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    The second summer feels different.

    A few weeks from now Ilya will leave Boston for Ottawa, and the life Shane has spent years wanting is beginning to take shape around him. At the cottage, surrounded by woods, lake water and long afternoons, Shane finds himself wondering why some people think him a lesser man when the man he loves never has.

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    A walk through the woods near the cottage confirms that Ilya's entire wilderness survival strategy is mostly following Shane.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    To Be Seen by the_weight_of_small_things | M | 4575 words
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    A walk through the woods near the cottage confirms that Ilya's entire wilderness survival strategy is mostly Shane.

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    He crowds Shane into the hood of the car, hands up under his shirt and jacket again. October is getting cold; nights are getting colder. The places where Ilya is touching him are the only parts of Shane’s body that are warm right now. Maybe that’s why he wraps his arms around Ilya’s neck and clings to him, though he doesn’t necessarily surprise himself with it. They don’t even kiss for a moment. Ilya busies himself breathing into the crook of Shane’s neck, trying to regain control. Shane opens his eyes and gazes over Ilya’s shoulder at the dark field and realizes that an utterly foreign feeling has risen up in him. It’s Ilya’s broad shoulders and beautiful hair between Shane and the world and he feels—small. Protected.
    “Oh my God,” Shane whispers, completely ashamed of the feeling and hungry for it. It curls warm in his stomach. His toes arch inside his shoes. Something about being so close to this man, something about Ilya putting himself between Shane and—the world. Whatever lurks in the deep night. It’s a feeling like a ghost, something that Shane isn’t allowed to look directly at except for moments like these. Quiet and dark.

    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    I Was Raised Out in the Cold by LavenderProse | E | 10k words
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Shane, Ilya, Vermont. Meeting in the middle.

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    “That man has a boyfriend,” Rose says, certain.

    “He does,” Rae agrees easily, their voice equally certain.

    “He’s never gonna tell me who it is,” Rose says.

    “Definitely not,” they agree.

    “I’m gonna figure it out,” Rose says.

    Rae doesn’t comment on that, just dips their sponge back into the blue paint. Silently begins to layer it over the back of Rose’s hand, carefully dabbing to make sure that it fills the creases of her knuckles, the dips between each finger.

    It’s impressive, really, how much doubt Rae manages to communicate though the gentle press of a sponge.

    Whatever. Rose figured out Shane’s sexuality before he did. It shouldn’t be that much more difficult for her to figure out who his boyfriend was. She does have excellent gaydar after all. Though she really wishes it would more frequently kick in before she started sleeping with yet another gay man.

     

    Or, Shane Hollander has a boyfriend. Rose is going to find out who it is, one way or another.

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    30 May 2026

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    Rose Landry, Noted Detective by eden22 | T | 9496 words
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander & Rose Landry, Rose Landry & Miles
    Shane Hollander has a boyfriend. Rose is going to find out who it is, one way or another.

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    Heated Rivalry fics, a mix of showverse and bookverse but showverse somewhat favored (no shade, I just love the work they did in the adaptation). In my usual fashion, I find sticking to canon as much as possible to be a fun challenge, I try hard with timelines and weird canon details and things, but I ultimately try to serve the characters most of all. I do tend to make people too nice to each other but I try to keep emotions vaguely plausibly-realistic.
    Stories aren't in a sequence but I have also, because this is how I am as a person, largely tried to make them in continuity with one another.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    [SERIES] Doing The Work by bomberqueen17 | T | WIP
    Gen, Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Gritty/Ilya Rozanov
    Collection of canon compliant character pieces. Includes hilarious Gritty/Ilya fic.

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    “I did something stupid,” Shane confesses, inhaling rapidly. He's still crying, still frozen in the doorway, besides his hitching chest and watering eyes. Hayden's never seen him like this, overtaken with emotion, bitter exhaustion in his voice. He makes a soft choked noise, and Hayden immediately wants to kill something, whatever it is that's making him feel so awful. “I—Hayds—you're gonna hate me—”

    “No,” Hayden says before he can even finish the thought, almost hurt by the accusation. “No way. You're—I wouldn't. I won't.”

    Shane sniffs, offering him a sad smile, his eyes watery and solemn. It's an unfamiliar look, burnt through with sorrow and twisting doubt, sharp worry in the furrow of his brow. “You are,” he says, soft and certain. “I do, and I'm the one who's doing it.”

    OR: Shane returns to the hotel room, post-tuna melt. Hayden spirals.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    take is slow, take it easy on me by sargeantwolf | T | WIP
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
    Shane returns to the hotel room, post-tuna melt. Hayden spirals.