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In the middle of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry, Neil is shocked when Andrew Minyard himself shows up to his team's practice. Not because it's Andrew, or because of the rivalry, but rather because Neil thought that his boyfriend wasn't arriving for a week.
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06 May 2026
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Neil let his gaze drift over Andrew, over the face he loved so much, and then down his throat, and onto his shoulders. Neil bit his lip, because Andrew's shirt was just a band t-shirt, nothing spectacular, but it was fitted like all of his tops, since Andrew didn't like loose fabric. Neil watched his shoulders and upper arms shift as he drove, and breathed, and just…existed.
"Staring," Andrew murmured without taking his eyes off the road.
"Yeah," Neil breathed, taking him in. Andrew did look, then, and Neil snapped his gaze back up to his face.
Andrew took in Neil's expression and an eyebrow twitched, either in surprise or amusement. "Surprised you haven't had a stroke any time I wear tank tops," he muttered dryly.
Neil didn't tell him he almost did every time.
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04 Apr 2026
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“Where are you?” Andrew’s voice filters through the speaker.
“Staring at the sunset. Come and find me.”
Neil hangs up, cheeky smile forming on his lips as he imagines Andrew, staring down at his phone in quiet annoyance. It would be worth it. Seeing him would be worth it.
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20 Dec 2025
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After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?
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08 Dec 2025
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Neil has his eyes clenched tightly shut, his entire face screwed up, every muscle in his body tense and taught with a herculean effort to stop shaking. He was shaking when he woke up, he was shaking when he stumbled his way out of bed into the bathroom, but he swears he almost shook all the way apart when he caught his own reflection in the mirror.
Dead eyes stared back at him.
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Neil has a nightmare and, despite his best efforts to handle it on his own, Andrew is there.
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29 Nov 2025
