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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Dazai on the meaning of belonging somewhere, ten years later than intended. Post-canon and established relationship; a vignette, of sorts.

     

    "We're not fifteen anymore," Chuuya says, and Dazai snorts, because he's fully aware of that; it's been a downhill journey ever since he passed twenty-five, and he's not sure his joints will ever recover. "People are worried about you."

    "People," Dazai repeats, faintly. Go home and rest, Mori had said.

    "Yeah." Chuuya flicks Dazai in the nose, and Dazai scrunches his face up. "There's a bunch of people you've tricked into caring about you."

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    30 Jan 2023

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    “Why?” Dazai asked into the room. The question left his mouth but stayed in his head where it rattled around incessantly. Why, why, why. The endless rigmarole.

    “Oh you’re still here?”

    “Why?” Dazai repeated with more pathos.

    “Why what?” Chuuya responded, still not looking up from his book. “I need you to be a little less cryptic.”

    “Why do you want to have sex with me?”

     

    In which: Chuuya wants Dazai, but Dazai's self-image doesn't align with the idea of being wanted. They talk about it, and in the process discover how weak Dazai is for kind words.

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    01 Nov 2022

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    Dazai's plan to stop Fyodor involves sacrificing his life. He should have known that even the best-made plans are useless when there’s someone like Chuuya out there, who just won’t stop saving him.

    A journey of growing and growing old together.

    [or: chuuya saves dazai's life by linking their souls & lifespans together]

    [cover art by @Behaxeltzi]
    [COMPLETE as of 11/30/19]
    [cover by yue-san!]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    22 Oct 2022

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    Post-BSD 101. Everyone has their own breaking point, has their own limit as to what they could tolerate from him. He just didn’t think that such a thing applied to Chuuya.

    [or: in the aftermath of the Meursault escape, Chuuya cuts off ties completely with Dazai, so Dazai has to do his best to worm back into his heart.]
    [NOW COMPLETE as of 9/14/22]

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    18 Sep 2022

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    A comprehensive guide to writing both queer and het erotic fiction, written by published novelist Quinn Anderson. Includes lists of sexy words, references, and some general writing tips. Please feel free to use without credit.

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    04 Jan 2022