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    Ilya’s head snaps back, his back arching up and away from the ice. He’s convulsing, a choking sound escaping his throat. Strong arms pull Shane away as the medical team descends.

    He fights the hands on him. “Stop it,” Shane demands. He identifies Bood as his captor. “Bood, let me go. I mean it, let me go. I’ll stay out of the way.”

    “No, you won’t.” Bood tightens his grip. “Just give them a second to work. Roz needs them working on them more than he needs you blocking their way. You can see fine from here.”

    But Bood doesn’t understand. If Ilya is aware, if he can hear and feel and see everything happening around him, there is nothing and no one truly familiar.

    Or, Ilya gets his bell rung

    This author does not use AI <3

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "Shane," Bood says firmly. And it sounds so wrong, because Bood never calls him Shane. Shane is always Hollzy. And Bood's voice is supposed to be loud and steady, not shaky. And Shane finally, finally becomes aware enough of his surroundings to feel the trembling of Bood's hands against his waist. "Shane, please. They're working on him. We need to give them space so they can—so they can make sure he's okay."

    "He's my husband," Shane chokes out, not quite managing to choke down the sob that's been building up long enough to boil over. Bood makes a similarly choked noise at that. "You need to let me go. He's my husband."

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    Ilya gets injured on the ice during Shane's first season with the Centaurs. Shane loses his mind, a bit.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    16 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 86

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    Ilya is overwhelmed, his life is falling apart, his father is dying, his brother hates him, and he feels completely alone. In a desperate move to ease the pain in his mind he asks Shane to hurt him during sex. Shane doesn't like the idea, but when Ilya threatens to find someone else to do it he reluctantly agrees. When the experience doesn't end well Shane is left to pick up the pieces and try to make Ilya feel better in other ways.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    Two-shot of what happens when Ilya is injured as part of the What Might Have Been universe.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    The All-Star Game is supposed to be harmless. Bright lights, broadcast smiles, forced camaraderie, famous rivals pretending none of it matters.

    Shane can handle all of that. What he cannot handle is Ilya two corridors away, wearing the wrong jersey, captaining the wrong team, and acting like they are not in love.

    Then a bomb threat empties the arena before puck drop. The players are told to stay in their dressing rooms. The delay becomes a lockdown. The lockdown becomes captivity.

    Below the ice, with the league’s most valuable players held as hostages, Shane and Ilya have to survive the night without reaching for each other, without giving themselves away, and without letting fear turn into something worse.

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    A hostage crisis, three targeted All-Stars, and Shane trying not to lose his mind every time Ilya opens his mouth.

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    15 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Talk to me, Roz.” The Centaurs’ head trainer, Jack, knelt on the ice, one hand on the downed player’s shoulder.
    “Leg is fucked.” Ilya groaned.
    “Fucked how? What hurts?”
    “I think it is broken.”

    “I don’t want Shane to know. He will want to come with me.... It is too early in the season.”

     

    Or: Ilya gets hurt during a game, but tries to keep it from Shane. It’s their first season playing together in Ottawa, and all eyes are on them.

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    15 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ilya glances back like he can hear Shane’s thoughts, grinning at him over his shoulder—and Hayden’s there—and Roz, look out!—and Shane’s stomach drops, skates turning roughly to bring him to a harsh stop. Hayden slams into Ilya before Marleau’s panicked warning can reach him.

     

    (When Ilya gets hit on the ice, Shane just about loses his mind.)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    A rough emergency landing of the Ottawa Centaurs' plane in Tampa, Florida makes national headlines.

    With Ilya's phone lost in the chaos, Shane has no way of finding out if Ilya is injured - or how injured. So he makes his way to Tampa.

    Or: The plane crash/incident in the long game but a rougher landing, more injuries (no significant/long-lasting harm), and Shane running to Tampa to see Ilya.

    Story and Chapter titles are lyrics of the song 'Sleepwalking' by All Time Low that gave me the inspiration for this fic!

    First half of the story will be Angsty hurt/comfort, second half will be the comfort part of hurt/comfort with a dose of crack.

    Updates every Thursday

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    13 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    “Is over, for me.” Ilya said. So matter of factly that Shane jumped a little. He hadn’t been sure of how aware of the situation his boyfriend really was.

    “You don’t know that for sure.”

    “I do,” Ilya whispered. “Everyone does. I will never play again”

    Shane didn’t respond. He wanted to deny it, to say that everything would be okay and that they would play on the ice together again. That Ilya had to get better in time to sign for Ottawa so they could live in the same country, so they could start their hockey camps, so they could be together. But he couldn’t lie. Not to Ilya.

     

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    Ilya sustains a career ending injury during a game against Montreal. This takes place before the epilogue after Heated Rivalry.

    EDIT: I have edited and added some new parts to this. Please enjoy!

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    13 Jun 2026

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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    09 Jun 2026

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    It's the story of a lifetime. Two of the worlds greatest hockey prospects, the top two picks of their NHL draft, the most anticipated rivals in hockey history; taken in broad daylight. Their kidnapping becomes insanely public when their captors start broadcasting their torment for the entire internet to see. Their families, the police, the world, all of them watch with bated breath as they wait to see if the two young men will make it back home alive.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    One second Ilya Rozanov is flying down the ice with the wind in his hair and the puck in his control, almost certainly on his way to score the tying goal, and the next, he’s crumpling to the ground. He falls, slides limply until his body cracks against the boards, and lies terribly, unnaturally still.

    Getting your bell rung by another player is one thing; it happens. Falling limp and heavy to the ice when no one’s even touched you is another thing entirely.

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    09 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 49

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    Their viscous fight to win the cup ended in victory but it didn’t erase the pains and aches within their battered bodies. Sometimes one bad brain day just turns into a bit of a slump, and Ilya had been in the depths of a depressive flare up. The cup run coincided with various dates like their birthdays, and more emotionally, the anniversary of Ilya’s mother's death. Hyper-flashes of delayed grief he’d been suppressing while they channeled all their energies to the ice had hit him full force once their summer had truly begun and he had the space to sink into himself. But today was a good day, like the past few days had been. And Shane, noticing his mood shift, felt it was time to leave the house, eat some food they didn’t cook or have delivered, and take a drive somewhere special.

    xxx
    Ilya's been slowly working through a depression flare up and Shane’s knows exactly when it’s time to pull him all the way out of it with a date night, intimate care, and rough romantic love making.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Tensions from the ice spill over into an after party when a young new Boston player and Shane Hollander don't see eye to eye. When Ilya jumps in to protect Shane, things go south quickly, and Shane is left to panic in the aftermath of a violent and traumatic event.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    The call comes at 4:17 in the afternoon.

    Shane remembers that detail later because it feels obscene that something capable of splitting a life in half could happen at 4:17 pm on a random Tuesday. It isn’t a dramatic time. It isn’t midnight. It isn’t even dawn. It’s an hour usually reserved for emails and reheated coffee and midday practice. It fits neatly into a calendar square. It looks harmless.

    Up until 4:16, the day is aggressively mundane.

    (or, the centaurs' bus crashes and shane has to sit with the idea of losing everything)

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Based on The Long Game by Rachel Reid, in an alternate universe where the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crashes.
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    I do not condone misconduct with any of my AO3 publications.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Fresh off the ice after his game in Washington, Shane discovers a number of players from the Ottawa Centaurs were rushed to the hospital after their team’s plane was forced into an emergency landing—including Ilya. In his urgency to get to Ilya, Shane abandons his usual caution, putting the secrecy of their relationship in jeopardy to get to the man he loves.

    Set in “The Long Game”, book 6 of the Game Changer series by Rachel Reid

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    07 Jun 2026

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    The sound of joy has begun to settle down into a tense silence, some muttering and asking about what was going on. 

    “Be careful with his head,” Hayes is saying, voice thick with something. It is disturbing to see him so serious. Bood nods, and starts moving a lump out of the seat.

    Ilya raises an eyebrow, confused. “Who is passed out in my seat?”

    That is when Ilya finally sees what Bood and Hayes are crowding over. It is himself, his own body, passed out and slumped against the seat in the row in front of him. There is a worrying amount of blood coming out of his nose and a cut by the back of his head. Head wounds are terribly dramatic, but Ilya feels worried about this one. Mainly because he’s floating around like a ghost.

    ilya gets hit on the head during the emergency landing in Tampa and thus begins his week-long stint as a ghost. whatever bad thing that can happen, the proceeds to do so. it's definitely not fun for ilya, and definitely not fun for shane either.

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    06 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    After a huge win, Ilya goes out to party with the Ottawa team. However, he can’t shake the memory of that last time he and Shane had sex. With Shane stuck in Boston, he’s left to sulk alone in a club until his boyfriend offers a much better option.

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    04 Jun 2026

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