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    The Foxes are excited to plan a team bonding trip to the beach; a fun weekend in the sun and a welcome break from school and Exy.

    Neil learns how quickly memories of the past can catch up to you and how hard it can be to voice them. Nothing about the beach has ever been good for him.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    I haven't even read chapter 3 yet, but holy shit
    This is one of those fics that is absolutely life-changing, although I'll probably never reread it. (purely bc of the intensity, for my own sanity it might be best to limit myself to a max of once a year)
    This feels so much more real, so much more genuine than any other fics with the "beach trip to a no from Neil" premise that I've ever read before. The raw emotion and the language, absolutely amazing how it conveys everything. To the extent of me getting emotional, not even over the fic, but over this from my own life that make me emotional. That's how convinced I am of the emotional state of this fic. Currently crying over the past and everything that is gone. I miss my life.
    God, this is genuinely just the fic. The one. And I'll think about it for a long, long time. Gonna actually leave this bookmark public, that's how much you should read this fic.

    Finished reading the fic... God, I love it. Probably one of the best Andrew characterizations I've read, I love that he isn't just violence, he is reason, he is reaction, he is acting based on his own past experiences. Ahhhhh

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    But that doesn't mean no one leaves them... - Set during Ep 5 after Ilya's father dies.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Amazing concept and execution

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    5 times Yuna Hollander makes Ilya feel like he’s finally home, and 1 time Ilya returns the favour.

    It had been an intense few months for Yuna, emotionally.
    Knowing the baggage the two of them carried for so long, secretly, and knowing that her son was torn up about it long after it came out was enough to make her cry every night - it did, for a while.
    She’d wake up in tears, thinking about her gentle, tender hearted boy, who’d only ever loved one person.
    He loved this abrasive, loud, imposing hockey player, who was now standing in Yuna’s guest room, misty eyed and quiet under her hand, the complete opposite of himself on the ice.
    He loved Ilya, who loved him, and who had so much love taken from him.
    He was standing next to Yuna, who had more than enough to give.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Im going to cry this is the sweetest, most adorable, well structured fic with beautiful representation ;)
    Never felt more connected to Ilya as a fellow emigrant, the foods mentioned, his initial guardedness around the "adult" Hollanders
    Im going to cry in the arms of whoever surprises me with olivie

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    your fave is problematic - yourfaveisproblematic.tumblr.com/post/6453061/ilya-rozanov

    Admin note: POST IS WIP
    1. Admitted to using the f-slur during his rookie year in the NHL and doubled down with ableist remarks on Twitter.
    2. He’s a stalinist and supports the unlawful slaughter of children.
    [cont…]

    rozanovdefender replied to yourfaveisproblematic
    “the unlawful slaughter of children” YOU MEAN THE ROMANOVS??

    habsbluntrotation reblogged ⇄ yourfaveisproblematic
    girl not to be a bolshevik on main but the romanovs sorta deserved that one

    or,
    Ilya Rozanov lands himself on yourfaveisproblematic for—well, quite a few reasons.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    "do you think vladimir putin is in ilya’ walls?" Is the best line I've read in my life and for the fear of putin living in my walls I don't think I'll be going back home anytime soon

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    It’s harder to forget Laila has Andrew’s number after that, because Jean walks in on her sobbing in the bedroom.

    “Home,” she stutters out as a fumbling explanation, and she feels rather than sees the way Jean freezes. When he crouches down to sit next to her, it is stilted, awkward in the way Jean always is. “He called it home.”

    Laila Dermott and Andrew Minyard discover they have more in common than one might think, and somehow form a friendship.

    Or, as Cody would say, “Laila becomes besties-for-the-resties with Andrew Minyard.”

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    29 May 2025

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    IM OBSESSED
    "i have ice cream for you & jean wants to see “the menace”" will be permanently tattood on my forehead, I do not care

    Reread: Still just as good, their chemistry is unmatched