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Not In That Way by Thelibrarian (Wadjilicious)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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The first note was recorded at 2:13 a.m. in a Boston kitchen, three nights after Las Vegas. Ilya told himself it was a one-time thing.
He made a second one the next evening.
This is the archive of everything Ilya Rozanov said to Shane Hollander in a language Shane doesn't speak, in files Shane was never supposed to hear... and what happens when one of them finally gets sent.Series
- Part 1 of In Every Sense
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,237
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 645
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- 2,266
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- 594
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- 37,011
Bookmarked by Laruida
17 May 2026
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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,362
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 783
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- 4,066
- Bookmarks:
- 2,790
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- 168,039
Bookmarked by Laruida
13 Mar 2026
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The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed.
Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.
Reentry is harder than expected.
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- Part 8 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Part 1 of homegrown
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,174
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 4,043
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- 31,972
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- 13,393
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- 615,253
Bookmarked by Laruida
23 Feb 2026
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death and taxes (and shane hollander) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.
When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?
OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.
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- Part 1 of old man hollanov yaoi
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,092
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 3,234
- Kudos:
- 11,825
- Bookmarks:
- 4,340
- Hits:
- 235,862
Bookmarked by Laruida
21 Feb 2026
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The Calm In His Arms by Bridgertonia
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
29 Mar 2025
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Penelope Featherington is trapped in Iceland when a volcanic eruption closes the airport.
There's one way home, by ferry, from the other side of the island. But the only way she can get there in time is by catching a lift with Colin Bridgerton - the first man she fell in love with; the only man to break her heart. And someone she has avoided for the last ten years.
OR: A road trip during which Penelope discovers she hates vanlife, but her feelings about Colin are far more troublesome.
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- Part 1 of Iceland Road Trip AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 43,732
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 689
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- 1,497
- Bookmarks:
- 356
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- 30,183
Bookmarked by Laruida
20 Mar 2025
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Mr. Bridgerton and Lady Debling by OneAM_Still_Writing for Hayleythewriter
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
09 Feb 2026
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They started the dance silently. She wondered why he had bothered to ask her to dance at all if he didn’t want to talk. There was so much left to say, but none of it in polite company. And, most importantly, none of what she had to say mattered now. They were both married.
“I almost forgot to congratulate you-”
“You do not need to.”
“But I must-” She insisted.“I’d really rather you didn’t.” He said sternly. Colin’s face was unreadable as he couldn’t meet her eyes. Instead she stared at his clenched jaw. She supposed she wouldn’t have wanted his congratulations either after her own wedding, not that he tried to offer any.
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1814: Colin Bridgerton realizes he is in love. It should be a joyful time, but with competition for Pen's hand and secrets that threaten to ruin them, the pair's far from a happily ever after.1816: Penelope Debling is trying to make peace with her new life as a Countess running an estate for an absent husband. She is determined to feel content, but when she has to host Colin Bridgerton, old feelings threaten to unravel her.
This story will be told in 2 alternating timelines (complete with double ch drops!) until the first timeline catches up to 1816.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 140,484
- Chapters:
- 43/43
- Comments:
- 1,369
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- 1,017
- Bookmarks:
- 270
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- 54,183
Bookmarked by Laruida
11 Sep 2024
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Remembering Mrs. Bridgerton by Stillpink for liziana, LightLeadingMe
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
06 Mar 2024
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When Colin awakens, the world as he knows it has changed.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,639
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 576
- Kudos:
- 4,346
- Bookmarks:
- 845
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- 87,464
Bookmarked by Laruida
19 Aug 2024
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Making It Up As We Go Along by LazyTuesdayMorning
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
22 Sep 2022
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Penelope swears that she will make it Aubrey Hall if it kills her. The universe takes up her challenge.
Sans carriage and caught in the worst storm that has struck England in living memory, Penelope bumps into a familiar face on the road (what a mystery who could it possibly be!). Their only hope of a shelter in the storm requires a degree of... creative... application of the truth and Penelope finds herself wondering how a young lady is to comport herself when the bounds of propriety have been all but swept away.
Enter Colin, who has a suggestion or two.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,307
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 516
- Kudos:
- 4,143
- Bookmarks:
- 1,162
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- 95,697
Bookmarked by Laruida
19 Aug 2024
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with the flutter of butterfly wings by pain_somnia
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
02 May 2025
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Penelope woke up alone. Alone and in her childhood bedroom. For the third day in a row. Her hand slid down to her lower abdomen. The life that was supposed to be fluttering there did not exist yet and neither did the beautiful children that she had already given birth to.
She had three days to accept that something had happened that had sent her back to just before her first season. She wished she had more time, but with having to wake up every day in the wrong house, the wrong bed, without her husband and children—Penelope had to accept that her current present was her new reality.
No matter how often she cried every morning, hours before Rae came to get her ready for the day.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 93,117
- Chapters:
- 6/?
- Comments:
- 906
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- 2,874
- Bookmarks:
- 1,015
- Hits:
- 93,611
Bookmarked by Laruida
15 Aug 2024
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Aflame by Sea_Dragonfly for Momomochi
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
13 Jul 2024
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Colin Bridgerton had always favoured red heads. He often found it… difficult to connect with another person; even in the most intimate of acts he felt a distance. But when he was with a woman with firey hair, something seemed to flicker in his soul.
A few nights after his return to the ton, he attends a masquerade ball hosted by the notorious Madame Littlelove. It's there he spots a courtesan with the perfect shade of auburn.
Well, at least he thinks she is a courtesan...
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,108
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 159
- Kudos:
- 2,804
- Bookmarks:
- 577
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- 29,635
Bookmarked by Laruida
28 Jul 2024
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Penelope is invited to spend her first full summer at Aubrey Hall with the Bridgertons. She now has unfettered access to Colin, who never returned for the social season after his travels the summer following the Featherington Ball.
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Canon divergence (no Whistledown, among other little shifts.)Essentially an imagining of what might have happened if Colin and Penelope had had more time apart, more time for Colin to fester and wilt, and more time for Penelope to “move on.” Also, what might have happened if they had had even more unsupervised access to one another.
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In truth, I just wanted a very drunk Colin to show Pen some fireflies. But of course it is never that simple.
Outline is drawn, work in progress.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 376,176
- Chapters:
- 35/40
- Comments:
- 2,082
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- 3,374
- Bookmarks:
- 778
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- 172,801
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15 Jul 2024
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A Bridge of Hope by Phoenix324
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
08 Jun 2024
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Colin abandons his travels to head home early because Penelope refuses to respond to him. He is bound and determined to get to the bottom of this when he returns, but a nasty storm hits while at sea making him feel he will never make it home as he is knocked unconscious and heading towards the bottom of the ocean.
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Penelope receives yet another one of Colin’s letters stating he is returning early because he cannot focus on anything but her and why she wasn’t responding to him. The last thing he put in his letter was “prepare yourself.” What a joke. That was until she had unannounced visitors claiming that Colin was gone! She should have wrote to him. She should have told him why she was angry. She should have done something besides ignore him. Now he was gone…
…and it was all her fault.I will eventually change the rating for this but we have a bit before that happens. 😁
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 44,132
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 371
- Kudos:
- 1,958
- Bookmarks:
- 512
- Hits:
- 48,412
Bookmarked by Laruida
06 Jul 2024
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City Lights by LazyTuesdayMorning
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
16 Dec 2023
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Sometimes she wonders what people would say if they knew that Penelope Featherington was Colin Bridgerton's booty call. Felicity would probably spin it into some grand adventure, casting Penelope as the lonely figure stood on some moonlight shore as she waited for her lover to return. Eloise would undoubtedly be violently sick and then call her an idiot... and Penelope, well Penelope could hardly believe it herself.
It has to stop though.
It has to.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,784
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 375
- Kudos:
- 3,167
- Bookmarks:
- 805
- Hits:
- 71,659
Bookmarked by Laruida
03 Jul 2024
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The Summer We Turned Pretty by Tocame
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
21 Jan 2024
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Set in an AU where Susannah isn't sick. A spin on S1 some scenes used, most not. Set a year later, characters are 17/18 or so
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 107,214
- Chapters:
- 92/92
- Comments:
- 1,164
- Kudos:
- 856
- Bookmarks:
- 66
- Hits:
- 33,651
Bookmarked by Tales_Dreams_and_Shadow-Truths (Laruida)
08 Dec 2023
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we'll be a fine line by fkevin073
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022), The Summer I Turned Pretty Trilogy - Jenny Han
16 Dec 2023
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The Finch years.
Or: the house never goes up for sale, Belly and Jeremiah never have a chance to reconcile, and they meet again at Finch, two perfect strangers.
Bookmarked by Tales_Dreams_and_Shadow-Truths (Laruida)
30 Nov 2023
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I Won't be Satisfied 'Till I'm Under Your Skin by orphan_account
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
20 Jun 2013
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Louis doesn't know why he feels the need to do this. He just. He does. And really, Liam isn't complaining.
Aka there isn't enough Liam/Louis smut in this damn fandom or enough Liam/Louis/Harry threesomes so
Bookmarked by Laruida
03 Jul 2021
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Louis Tomlinson, famous romance novelist, has just had the rug pulled out from under his feet when his boyfriend leaves him without notice. What's the most appropriate response to this? Move a thousand miles away and seclude himself in a tiny lake town, of course. But nothing is as he expects it to be in the very best way, especially not the handsome mayor of McAll, Idaho.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,015
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 84
- Kudos:
- 1,062
- Bookmarks:
- 294
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- 14,897
Bookmarked by Laruida
04 Jun 2021
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I’ve Been Hoping You’d Be Somewhere Better Than This by runaway_train
Fandoms: One Direction (Band)
05 Sep 2018
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“Does she know who it is then, from the New York office?” Louis enquires.
“Yeah, some guy Henry? Henry Styles I think she said?"
“Harry.”
“What?"
“Harry. His name is Harry Styles.” His heart sank. Louis hadn’t met him, they had only shared a couple of emails back and forth, but he knew exactly who he was. And Harry hadn’t just been killing it in the Big Apple, he’s been ripping the place to absolute shreds, nailing some of the most lucrative accounts in the business.
Louis is so fucked.
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The one where Louis is up for a promotion, he just has one tiny, little problem standing in his way.
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- Part 1 of Advertising AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,980
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 169
- Kudos:
- 1,778
- Bookmarks:
- 755
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- 51,296
Bookmarked by Laruida
01 Jun 2021
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“Well,” Louis says, searching for something to relieve this tension. “I think if a bloke gets kicked out of his stats exam for a knock knock joke, he deserves to hear the punchline, yeah?”
“Oh!” Harry says, beaming. “I forgot where we left off, what was it again?” He looks overjoyed to be exchanging a shit joke.
“Ah, you said knock knock, then I said who’s there, and then you said Noah,” Louis supplies helpfully. He hates that he's actually curious about the rest of the joke. “So, Noah who?”
“Oh,” says Harry, in a much different tone, dragging out the syllable. He looks bashful now. Louis cannot keep up with this boy, it's going to kill him. “Right, well.” He shuffles his feet. Fuck, what kind of knock knock joke gets a boy nervous? “Noah a good place we could get something to eat?”
[Harry and Louis get kicked out of a statistics exam for passing a knock knock joke note, and subsequently fall in love. Harry's a virgin, there's a cat, a hot cocoa date, a lot of sex, even more knock knock jokes, and everything is lovely and happy.]
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 86,066
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 240
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- 3,919
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- 1,816
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- 159,294
Bookmarked by Laruida
31 May 2021
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Louis and Harry prepare for an anniversary dinner. Louis has some fun surprises for Harry up his sleeve, but it isn’t until they get to dinner that the fun really begins. Will they indulge in the Australian delicacy on offer? Or will they go home longing to taste it.
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Come a little bit closer, before we begin
Lemme tell you how I want it
And exactly what I need
I’m here for one drug
I’m only here for one thing
So come on and tell me
Can you fly like you’re free
Cause I need to feel
Yeah, I need to say
I must confess
I’m addicted to this
Shove your kiss straight through my chest
I can’t deny, I’d die without this
Make me feel like a god
Music, love and sexSeries
- Part 2 of Ta'ooed On My Heart
Bookmarked by Laruida
29 May 2021