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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    After a close encounter with the Haxion Brood, the crew of the Mantis are shaken up. Going their separate ways, Cal in particular isn't looking quite like himself, and Merrin suspects that there's more bothering him than just the events of the day. She goes to investigate, and unravels the truth of what's really going on inside the Jedi Knight she loves so much.

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    Cal's favourite poncho is destroyed during a death-defying escape. Merrin tends to his wounds, and through that tenderness, the two piece together a shared moment in time. (From a Discord prompt.)

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    22 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    The first thing she noticed when the door opened was Cal, sitting hunched and with his knees up in the middle of the pathway. The second thing she noticed was the fast, shaky breaths Cal seemed to be taking.

    Merrin came to sit beside him, not saying anything or looking at him, even when he immediately and furiously wiped his tears away. Instead, she looked to the sky, at the infinite stars that were scattered across it. She gave Cal a minute of silence before finally speaking.

    “Please do not hide your pain.”

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    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Cal had heard the cliches of love during his adventures, listened to stories shared with him by older couples reminiscing on their youth, but, as a Jedi, he’d never fully believed when an older gentleman proclaimed love to be the greatest feeling an individual could experience. Love brought about weakness, and weakness brought about the Dark side—what could possibly be so special?

    or, cal struggles with the aftermath of jedi: survivor, and merrin is there to pick up the pieces. major spoilers.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    She should feel out of place, he thinks. When he had first seen her, tense and scared and, again alone, she had still been polished. Shiny and remote. A relic lain on the shelf in Luthen’s gallery. But she doesn’t feel out of place here in his grimy ship. There’s fresh ghosts about her, now. Her eyes are newly darkened by death. She is still wearing his coat.

    (i read that Dan Gilroy had originally intended for Cassian to take Mon to Chandrila before taking her back to Yavin and my brain has been on fire ever since. unbetaed. rating will go up and tags will be updated.)

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    20 Mar 2026