AutolycusinExile
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Confidence and experience don't necessarily come hand in hand.
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Rushing headlong into things is Brendan's trademark move.
(or: the team thinks the Gallys have been sleeping together for ages.
That isn’t true, but it could be.)
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The music was too loud to have a meaningful conversation, but they tried. Tommy handed him another drink. Buck was too focused on not getting jostled and spilling the overpriced alcohol all over the both of them, so he missed the context, when Tommy said, ”Puppy?”
A bit of a non sequitur, but Buck didn't think anything of it. He had been called a golden retriever before, so he laughed and said, ”I mean, yeah.”
Tommy's whole face crinkled in a smile. ”Yeah, you are.”
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03 Jun 2026
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The imminent return to Evermore has him jumping at shadows, and he is already at the end of his rope. Every ounce of energy every single day goes to pretending to be what is required of him—he has to override years of training (away, not towards) to perform adequately on the court, to uphold the Trojan standard, and he has to pretend that while he does it he is a functioning human and not simply a discarded toy too broken to be played with anymore.
It’s why he spent his time in Palmetto when he could walk watching every single Trojans interview and game he could, so he could memorize their speeches and their strategies and their game play so that he would not be a burden. Jean knows what he owes his new masters. And he will not fail.
(Or, Jean tries to fake it until he makes it at USC)
(updates Thursdays/Sundays)
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27 May 2026
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i think it's time we dance with the truth by peachypanic
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Apr 2024
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“Jean?” He can practically feel the heat of Kevin’s hand as he reaches out for an aborted touch. Jean curls his shoulders forward, away from any chance of contact, and ignores the tingle of fear at having his back exposed to the room. “Are you okay?”
I’m drowning, he doesn’t say.
He hurt me.
I won’t survive what they are doing to me now. I don’t know that I wish to.
Please, see me.
Please, help me.
“Goodnight, Kevin.”
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A series of aftermaths in The Nest, because "even Kevin didn't know the whole story."
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24 May 2026
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23 May 2026
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“I’m not a rookie and I’m not doing this to prove anything. I like racing in pre-heat," Oscar says.
Carlos’ brain short circuits. “What?”
Oscar inclines his head. "It focuses me. Makes me more desperate for the win.”
Desperate. Carlos can’t help it, his scent blooms.
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Oscar mistimes his heat cycle in Monaco, things go awry. Carlos, who barely knows him, selflessly volunteers to help.
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15 May 2026