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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    Bear traps spring, Dazai's legs snapping shut as he crosses his ankles behind Chuuya's back, ensnaring the redhead in an unbreakable bind. "No, no, Dazai!" Trapped dogs thrash, freckled palms pushing against the legs too scrawny to be this strong. "Stop it you little shit!" A smack reverberates through the room, barely absorbed by the cotton as Chuuya hits Dazai's thigh again, the slim fat jiggling with the hit. 

    "This is Chuuya's punishment for telling me to shut up."

    OR
    Dazai, Chuuya, impromptu punishments

    Prompt: Edging
    Dazai x Chuuya

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    17 Feb 2026

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    When Chuuya says yes to his college boyfriend's proposal he doesn't know yet that it will result in them going on a non-refundable honeymoon together, six months later, as exes.

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    17 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Dazai. What the hell are you saying. Why?”

    Dazai’s mouth opened, then closed again. He hadn’t thought that far.

    Because you look uncomfortable. Because I don’t know how to help. Because I keep wanting to touch you and I don’t know where that impulse is coming from.

    None of those felt safe to say.

    “So Chuuya will stop being miserable,” Dazai said instead, defaulting to insult as camouflage.

    Chuuya snorted. “You’re one to talk.”

    Dazai glanced down. “I’m always miserable. It’s different.”

    or: when chuuya doesn’t show up for a mission, dazai goes looking for him and does what he does best: pokes, prods, and pushes. but chuuya doesn’t need a fight, and dazai is left with the harsh reality that his confusing, inconvenient feelings don’t come with an instruction manual.

    Depress December 2025 - Day five - “That doesn’t fucking help.”

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    02 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    “Chuuya?” he asked tiredly.

    “Mm?”

    “Are you still mad?”

    Chuuya shook his head, pressing his cheek into Dazai’s hair. “No,” he said. “I was. I’m not now.”

    Dazai nodded, eyes drifting shut. They stood there for a while longer, neither in a hurry to move. Chuuya’s hand traced slow, absentminded paths along Dazai’s back—grounding, familiar. Every so often, he pressed a kiss into his hair or the curve of his neck, like he was checking that Dazai was still there.

    He was.

    or: Dazai dissociates in the shower after a bad fight. Chuuya follows him in, apologizes, fucks him gently and not-so-gently, and then takes care of him until the night goes quiet again. Sex happens, but mostly this is about staying.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “It’s okay, Chuuya. There is no harm in admitting that we’re still good at this.”

    “It’s a mistake is what it is.”

    “It’s just sex, nothing more and nothing less than that.”

    “Nothing is ever a just with you.”

    Or, the fic in which Chuuya's 100% done with Dazai. Really. Just not done enough not to fuck a few more times.

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    16 Dec 2025