FishindoMai



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    Snippets and slices of life from the journey the tadfools took while hunting down the Absolute and their quests.
    Mostly centered around Darius, naturally.

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    An indepth exploration of who The Dark Urge was before he became Darius

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    A travel through some of the days of the BG3 Kinktober challenge. All of them containing my Dark Urge Darius, accompanied with guests, lovers and friends.

    Part of my personal challenge was limiting my words to around 500 - knowing I wouldn't always succeed in that, but better that than try write 5k for every day and completing none.

    Day 1: Massage - Ras
    Day 2: Face sitting - Sekh
    Day 3: Temperature play – Sorn
    Day 4: Scent kink – Halsin
    Day 5: Lapdance - Rolim
    Day 9: Figging - Gohma
    Day 10: Hunter/prey - Alister
    Day 13: Lingerie - Everett

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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    In the heart of Shar’s temple, Halsin’s simmering disdain for Shadowheart’s faith collides with a desire he can no longer suppress, leading to a brutal, carnal reckoning that leaves both characters unmoored from their beliefs. As dominance, punishment, and pleasure entwine with spiritual crisis, Shadowheart teeters on the edge of apostasy - caught between the seductive warmth of Nature and the cold demands of her goddess.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    "I… uhm…" his lover starts, a blush darkening his pallid cheeks. "I also may have prepared a surprise."

    "Oh?" Darius asks, smiling as Rolim comes up higher again, kissing his lips softly. "And what would that be?"

    "I c-c-crafted a leatherstrapon," he rushes the last words out in a slew of murmurs Darius can barely decipher. He blinks a few times again, his sleep-hazy brain working overtime to make sense of what he just heard.

    "A what?"

    "Aletherstrapon," Rolim rushes through the words again, but this time at least his voice isn't a whisper.

    "A leather strap-on?" Darius asks, his grin growing and growing and growing even more when Rolim nods and then proceeds to hide his face in Darius' chest.

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AFDGOGNREQWQE

    <3

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    The Dark Urge of Bhaal knows why his blood-kin exists. She is a warning, a sign that he is and always will be replaceable.

    But when he inevitably falls to Orin's blade, Elegys does the unthinkable.

    She follows him into disgrace.

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    21 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Bhaal-sibling AU's!

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Contributions for (BG3) Kinkmas 2025.

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    04 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Mah boi on adventures!

  5. Public Bookmark 47

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    Love doesn’t erase darkness, but maybe it provides enough light to survive it.

    Malis wakes up on a crashing Nautiloid ship with no memory of how she got there—just a tadpole in her skull and a splitting headache. Add a murderous dark urge that whispers sweet nothings about bloodshed in her ear causing her to want to murder everything in sight, and things only get worse.

    Enter Astarion: the eternally dramatic vampire spawn with a knack for trouble and a smile as sharp as his daggers. They meet by knife-point, naturally. And while she rather enjoys that he’s only slightly less murdery than she is, their spicy, messy entanglement becomes the least of their problems.

    Thrown together in a mess of illithid horrors, crazed cults, ancient gods, and highly questionable blood drinking, the two wrestle with love, power, and the darkness within.

    “We’re the same, you and I,” he once told her. “Monsters.”

    If you’re into epic battles, biting banter, shameless smut, and two broken people trying (and failing) to keep it together, this is one such story.

    Series
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    08 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    TBR! All of it, Mai. >:)