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Queen without a Throne by simpletea23
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Massverse
18 Jun 2026
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Nesta Archeron has always known how to live with her faults. Forgiving them is another thing entirely.
Her father is dead. Her sister is gone. And the only thing holding her upright is the thin, fraying belief that Elain is still out there somewhere.
So she runs. Because she ruins everything she touches. Because it's easier.
But can what grief broke ever be rebuilt? Can a sister be forgiven, a family pieced back together, a heart taught to want again?
Nesta doesn't think so. She's hurt too many & hated herself too long to believe in continuous chances.
But those who care for her are patient and equally stubborn. And the three of them have decided that she's worth waiting for.Against every wall she's spent a lifetime building, Nesta begins to wonder if the thing she's really been running from isn't grief at all. It's the terrifying possibility of being loved, fully and without condition, by people who refuse to let her go.
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- Part 3 of The Stars Took Their Time with Us
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06 Jun 2026
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love is (the death of duty) by Shady_Knight
Fandoms: A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
12 Jun 2026
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“Is it truly so wicked, to want as we do?”
When she'd arrived at court, Alyssa Flowers had not thought to catch the eye of a prince. Let alone two.
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18 Mar 2026
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Heavy In Your Arms by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Nov 2025
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"Excuse me," she manages, standing abruptly. The room tilts slightly, and she has to catch herself on the back of her chair.
"Are you alright?" Feyre is half out of her seat, concern etched across her features.
"Yes," she says. "I just need some air."
"You look pale," Cassian says quietly. He's watching her with those sharp hazel eyes that see too much. "Maybe you should—"
"I said I'm fine." The words come out sharper than she intends, but another cramp is building and she needs to get out of here before she breaks down in front of them. Before they have more ammunition to use against her.
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Nesta's first fae cycle hits during a tense family dinner, but she doesn't understand what's happening to her body. Determined not to show weakness, she pushes through the pain until she collapses during training the next morning. When Cassian discovers the extent of her suffering, everything changes.
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25 Dec 2025
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Hands Off by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
22 Apr 2026
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“Tell me what you want,” she whispers, grinding once—gently, expertly.
“I want,” he says, voice rough with control, “for you to do whatever you want to do to me.”
She freezes for just a second. Then she turns around, straddling him fully, her knees caging his hips. Their faces are inches apart. She cups the back of the couch, her body swaying to the rhythm.
“So this is a game, then?” she asks.
“It might be,” he says, low. “Or maybe I just like to watch you wreck me.”
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Nesta Archeron doesn't do repeats. She doesn't get attached. But something about Cassian—his restraint, his hunger, the way he looks at her like she's something holy and not just another transaction—makes her want to break all her rules.
What begins as a distraction turns into something far more dangerous. When Cassian returns seven nights in a row their dynamic turns into a slow, burning power play neither of them fully controls.
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Hope Is A Dangerous Thing by ChelseaMorningGirl for Pumpkinspice_Lou
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
27 Nov 2025
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She feels suddenly like she's suffocating.
But Cassian is back to examining the walls, running his hand over the designs. "She really did cover everything, didn't she? Made beauty wherever she could."
"She needed it." Nesta's chest feels tight. "Painting kept her sane."
"And your father's carvings." Cassian says, that warm tone still in his voice. "Elain's garden. It's remarkable, really, how your family found ways to create even in the worst circumstances. To hold onto hope and beauty when everything else was falling apart."
The words hit her like a blow.
Hope. Beauty. Creation.
She looks around the cottage, trying to see what he's seeing. Evidence of life, of joy carved out of misery. Proof that the Archerons survived, that they remained human even as they starved.
Proof that Feyre and Elain and her father existed here, but nowhere in this miserable hovel is there any evidence of Nesta.
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After visiting the decrepit cottage where she grew up, Nesta is forced to confront a painful truth. Spiraling from the realization that she’s absent from her own history, Cassian tries to right the wrongs that have been done to her.
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13 Dec 2025