Jcrow08
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While Buck isn't allowed to speak to anyone because of the lawsuit, he suffers a personal tragedy that leaves him with children to care for. He doesn't tell anyone since they are not supposed to be talking.
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So he had won, he returned, he smiled and joked and was sunshine and silliness, he was the person everyone needed him to be and it changed depending on who it was. He didn’t share the truth about how he was struggling with more than just the emotional toll of the last few months because that would strain the relationships he worked so hard to get back.
The thing that kept him awake at night alongside all his other worries was the realisation that this family that he held so dear that he had wanted so badly, no longer felt a permanent part of his life,
He didn’t trust it anymore
But no matter how many times he told himself he was happy and it was all ok, he couldn’t ignore the black pit inside of him that he was slowly drowning in that whispered you are
not wanted,
no one really cares,
you are unlovable,
you are exhausting.
Post law suit everything is getting back to normal .everyone has forgiven Buck and he is back where he belongs.
So why does he feel so broken?
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15 Jun 2026
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Eddie is working hard on figuring himself out, getting a life, and also reestablishing contact with Buck after worrying about them drifting apart and their friendship changing. Realizing that sometimes people misunderstand his relationship with Buck should not be the shock it is. Also, if Chris could stop launching verbal sneak attacks on him, he'd appreciate it.
Meanwhile, Buck's learning to parent a toddler while not at all being insecure about something said by one Margaret Buckley. He's just studiously avoiding the word 'Parent' like the plague, and otherwise doing his damn best.
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If Buck had a nickel for every time someone left him their kid in their will without his knowledge–well, he’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice now.
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14 Jun 2026
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The two texts came in almost simultaneously.
Eddie
Can you come over?Chris
I need ur helpThere had been no hesitation on his part, with Buck grabbing his keys and immediately headed for South Bedford Street. While he wasn’t panicked since no one had actually called him, he was on high alert, not exactly sure what he was about to step into. For both the Diaz boys to message though, he had some idea and hoped that he was wrong.
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Chris doesn’t end up in Texas, but with Buck. Which leaves Buck to navigate surprise parenthood, feelings realizations, crazy parents, and his best friend all at once.
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03 Jun 2026
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He basically fled LA to escape the blazing fires and the haunting memories that always come with them. And where did they send him to? The fucking desert. There is no escaping the heat. It’s like Buck is burning from within—not just because he’s sweating buckets, but because he’s hurting.
All his grief and anguish, all his feelings—everything he so carfeully supressed—it’s seething and blazing right beneath the surface. That’s why he had to go. He couldn’t deal with any of it. So he did the next logical thing, what anyone would do in his situation. He asked his former commander to be reactivated from reserve into active duty.
He went back to the SEALs.OR: Buck doesn’t handle Bobby’s death very well. So he leaves the 118 to become an active SEAL again and only Maddie knows about it. But the truth always comes out eventually. How will his family react when they finally find out?
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02 Jun 2026
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After the accident that takes Theo’s parents, Buck is left picking up the pieces—until something impossible happens.
He wakes up years in the past, back in his first year at the 118. Bobby is alive. Everything is the same.
Except Theo is there too.
Somehow, the world has made room for him, and Buck isn’t asking questions he might not want the answers to. Not when he’s already failed this kid once.
As they move through the events of Season 1, Buck has to learn how to be something he’s never been before—a dad.
Because this time, he’s not leaving any kid behind.
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01 Jun 2026