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    He wanted to bury his face in the juncture between his neck and shoulder, to breathe in the smell of him, to touch his skin and give him everything that he could. He wanted to give to him until there was nothing left, until Shane had disappeared into him forever.

    “Look at me,” Ilya’s voice was quiet, but Shane obeyed immediately, his eyes fuzzy at the corners, “How are you feeling?”

    Shane intended to lie. There was no reason to complicate things with hard truths that not even he understood. Instead, his lip wobbled, and he found that he couldn’t say anything at all.

    “Ah,” Ilya made a noise that sounded nearly as devastated as Shane felt, and put a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him forward. Shane went easily, his forehead pressing into Ilya’s shoulder, and breathing deeply through his nose, trying not to cry.

    Or, Shane drops after leaving Ilya's house.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    [Today]

    So, yeah. That’s how it started.
    Rozanov gave Hayden a pale pink leaflet and told him that his best friend offered Hayden a free prostate massage.
    And Hayden accepted it.
    Technically, it’s his own fault, but Rozanov really is the best scapegoat in the world.

    Hayden thinks if Rozanov knew about all of this, he’d blame himself, too.

    or: Cliff Marleau is a masseur who offers tantric massages and Hayden gets a sample... of fucking course it spirals out of control.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    "Ilya wanted all of it. He wanted Hollander to unleash it on him, then kiss him and order Ilya to fuck him. Ilya wanted Hollander to overwhelm him until he couldn’t think of anything else." - Las Vegas Remix, Rachel Reid

    Or: A Vegas Fix-it where Shane actually notices how bad Ilya's headspace is, gets his kisses, and takes care of them both.

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 86

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    Ilya learned very young to hide his softness. He knew now it was only allowed to exist in the quiet, in the twenty minutes of empty ice he carved out for himself after practice.

    Shane wasn’t supposed to see it.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Jane: Leaving now. See you in 2 hours.
    Jane: I want you to hurt me tonight.

    Or, Shane tries to use painful sex to punish himself and Ilya drops about it.

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    10 Jun 2026