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who knows if you'll still be there (when it's all said and done) by novaks
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
23 Mar 2025
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I loved you before I even knew what it meant to love someone. I still love you, Yunho.
His hand trembled as he wrote, as he laid himself bare in ink.
I think I always will.
Tears blurred the words, smudging them as they dripped onto the page. But he kept writing. He wrote about all the years he had spent loving Yunho in silence, about the ache of watching him fall in love with someone else. He wrote about their past, about the way they had been so close to something real before Yunho had pulled away. About how Mingi had spent years trying to forget, only to realise that forgetting was impossible.
By the time he stopped, his chest felt hollow. His hands were shaking.
He stared down at the confession—his love, his pain, his heartbreak, all condensed into a few pages. Then he let out a breath, closed the notebook, and pressed it against his forehead, eyes squeezed shut.
Tomorrow, Yunho is getting married.
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03 Jun 2026
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One day Wooyoung would have someone else to cuddle on the couch and watch movies with. Someone else to have dinner with. There would be someone else going as his plus one to parties. Someone else he’d want to try all of life’s new experiences with. Someone who he could walk around out and proud with. Someone who was good enough…
That someone would be the luckiest person in the world.
And they wouldn’t be San.
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"Sanctum. Report."
"Target is dead."
A sharp exhale from the other side.
"And the escort?"
San didn’t answer right away.
Or, the acquisition of a broken doll.
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- Part 1 of Siren AU
Bookmarked by Handaru
29 May 2026
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Love can be cruel.
Unwanted, impossible, and still painfully real.Mingi never meant to fall in love with his best friend. But after years of silently loving Yunho, the feelings he tried so desperately to hide begin destroying him from the inside.
When blue roses start growing in his lungs, Mingi is diagnosed with Hanahaki Disease, a fictional illness that somehow came true.
The cure is simple:
Be loved back.
Or forget what your love means to you completely.Bookmarked by Handaru
22 May 2026
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All Yeosang Kang ever wanted from life was to be normal. To live a nice, quiet, boring normal life and be a nice, quiet, boring normal person – But he was born into a line of powerful, ancient, and regrettably cursed, witches. His twin brother Wooyoung was his exact opposite, reveling in the wild freedom magic brings, living each day with reckless abandon.
Yeosang would do anything to keep his fragile grip on the quiet life. He would also do anything for his brother, who always seemed to find himself in some sort of faraway trouble. What happens when that trouble makes its way home and shatters what remains of his attempt at normalcy?
This is a story about all the ways a person can love and be loved, and what it means to find magic.
A Yeosang-centric, endgame Sansang Practical Magic rewrite.
Bookmarked by Handaru
22 May 2026