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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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27 Dec 2024
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He doesn’t want to stop; he doesn’t even want to slow down. He wants this, here, for the rest of his life. And he’s past wondering if he deserves it, past thinking he isn’t good enough for a man like Buck, past being scared of the love that lives inside of him. He wants Buck selfishly, wants him greedily, and if he’s willing to give himself over to Eddie, then Eddie isn’t a selfless enough man to say no. He isn’t strong enough to deny himself such joy.
“Need you,” Eddie begs. “Please, Buck. Please.”
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17 Nov 2024
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It's their first time, and Eddie imagined it so many times, each time differently. Nothing could've prepared him for the real thing, however - Buck above him, blazing blue eyes and warm skin wrapped around hard muscle. Buck smirking at him, whispering filth against his inner thighs, doing things Eddie never even fantasised about doing.
Beyond his expectations, the moment is everything he's ever wanted and more - including banter, stupid jokes, so much love, and copious amounts of cock
or buddie first time where they fuck nasty and eddie sees god. but with feelings
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30 Oct 2024
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Post Season 5 episode 10 because Eddie can’t just ruin Christmas and expect me to be okay with it.
Buck likes to think that he’s grown a lot as a person since Maddie left the first time. Since he yelled at his parents, jumped on his bike, and rode as far and as fast as he could to get away from the overwhelming emotions he didn’t know what to do with. But in this moment, with his heart beating out of his chest, he isn’t sure that’s true at all. Eddie won’t look at him, Hen and Ravi won’t stop looking at him, and if he stays there for another second he’s going to start crying or yelling or both and there are kids everywhere just trying to enjoy Christmas. He can’t be here.
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19 Oct 2024
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Taylor broke up with him a month ago and he hadn’t told anyone, not because it was a secret, but because he hadn’t gotten the chance to talk to them. It reminded him so strongly of the time after the bombing that he wanted to cry. How easily forgettable he was.
Apparently punchable, as well. He’d been punched before; it came with the job as a bartender or when he tried out for Navy SEALS. Even his dad had gotten in a few good ones when he disobeyed to get their attention. None of the people who punched him mattered. Not like Chimney did. His brother, someone he loved.
But maybe Buck’s love just wasn’t enough. Not to stop people from leaving or from wanting him gone.OR: Buck is badly hurt when the flor of a building caves in. Eddie talks to him through dispatch and Chim finally apologies.
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18 Oct 2024