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Twenty to thirty years. She had done the math in that courtroom and landed on thirty-seven and let herself exhale for the first time in years. She had been seventeen and wearing a blouse her mother had pressed the night before because her mother had needed something to do with her hands in the same way her Nanay was cooking all day, and she had sat in the second row and listened to the sentence and let the number settle over her like something solid. Like a foundation. Like something she could build on top of.
She was twenty-eight.
And he had been good.
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trinity's roommate moved out, her situation-ship is over and her abuser was just released from prision.
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- Part 1 of growing sideways
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08 May 2026
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I have never felt more visceral emotions while reading something. Jesus christ
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Santos smiles. “You know, I meant what I said.”
“What’s that?”
Santos turns her head to meet Garcia’s heavy gaze. “I think you might kill me.”
Garcia glances down to her jaw and then to her lips before coming back to Santos’ eyes.
“I think you might kill me first."A simple apology leads to mind-blowing sex as Santos and Garcia become obsessed with getting each other off. Part smut, part character study, part Santos growing, and healing, and experiencing all the pain and joy of letting herself be known.
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Bookmarked by GottaChangeRealFast
16 Feb 2026
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I love them, your honor. I love watching characters grow and the love and care the author puts into Santos's growth and healing has made me emotional and mushy. Yolanda's character isn't one note, either. She's given just as much thought into her flaws and traits and it makes the conflict feel organic, and the resolution feel earned, and I just. I love it.
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Bookmarked by GottaChangeRealFast
07 Nov 2025
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I don't have words. They are hard. This was tender tho, and this Mira? You get it.
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Capable, Exalted: A Primary Source History of the Ruidian Solstice by cairophoenix for cravensburger
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
16 Feb 2023
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It has been more than eight decades since the Ruidian Solstice. In the library of the Cobalt Soul, an archivist discovers Laudna’s journal.
A love story in dream diaries and letters and notes. Featuring art by dadrielle.
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Bookmarked by GottaChangeRealFast
16 Feb 2023
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Fuck me running, this is one of those fics that I just wanna shove into my open chest and let it nest into my bones. Is that weird? Maybe. But nothing gets me more than a life well loved and a soft ending. "I'm ready," she says. Fuck.
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i was dangerously tangled (the second time i met you) by rosymidnights
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
09 Jul 2022
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Something about this woman is painfully familiar, but she can’t say ‘I feel like I know you, what’s your name?’ when the stranger hasn’t shown any hints of knowing Leah.
(Aside from the warmth in her eyes that Leah brushes off as friendliness. Aside from the slight pull of her lips that Leah brushes off as annoyance. Aside from the screaming heart between Leah’s ribs that Leah brushes off as embarrassment at staring openly at such a beautiful woman.)
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Bookmarked by GottaChangeRealFast
11 Jul 2022
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Depresso espresso. Makes me wanna hug something. Remind me to reread this when am more coherant