Hellsing
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“Tell me nothing is wrong with me,” he begs, his big brown eyes welling with tears that haven’t yet spilled over, and Ilya miscalculated somewhere along the way. Ilya fucked up.
This is not Quiet Shane. This is the Shane that Ilya can’t control himself around no matter how many years it’s been. The Shane that’s always lurking underneath the surface, ready to drown him at the first sign of Ilya’s weakness—the first drop of blood in the water. This is the Shane that Ilya would send home with bitemarks on his face and arms, all the way up through the second grade, because Shane would smile at him, like Ilya’s own personal sunflower.
Shane gets hard when a classmate from school hits him during a fight. Ilya, his best friend since diapers, knows everything there is to know about sex. Surely, he’ll have a way to fix this.
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- Part 1 of Southern Recipes for Disaster
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19 Jun 2026
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Media: Here is the goodest most normal boy.
Me: Oh so he’s a lil fucked up, got it. Here he is developing a bruise kink on top of everything else going on.Something’s different, just in general. Like wearing sunglasses, a filter of sorts over everything, but if Shane was in any way honest with himself, he’d know it was more like going without for the first time.
He’s painfully aware of his body these days; how it looks, how it moves, how it responds to… stimuli. And it is responding, lately. His bruises, too: always just there, so used to them they’d barely registered anymore, but recently there’s been a sort of constant hum of them at the edge of his awareness. It’s a layer of input he really doesn’t need right now, busy as he is.
But he’s been woken up. Restless. Needy.
Late in bed, when all his chores are done, fingers travel up to his collarbone, where the newest acquisition is waiting for him.
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19 Jun 2026
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Ilya gets traded onto Shane’s team. The problem was that Shane had one big, shameful secret—and Ilya Rozanov was the only one who knew.
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19 Jun 2026
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Alphas aren't supposed to want other Alphas.
For Shane Hollander, that unspoken societal rule doesn't ring true. It's fine, though. He has everything under control, and the people around him are none the wiser.
Unfortunately, he never counted on Ilya Rozanov seeing right through him.
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19 Jun 2026
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j'n'ai qu'une envie (c'est toi) by ethannku
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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"There was omega at the shoot. Shouldn't have been there, smelled like pre-heat." Rozanov's nose wrinkles as he remembers it. "It was so… sweet."
Shane fights to keep his grip loose around Rozanov's neck. "You didn't like it?"
"No, gave me headache. Too needy, too desperate."
The rejection should make relief spread through him, but instead Shane thinks hysterically, I'm needy. I'm desperate. He barely keeps the words from escaping out of his mouth, biting down on his lip hard instead. Something in his scent must change despite Shane's best efforts, because Rozanov's nostrils flare and understanding flashes across his face.
"Not like you. Omega would have thrown themself at any alpha they saw. You only throw yourself at me. Da, Hollander?"
Or; the sequel to bad idea, right? where Shane finally gets knotted
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- Part 2 of HEATed RUTvalry
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18 Jun 2026