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    “Did Boston Lily send you all these flowers? Shane??” Hayden asks.

    “Um,” Shane says helpfully.

    ——

    Or, Shane gets hurt in the Boston vs. Montreal game. Ilya crashes out and buys all the lilies in Boston for him.

    No one knows about them.

    Except for Ilya’s new florist, who never asked to get involved in dumb hockey boys and their messy drama. Also, Cliff is a good friend.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    The summer after the kiss leaks, Shane and Ilya are desperate to get away from the world and recover from the whirlwind that was their first year as a public couple. When a family emergency turns their lives upside down and Ilya finds himself off the rink for the first season since being drafted, he is forced to come to terms with his relationship to his career and identity through the power of family, friendship, and group chats.

    Or: Ilya's niece comes to live with Hollanov in Canada and Ilya becomes a Montreal W(H)AG

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Yuna's hand meets Ilya’s. The rivalry status that the league had painted over her son's relationship with the Russian now cast aside. They clutch to each other in silent acknowledgement of their shared pain, hope and fear in what had just manifested before their eyes. There's a uniting force in pain and grief—It's one that wipes slates clean, makes you forgive, makes you love harder and appreciate more than you ever thought possible. Everything she ever knew or felt about the Russian whose hand she now clung to was dissolved

    Shane Hollander briefly dies on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game. Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown revealing their relationship to the world.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    A storm strands Yuna Hollander in Boston with no flights, no taxis, and no hotel rooms. Her unexpected rescuer? Shane Hollander’s biggest rival, Ilya Rozanov. But one night in Ilya’s apartment reveals hockey’s greatest secret: the NHL’s fiercest enemies have been secretly, hopelessly in love for ten years.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Yuna, if ever asked, would claim she accidentally dropped the glass that shattered on the floor that day and stopped Grigori Rozanov from hitting his son. That she would never, of course, slam a glass to the floor on purpose and interfere with an adult man abusing his child.

    Ever.

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    Yuna Hollander inexplicably develops a soft spot for her sons rival. In a random hallway in Los Angeles during the MHL draft in 2009. A soft spot that she works very hard on covering up over the next 8 or so years. Sometimes talking about him a little too ridiculously, or a little too much, afraid that it'll be extremely obvious if she breathes even one small compliment about him. Afraid someone will find out that she had seen something that day that brought out a fierce protectiveness in her, even if Ilya wasn't hers to protect. Shane could never know.

    Ever.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

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    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Ilya's hand closes around Shane's on a chilly December morning, and he feels the seed of Shane's soul sink into his skin and make a home there.

    He's just not sure that Shane was seeded in turn.

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    04 Jun 2026

  8. Rec 45

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    Who was he to argue with facts? With Torse?

    Torse, the metal man with a wind-up heart, who was standing on the deck of his ship. Torse, who was still absolutely caked in gore and viscera from the shoulders down, and Maxwell, whose priorities just shifted so fast he nearly gave himself whiplash.

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    Sometimes a first date consists of a robot, an autistic man and a sponge bath in the back of an airship.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane's suppressants fail mid-game and his secret comes out. He's an omega, and not only that, he's been with Ilya Rozanov for a decade and is now bonded permanently.

    Shane loses his team but gains everything he never let himself want: a public relationship, a baby, and a life that's messy and real and his.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Once upon a time, he had been the kindest adult in her life.

    She liked to imagine he would still be.

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    At the 2026 Winter Olympics, Ilya and Shane are named as part of Canada's men's ice hockey team, gunning for the gold they had kept missing in the lasts editions, and newcomer Yelizaveta Rozanova gets surprisingly selected to compete in the women's figure skating tournament. For the first time in almost a decade, uncle and niece will finally be together in the same country.

    A sweet -for once- Rozanov family reunion

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    03 Jun 2026

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    The house where his mother killed herself is nothing but a pile of ash. It should satisfy him, maybe, that the building that was once her prison is gone. It was his prison too, for years. But something about the way the charred brick has crumbled in on itself makes him feel empty.

    Suddenly, Ilya Rozanov is a single parent to his orphaned niece. Suddenly, he has a whole lot more to lose.
    The only way to keep his love safe, is to keep it secret.
    (Its not like he doesn't have enough of those already)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    While spending the summer in Russia, Ilya learns that Shane has mysteriously retired from the NHL. When he attempts to call, Shane’s phone goes straight to voicemail…

    Or the one where Shane finds out he’s pregnant, retires and goes ghost, but underestimates just how much Ilya Rozanov loves him

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane doesn’t use the shared showers, for obvious reasons. But it’s not like he’s the Russian. Rozanov. Who Shane has heard locks himself in a stall and won’t even talk to his teammates until about a minute before the game.

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    01 Jun 2026

  14. Rec 70

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    Five times Torse initiates forehead touching with Maxwell and one time Maxwell returns the favor.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    He is a Gotch after all and Gotches are never rowdy, never violent, never imperfect.
    And so, Maxwell Gotch is used to existing on the outside.
    It is the same with the crew of the Zephyr, with old friends who adopted Olethra as ‘the kid' immediately, as the perfect little member of their crew. But Maxwell wasn't rowdy enough. Far too rowdy for his family, but not enough for the Wind Riders.
    But that was fine.
    Maxwell has been content with his lonely existence for twenty-nine years, why should that change now?

    In which Maxwell Gotch finds a family and falls in love.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

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    30 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Torse,” sighs the bosun, a flicker of frustration in her eyes. “You have to let us help him.”
    He should let them help. He can’t help Maxwell, he’s not built for helping, he’s built to destroy, to shatter bones and rend metal and and and…
    And Maxwell is dying in his arms.

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    30 May 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    29 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    "We’re going to reanimate him, aren’t we?” Maxwell asks, foot tapping impatiently against the deck. They’ve moved Torse’s body to Marya’s workshop and Maxwell hates how much it makes his friend look like an invention. Or worse, a toy. It pisses him off so much to see, but it would piss him off more trying to go about his day as if his friend didn’t shove his heart in an engine to save a world.

    At her workbench, Marya doesn’t look up from the iron heart she's messing with. “Yes, Maxwell, that is the plan. Try asking another ten times, the answer might surprise you!”

    “I’m just wondering.” He crosses his arms, shoulders raised and temper flaring. “Considering non-consensual heart modification was not part of our original discussion. Maybe other things have changed, as well.”

    Something slaps his back, right where his suit is covering a still-healing wound. “Ow.”
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    The Wind Riders would have woken Torse up immediately post-Katur were it not for the malicious machinations of one Brennan Lee Mulligan. I will right this wrong.

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    29 May 2026

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