LostSomewhereInSpaceAndTime



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  1. Rec 15

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    I'm sorry, Hudson says.

    Why are you sorry? You haven't done anything.

    You never do. You stand right here and you see something and you feel something and you never do anything about it. You apologise and the apology is supposed to be enough. You say I'm sorry in a voice like that, with a face like that, in the cold outside a restaurant while I'm wearing your sweater and your cologne is in my lungs, and you think that constitutes having done something about the thing you can't name.

    It's just a weird night, he says instead. New city. It's cold. I'm fine.
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    Connor visits Hudson in Vancouver, just before New Year's Eve.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Two sets of twins; two sets of secrets.

    (Or: Ilya, Shane, Hudson and Connor go into the cottage…and the truth comes out).

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    “Bless me, Father,” Shane said, voice steady out of habit. “For I have sinned.”

    Ilya Rozanov is an eighteen-year-old who was sent to a Catholic all-boys boarding school by his dad to straighten his messy behavior, where he meets the religious boy who knows nothing but to repent to his sins at least once or thrice a week.

    Shane Hollander believed that praying every night and putting God first is what matters over everything, and boys who are like Ilya are resented by the nuns and the church.

    In a place built to mold boys into men of God, some sins are harder to confess.

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  4. Rec 14

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    Shane finds it a little offensive that no one really expects him to be good at the kneeling duties of being a captain. In the first year he's mostly overwhelmed and trying to keep his head on straight, trying to grind through the season and give every skate, every training session, every fucking game everything he has. But in the back of his mind it bothers him, that no one really expects to kneel for the rookie. He knows the C on his jersey is mostly aspirational, more to create a reality than to reflect one, but still.

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    Kneeling verse AU! Shane and Ilya are both captains and therefore teammates are expected to kneel for them. But will they kneel for each other?

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    A hit during a game knocks Shane's suppressant patch free, and Ilya escorts him off the ice, secret relationship be damned.

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    "…Shane Hollander appears to have just broken through his suppressant patch, or possibly that hit knocked it off. Folks, you won't believe it, but Hollander may have just gone into acute heat on the ice. Every player in the rink has frozen, but this could turn ugly quickly. He's gone down at center ice and he's not moving—"

    "There are a lot of alphas and three other omegas on these two teams, and if the reaction of the crowd is anything to go by, half the stadium is getting a lungful of Hollander's pheromones right now."

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