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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Protect your peace.”
    God, with Frank this close, peace felt impossible.

    What starts as one terrible decision in the backseat of Frank Langdon’s car becomes something far more dangerous.

    Over the course of one endless shift in the Pitt, Mel and Langdon try—and fail—to stay away from each other.

    Featuring: unresolved sexual tension, several OSHA violations, medically concerning levels of yearning, and a hospital staff that should’ve unionized against workplace romance months ago.

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    31 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 96

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    "Is this what you want?" Mel asked, eyes searching his face so urgently he could barely track them.

    Frank sighed, stretching out his neck and closing his eyes. "It's what she wants—"

    "You, Frank," Mel interrupted. "I don't care about Abby. What do you want?"

    He wet his lips, rubbing them together as he watched her sit with a hand on the door, ready to leave the car at any given moment. Then, he nodded. "Yeah," he said simply. "I want this."

    She shook her head, gathering her bag from by her feet and pushing the door open. "Then have it," she said, forcing herself out. "Just don't expect me to watch."

    * * *

    In which Mel and Frank orient Hollywood — and each other.

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    03 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 92

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    She was sort of a little bit thrilled by it, thrilled by his choosing her, thrilled by the STEMI timing, thrilled by the way the department worked so smoothly sometimes she felt like a cog in a machine.

    And she liked to think she was a cog in a machine because it meant she was useful and purposeful and something needed or even wanted her there. She thought of Eleanor in The Haunting of Hill House, who said, placidly, she remembered because the word was so pleasing and so sad, “I’ve never been wanted anywhere.” She felt very much like Eleanor, haunted by ghosts, reaching out her hand in the darkness and waking up alone. And her intense wanting was a wound she was sure people could see, bleeding down her forehead, a primal warning sign to back away slowly so no one else would get hurt. What about me, she wanted to beg, what about my wound, but she knew that, too, was a childish fantasy. That it would be more work than anyone was willing to put in to get past the walls she put up in the form of busyness and delight and surface-level vulnerability so they couldn’t see the depth of her hurt and grief lurking inside.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    But yeah, Mel thinks, they're probably going to have an affair.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Frank Langdon is in rehab. Mel King visits.

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    Or the one where Mel saves Frank Langdon’s dog, drinks several of his juice boxes, and steals his hoodie over the course of 60 days. Not in that order.

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    17 Apr 2026