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  1. Rec 34

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    “Is that so, dear Fyodor?” Nikolai closed up to his face. “Mind that you are keeping me close because I can disappear anytime from the Earth’s surface, whereas you seem to be more bound to this earthly shell than anything.”

    Fyodor didn't falter.

    Even if his plan fails, he could try again as many times as he could. His time was infinite. If the performer dies, then he will find another one.

    There was nothing he could loose.

    Or the 19th century Fyolai AU, that no one asked for

    Act I. Chapters 1 - 5
    Act II. Chapters 6 - ?

    (The main ship is Fyolai, and every other ship is mainly tagged as a trigger warning: they only get pain and despair)

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    29 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    There is an issue, and Fyodor cannot fall from grace. Therefore, there is an issue that needs fixing.
    Indulgence, perhaps, should not have been Fyodor’s pathway to the unattainable, but matters of the heart have always been senseless, to say the least.

     

    ///Alt: Fyodor catches gay feelies for our friendly neighborhood clown Nikolai Gogol and tries to seduce him by manipulation (Keyword: TRIES).

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    03 Oct 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    Ardent nights spent under blankets turn to cold midnight sheets when Nikolai wakes up without Fyodor. Sigma finds him on the smoke-filled balcony.
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    (Or, fyolai situationship in a modern AU and poor sigma witnesses nikolai's side)

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    05 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Their gaze catches on the brightly-colored awning, and they glance over, curious because they can’t recall seeing a shop with such bright colors on this street before. They’re expecting a café, or maybe a toy store, but find a brilliant display of flowers instead. It’s beautiful, but they don’t really have time to stop in and look around today, because they’re heading to watch Atsushi’s band perform and they can’t afford to be late, so they continue on their way—

    and stop after taking two steps past the shop.

    Concert. Flowers.

    …Should they buy a bouquet now?

    or: sigma confesses, with a little unsolicited help from nikolai

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    10 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    do you remember what we had?

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    or, fukuzawa on those moments frozen in sakura.

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    13 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    "we never remembered when wooden swords became metal, when my hair grew longer and your eyes lost their sparkle, when spending every day together became never seeing each other again."

    "and find the carving of my name into your sword smoothed over, as if someone had rubbed it over and over. how many nights were you thinking of me?"

    "you bled for me before you bled for the world- even though i cannot reach you to reciprocate ever again, i know you’ve always had an inkling. even though you love the world so much, the first blood you had ever shed will forever be mine"