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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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15 Mar 2026
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I have no words. This is beautiful, I’m in tears. Oh my god my sweet babies
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This body had once been a rival, a partner, a dear friend.
And yet, Till still doesn’t move closer. He can’t.
Distance. That’s all he has left.
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With the green-yellow flicker of one meteor, Ivan catches a glimpse of his past and stops dead. His arm yanks Till back who turns around immediately in confusion. The vibrant, clear light of that star. The roof he ran to before eventually being captured.
The alien that night suspended him over open air as payback for running. For having the audacity to flee like a startled rabbit. Ivan’s palms are itchy and jittery in Till’s soft grip. It is more than Ivan can bear.
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Wherein Ivan is the feral problem child from the streets and Till is the quiet bleeding heart. When two doomed boys are inverted, does it actually change a thing? Ivantill swap AU
[Title songs inside]
Bookmarked by KrHT
08 Mar 2025
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This is such an underrated fanfic and it’s so good!!
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Ella leaned forward, her grin widening as though she were gearing up for something big. “All right, the kiddie gloves are coming off!” she announced, practically buzzing with excitement.
Ivan straightened slightly in his seat, already bracing himself. He knew what was coming next. After all, a person doesn’t just release a rejection song without raising a few eyebrows.
“For those who don’t know,” she began, turning her attention to the camera, “MAPS is a heart-wrenching song about yearning and rejection!” She let the words linger, her dramatic delivery pulling the audience in, before turning back to Ivan with a glint of mischief in her eyes. “So, naturally, everyone has been dying to know—just who managed to break the Ivan’s heart?”
The room seemed to hold its breath, her question hanging in the air as Ivan’s smile faltered, just for a second. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, and it wouldn’t be the last.
Or I give Ivan Hanahaki and make it everyone's problem
Or or My take on the Hanahaki trope (i.e trying to make it more logical) because I have beef with how people write it
Bookmarked by KrHT
30 Jan 2025
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THIS SHIT MAKES ME CRY HOLY FUCK-