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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    "If you could see yourself like this
    If you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it"
    - Call Your mom by Noah Kahan

    Trinity Santos has survived a lot throughout her life: Long shifts, gymnastics injuries, grief she never quite learned how to name. After one disastrous Fourth of July shift, surviving suddenly doesn’t seem worth the effort anymore.

    Or: Santos attempts, and Abbot and Robby race to find her after Whitaker realizes something is wrong.

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    “But you… You didn’t forget, too?” Eddie asked.

    “No, no,” Richie said, shaking his head. “It’s not the same as before. The rest of us—we all remember. It’s over.”

    “Then, why…?” Eddie trailed off, and watched as Richie seemed to debate with himself on what to say next. His gaze flicked back and forth between Eddie’s eyes and he bit his lip. He squeezed Eddie’s hands before he spoke.

    “You got hurt, Eds,” Richie finally said, and his voice cracked on Eddie’s name. Eddie’s breathing began to pick up again as Richie spoke. “It was bad. But you’re okay now, I promise. You just have to remember, now.”

    (Eddie wakes up with gaps in his memory, Post-Chapter 2. But something isn't right.)

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    22 May 2026

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    Twenty to thirty years. She had done the math in that courtroom and landed on thirty-seven and let herself exhale for the first time in years. She had been seventeen and wearing a blouse her mother had pressed the night before because her mother had needed something to do with her hands in the same way her Nanay was cooking all day, and she had sat in the second row and listened to the sentence and let the number settle over her like something solid. Like a foundation. Like something she could build on top of.

    She was twenty-eight.

    And he had been good.

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    trinity's roommate moved out, her situation-ship is over and her abuser was just released from prision.

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    02 May 2026

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    I don’t have words ough my shayla

  4. Public Bookmark 98

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    The journey to Erid is going to be long and difficult for Grace, somewhere around 4 years for him and Rocky to get back home

    Grace will face many difficulties as he attempts to survive the trip there - lacking food and other basic resources - but he has Rocky by his side, always

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    Please mind the tags on this fic as it does deal with some darker topics at length, such as child abuse and suicide

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “What are you talking about?” Grace's fingers played quick chords as he spoke. He didn’t even look as he did it, but it did not make them any less purposeful.

    “Discussing possible reasons why Tau Ceti is not infected while other stars are,” Eva replied deftly. “I would invite you to join, but we were just finishing—”

    “Oh, that’s easy.” His hand twisted a knob, and the notes came out sharper. “It is infected—Petrova Line and everything.”

    In Grace's opinion, dreaming about time traveling is no excuse for getting out of practice with his Eridian. To the rest of the Petrova Taskforce, it seems a bit odd that their resident Astrophage expert has suddenly taken to carrying a keyboard around and playing it whenever he speaks. Eva Stratt resolves to figure out what is going on.

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    18 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy peak