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But the eyes staring at him for the past two minutes are making him want to book it out of the hospital bed, IV and everything. He didn't want to talk about it, not in the slightest. Not when they all look disappointed in him.
He'd Rather Die.
Or:
Mingi wondered just when his boyfriend and friends stopped loving him.
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- Part 2 of Ateez Angst
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18 May 2026
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A collection of quiet moments as seen from different perspectives, and the unspoken understanding that sometimes it's okay to just vibe.
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02 Apr 2026
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There Are Still Some Things I'll Never Know by imajidiot
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
14 Dec 2024
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Leaning forward in his seat, Neil looked up at Renee to study the swirling emotion in her eyes. Though he could not read them, he wondered if Andrew would be able to, and let his curiosity get the better of him,
"What is Andrew like as a partner?"
AKA a somewhat faithful retelling/reimagining of the scene in TRK Chapter 10 where Renee tells Neil that Andrew is gay, except Renee and Andrew are pair skaters, and before that, Neil Andrew and Kevin always competed against each other. Yup, it's a figure skating AU.
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17 Feb 2026
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secret affairs in the world of sports by lairdrobin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Dec 2025
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In which Shane and Ilya found out about another secret affair.
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The two walked up the stairs and opened the door to the terrace. It should have been empty.
But right at the edge of the roof, two men were sitting with their legs dangling.
Shane and Rozanov both stopped in their tracks. It was two short men, one with short blond hair, the other with longer and reddish curls. Shane could see smoke coming from where they were, so apparently someone else had gotten here to smoke before them. Well, before Rozanov. But then something happened.Bookmarked by Lelez
14 Feb 2026
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Deaf!Neil meets Andrew in the most annoying way possible. Andrew doesn’t know ASL, but that doesn’t stop him from learning it — mostly out of spite, then out of love.
Slow burn, flirty banter, emotional growth, and one very invested cousin named Nicky.Bookmarked by Lelez
09 Feb 2026
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It's the anniversary of Mary's death, and Neil finds comfort in an odd place.
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31 Jan 2026
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“Is this another attempt at emotional manipulation?” Neil asked, mid-chew on a still-warm muffin.
Bee didn’t look up from her crossword. “Would it be working?”
He paused. Swallowed. “Maybe.”
---Bee's POV (she is awesome and so are you if you read this)
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15 Dec 2025
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The menace by Kingfluffkinss for chaoticas_hell
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Jun 2025
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“Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.
“Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.
The thing yowled pitifully at them.
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In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.
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- Part 1 of cat Neil
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24 Jul 2025
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South Besides The Sky (ENG translation) by SunwooDeobi
Fandoms: เพราะรักนำทาง | Fourever You (TV)
26 Jan 2025
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I'm done translating this FINALLY😭💗
I had a lot of butterflies while translating this🦋
THE PILOT WAS RELEASED: 22/2/25
THE OFFICIAL TRAILER WAS RELEASED : 28/11/25
THE FIRST EPISODE WAS RELEASED : 20/12/25
THE LAST EPISODE WAS RELEASED : 31/1/26
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- Part 1 of FOUREVER YOU
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12 May 2025
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i'll stay inside (with you) by ghosttamer, queersardonicrat for tomat0head
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Feb 2022
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Sometimes Andrew looks at the clock in his laptop and the only thing he can think of is timezones. It always takes him a second to extrapolate and get an estimate of how late it must be for Neil. He does it automatically, only realizing he has started doing it by the time he has an answer. Neil doesn’t even need to be fucking awake for it. Andrew will just be there, in his room, finishing some assignment for the next day and suddenly remember that Neil is also somewhere out there.
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Andrew and Neil live an ocean apart. They meet in a gaming server. It’s all Kevin’s fault.- Language:
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21 Jan 2025
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Neil’s survived much worse, but a layover in Baltimore is bound to be unpleasant — especially when his flight home keeps getting delayed.
But there’s an Exy game on the TV screens at the airport bar, there’s people as excited to watch as he is, and there’s a stranger who feels more familiar than most of the people in Neil’s life. He has survived much worse, and he’ll survive this. Maybe, he’ll even have fun. -
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20 Jan 2025
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Remember! Proplifting is Shoplifting! by Mystrana for voidsdivine
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
02 Jul 2022
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Neil works at the garden center. He hates his job.
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one night in a blackout by likearecord for moonix
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Dec 2022
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The lights go out at 6:13 p.m. on a weak flicker and the heaving sigh of the air conditioning announcing its long-awaited rest. The cloistering stillness that follows settles in around them like a cocoon—a thick blanket of nothing. Without the constant whirring, hissing, and faint beeping that announces the consciousness of their taken-for-granted electronic companions, everything becomes very still. And very quiet. And a little hot, even after only a minute of waiting. A single droplet of sweat forms behind Neil’s ear, quivering and itchy. He looks from the now black screen of the TV, to the game controller in his hand, to the smoothly blank face of his roommate, Jeremy.
“Uh,” Jeremy says.
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19 Jan 2025
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During the first 6 months of knowing Neil Josten, he’d refused all conversation surrounding shift forms. It was the Foxes’ largest and most anticipated betting pool yet, and one of many more to come surrounding the newest Fox.
It’s not uncommon for people to be private about their shift form, Andrew himself rarely showed it outside of fights. There were also others like Matt or Aaron who preferred it when possible. Neil had taken his privacy to the next level. He was obsessive in his refusal to share even the smallest amount of information with the foxes about his shift-form.
Andrew knew Nicky had bet that it was something really embarrassing, while Renee thought his reluctance to share could’ve been evidence for an inconvenient form, like a dolphin.
He knew it was something else, not embarrassing or aquatic, but that Neil’s form was real. Real where Neil Josten wasn’t more than a broken person’s dream. Andrew hadn’t bothered to bet, had never even asked despite their game.
It had taken Andrew being broken apart and hastily shoved back together, and a palm dragged over hidden scars for him to broach the topic.
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Do you really want me to believe that Neil „freaks out about being given keys, because it means he belongs somewhere” Josten and Andrew „possessive as fuck” Minyard never get married?
Yeah, no, fuck that.Bookmarked by Lelez
13 Jan 2025
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the duller the knife the deeper the scars by purpleavocado
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Sep 2024
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He’s lost anywhere from a few minutes to over five hours in the past. It should scare him more than it does, he thinks distantly. He blinks and he’s in class, taking notes. He blinks and a classmate is coming up to him and asking for his notes with an embarrassed chuckle. He blinks and he’s on the roof, legs dangling over the edge with a cigarette pack he doesn’t remember bringing up. He doesn’t remember coming up to the roof in the first place.
Andrew isn’t here.Bookmarked by Lelez
13 Jan 2025
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The woes of not being a real boy.
Does Neil have a NI number? (NI number lol I’m so English. Wtf is it in America?) Does he have a passport? How is he paying his phone bill or does Andrew do that? What about his credit rating? Is he paying in only cash?
Basically this is Kevin’s reaction to them almost getting pulled over and realising ofc Neil doesn’t have a driving licence.
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13 Jan 2025
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It’s Neil’s birthday and the foxes go to a karaoke bar.
It’s so sweet I might vomit.
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13 Jan 2025
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Are You With Me by FalsePretenses (retiredrearadmiraljaygaragearoo)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Oct 2024
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As the first anniversary of his stay in the Nest creeps closer, Neil begins to remember more of what happened to him. But how does he know what's real and what's nothing more than another nightmare?
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07 Jan 2025