are gone. The secret life he shared with Shane, years of rivalry masking love, stolen nights, quiet domesticityis a blank page.

    Shane is left holding memories that now belong only to him. Friends and family watch as the man they knew slips away, piece by piece.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    After a rookie from the States has a lot to say about his newly public relationship with their captain, Shane loses control and starts a fight on the ice. Ilya takes it into his own hands to punish him for it.

    Or: Ilya spanks Shane for the first time for fighting, then has to leave, causing Shane to experience subdrop for the first time.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “Is this one from hockey?” he asks softly. Beneath him, Ilya exhales lightly.

    “No.”

    “What’s it from?”

    “A belt,” Ilya replies casually, as if the word doesn’t make Shane’s whole body go still for a moment, his muscles tensing to hold him frozen.

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    12 Mar 2026

  19. Rec 94

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    Shane is always on time. Ilya is never in a hurry.

    After three near misses and one breaking point, Shane leaves without him. The argument that follows is long overdue, and it ends the way it always does: with Shane crying and Ilya realizing he never stood a chance.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    By Quinn Hughes’ second season in the National Hockey League, he has learned four essential truths:

    Ghosts are real.

    Ghosts love hockey.

    Ghosts love Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov’s relationship like it is their favorite soap opera.

    Ghosts have decided Quinn is their customer service representative.

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    Comments:
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    41,459

    11 Mar 2026

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