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the cards I hold close to my chest are starting to fold by Canederlo
Fandoms: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018)
19 May 2025
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It was rare, seeing Ye Zun in a moment of vulnerability; even asleep, the man had the uncanny ability to appear completely aware of his surroundings, as if expecting to wake up to a knife pressed against his throat, or something worse.
And yet, when he drifted off on Zhao Yunlan’s couch to the sound of running water and corny commercials, he looked almost peaceful. Unguarded.
It did things to Zhao Yunlan’s heart. Easily ignorable things, or at least Zhao Yunlan liked to pretend so.
Until the catastrophe, of course.
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His dreams were an invaluable source of information, though Ye Zun found himself learning useless things, too.
For example, Zhao Yunlan used lollipops as a replacement for smoking tobacco. In his dream, he'd smoke freely, smiling after the first drag. He'd say how he missed it while offering the same tobacco stick - a cigarette, that's how Zhao Yunlan called it - to Ye Zun.
But he wasn't Ye Zun, in that dream, was he?
He had Shen Wei's face, Shen Wei's body, Shen Wei's voice, Shen Wei's everything.
Shen Wei, Shen Wei, Shen Wei, it's always Shen Wei. -
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"Ye Zun's warmth was too much for him to handle, but as soon as he stepped away from him he felt the need to go back, to drown in that blotch of darkness. It reminded him of the smoke burning down his throat every time he took a drag on his favourite cigarettes, that awful sensation he both hated and craved."
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Zhao Yunlan's consciousness somehow manages to enter the Pillar. He meets Ye Zun, a figure made of swirling smoke. They talk, they play. It distracts Zhao Yunlan, it entertains Ye Zun. The latter has a personal vendetta against his brother and is searching for someone. Both don't realise Zhao Yunlan is that someone. -
you'll be the flow in my river, leading me straight back to you by Canederlo for Yumeji93
Fandoms: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018)
11 Mar 2024
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“You don't…? Is it because it's been so long you can't remember it, or…?” Zhao Yunlan pressed on.
The other man hummed, eyes scanning the page, trying to find the sentence he had been reading. “I simply don't have one. Whether it's because I don't remember, or for another reason entirely, I don't know.”
Zhao Yunlan bit the inside of his cheek. “You’ve never celebrated your birthday.”
Closing his book once again, probably because he had realised Zhao Yunlan wouldn’t simply drop the matter, Shen Wei gave his usual closed-mouth smile, slightly dipping his head. “No?”
Zhao Yunlan immediately got up, receiving a startled look from the professor. “That won’t happen again. Ever. Get up, we’re celebrating your birthday today.”
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I've picked stars to make a necklace for you by Canederlo
Fandoms: 镇魂 | Guardian (TV 2018)
15 Feb 2024
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A meet-cute. That's how people usually call it, right?
Why.
Why is it called a meet-cute, when all Ye Zun got from that was a first degree burn on his chest, a new rag made from his favourite shirt, and a photography student pestering him about an astrophotography trip?
Meet-cute.
As if anything about the personification of his burn - unpleasant, itchy, and painful - could be cute.

