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  1. Summary

    What if Captain Hook turned into the Dark One to get his revenge on Rumplestiltskin?

     

    A series' rewrite with my spin on Dark One! Hook.
    Starting in Season 3, necessary to read in order.

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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    After two weeks at the cottage with Shane, after them confessing their love to each other, Ilya should be happy.
    Only, Ilya has to realise that this isn't how life works, isn't how depression works.
    Ilya is so happy, and then he is so sad.
    When he falls apart, Shane isn't there, but he is on his way the second he realises what's at risk, ready to show up for Ilya when he can't show up for himself.

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    16 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    When Ilya Rozanov seemingly drops off the face of the earth and disappears after his father's death, no one really knows where he went. Shane is determined to find out so they can reconcile - no matter what it takes.

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    Ilya has a mental breakdown after returning from Russia and secretely admits himself to an inpatient facility in Canada. Shane goes more than a little insane trying to find him, apologise and beg him to take him back (spoiler alert: of course he does).

    Title from "Where Are You Now" by Mumford & Sons

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    14 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya Hollander-Rozanov has been receiving mental health treatment for years. He and Shane have a system, have a plan, have a life together. Depression has other plans.

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    or time spent sitting with Ilya's depression and wondering what a bad episode could look like in a life where he has it more under control. stole the title from Call Your Mom by Noah Kahan

    (will be updating tags as i go)

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    14 Jun 2026

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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

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    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    We could talk about what the fuck Shane sees in you.

    Ilya is still thinking about it hours later. In Shane’s dark bedroom, with the man in question snoring softly beside him, Ilya can’t let Hayden’s comment at dinner go.

    In the moment, he didn’t process the jab as anything more than an excuse to take a cheap shot right back at Hayden. But now that the dust has settled on his first official conversation with Shane’s best friend, Ilya can’t forget the snide remark.

    It’s not the first time someone questioned why someone like Ilya would be like someone with Shane. The first time anyone ever saw them as a couple, Shane’s dad made a comment about Shane being unable to find any ‘nice boys in Montreal’. Sure, they were still reeling from the shock of Ilya being more than a hockey player that runs his mouth more than not, but Ilya understands the implication. He is not a ‘nice boy’, not the kind of man that Shane deserves.

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    12 Jun 2026