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    “Why do I taste blood in your mouth, solnyshko?”

    “I told you, my ex said it’s annoying when I’m too loud during sex. I guess it’s a habit. I bite my tongue sometimes so you won’t have to hear me that much.”

    “And I told you, I need you to give me the name of this ex so I can kill him with my bare hands. Is very serious matter.”

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    20 May 2026

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    “…You want to?” he asks.

    Shane blinks. “What?”

    “Kiss someone.”

    The question makes Shane’s brain short circuit.

    Shane swallows. “I mean—yeah.”

    “Then why haven’t you?”

    “I don’t know.” Shane shrugs again, shoulders tight. “Timing. People. It’s just… not something I think about like that.”

    That’s not entirely true.

    He does think about it. Just in a different way. Abstractly. Like something other people do, but not he himself.

    Ilya watches him for a long moment.

    “I could show you.”

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    23 Apr 2026

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    ive never been a hater AND I AINT STARTING NOW THIS SHIT IS DIVINE

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    A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    i’m crying at 2am on a school night and it was worth it

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    Shane has loved sounding since the very first day Ilya introduced him to the act, and they do it regularly—to him.

    When Ilya casually brings up that it might be something he is interested in too, it changes the trajectory of their whole night's plans, and Shane ends up in a brand new situation he never thought possible.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    i’m learning things about myself

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    Ilya and Shane have a fight that leaves teeth marks.
    Ilya flies to Florida for a game against Vancouver with his heart in pieces… and then the universe decides to add turbulence, hospitals, and a truly unhinged amount of emotional damage on top.

    Shane shows up anyway. Feelings get said out loud.
    And yes—Quinn Hughes is there, staring into the middle distance like he’s buffering… because what if the “Quinn sees ghosts” jokes are, unfortunately, canon?

    A story about fear, forgiveness, being seen, and choosing each other where the whole world can’t look away.

     

    PLEASE SEE AUTHORS NOTE REGARDING THE INCLUSION OF QUINN IN THIS STORY!

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Came expecting something fun and unserious and was instead run over by the most oddly beautiful, painful, and heartwarming fic