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    Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
    She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
    But she’ll know the truth.
    It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
    And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
    It’s from relief.

    —or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Things have been good, lately.

    Trinity has been good. She likes going to work—likes the thrill of particularly difficult cases, likes the easy back-and-forth she’s starting to build with her coworkers, even likes arguing with Langdon. She likes her little apartment and she likes that she gets to share it with Dennis. (It’s way cleaner, now, and she eats real food half the time. And she has something to do in the evenings other than think about everything she’s lost).

    Things have been good.

    She should’ve fucking known what would happen if she let her guard down.

    ~~~

    Trinity is cornered on her way home from work. She gets out of it with a stab wound and a whole new wave of old trauma. (And of course, her least favorite coworker is the only one there to talk her down.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    It takes a few excruciatingly long moments for Trinity to register the person who has scooped up the preschooler in his arms as Frank Langdon. As in: the senior resident that publicly humiliated her on her first day. The very same Frank Langdon that she reported for stealing drugs from patients. The beloved asshole of the Pitt whose life she ruined.

    What the fuck.

    When Trinity takes a part-time gymnastics coaching position, she certainly doesn’t expect one of her star students to share a last name with the senior resident she somehow managed to (sort of) fire a few months ago

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Santos holds up her hands and shakes her head and takes another step back. “I haven’t spoken to your wife,” she emphasizes. “All I know is you hurt your head. Just—please try to calm down, sir, we’re going as fast as we—”

    “That’s bullshit,” he snaps. “I didn’t do anything. She’s lying.”

    He’s getting way too close and the adrenaline has Santos stammering around words she hasn’t come up with yet—

    “I’ll be right back,” she blurts and turns around—

    A strong hand clamps around her wrist and pulls—

    “Let go of me,” Santos demands as she reaches for the privacy curtain—

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Dennis has good days. Dennis has awful days. He thinks he manages fine.

    But when the trauma resurfaces and the scars ache and burn, he feels himself swallowed whole, suffocating, writhing, begging for the end to the unsightly stain that is his existence.

    He doesn't realize just how many people care for him -- the way a family is supposed to.

    The way his family never did.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    "He knew this wouldn’t work, but he needed it to work this time. More than when he was in Nebraska, more than when he was homeless, because otherwise Trinity and his friends and Jack and Robby would know. They would find him in this cold, dark room and realize how weak he was."

    Or the Biological!Bdsm au that's been plaguing me with visions.

    (Formerly known as "BlueAngelBby passed their brainworms to me.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.

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    robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other

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    31 May 2026

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    The captain—because it must be the captain, there's no other possibility—stops directly before the straggled lines of captives. Black hair frames his angular features, the way his eyes narrow not against the sun but against them: their existence, maybe, or just the existence of all those beneath him.

    There is a pause. And then he speaks.

    "I am Captain Cazador Szarr of the Eternal," he says. It's a deep, almost melodic voice; too rich for the seadogs and savages that so often fill ships. Even against the better-dressed of his crew, he stands out like a noble in the East End rookeries. "And I am here to meet with your captain, pirates."

    The year is 1728, and Astarion Ancunín casts across the Atlantic in hopes of reaching the Caribbean to finally make a name for himself.

    He doesn't quite make it there.

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    31 May 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker was raised to be ashamed of what he was, of who he was. Omegas were better kept hidden, out of sight and out of mind, until the time came to use them. He spent his heats alone, locked away in one of the sheds on the farm. Nobody to help or hold him, nobody to tell him it was going to be okay. He just wanted it to be okay.

    Running away from Broken Bow was the best decision he had ever made.

    Even if that meant struggling to get by, to make it through medical school while also being technically homeless. He was alive, he was free.

    Until an accidental pre-heat encounter lands him in the bed of two much older alphas. Alphas who also happen to be the lead attendings for his ER rotation. Suddenly, a one-night stand turns into something far more complicated. Something capable of changing all of their lives for good.

    If only their stubbornness would stop getting in the damn way.

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    25 May 2026

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    "I won't rat you out to HR."
    He joked, his eyes bright, but Robby pressed his lips together, looking at him.
    "Maybe you should. I'm your attending. And I'm…way too old for you."
    Dennis clicked his tongue.
    "I fucked guys older than you."
    Robby blinked, a soft exhale escaping him.
    "What?"
    "I said…" Dennis spoke slowly, clearly, even if his heart was beating out of his chest. "I fucked guys who were older than you."
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    or: Dennis can't figure Robby out, and it's becoming a problem since Robby started acting...odd around him.

    I live for Robby being down bad and Whitaker acting like it's his first day alive when someone flirts with him, so here it is!

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    25 May 2026

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    “Are you two, um, dating?” Javadi’s eyes were wide, glancing between Trinity and Whitaker.

    “What?” She stared at Javadi, trying to figure out if maybe the other woman had finally grown a backbone and decided to start fucking with Trinity.

    “Well, the two of you always come in together and you leave together and you bicker all the time…” Javadi trailed off, glancing between them.

    Unable to stop herself, Trinity began laughing. Cackling, really. A loud, snorting laugh that she hadn’t heard from herself in ages.

    “It’s not that funny,” Whitaker said with a long-suffering look on his sad little face.

    “I’m a lesbian, crash. That’s why it’s funny. He’s my roommate. My very platonic roommate.”

    “You haven’t noticed her whole thing with Doctor Garcia?” Whitaker said, clear retribution for Trinity’s laughing spell. “Everyone’s been talking about it.”


    or Trinity Santos and the mortifying ordeal of being known

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    23 May 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker is taking excellent care of Dr. Robby’s house while he’s on sabbatical.

    Jack Abbot is taking excellent care of Dennis Whitaker.

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    22 May 2026

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    Everyone at the ER wishes Dr. Robby well on his upcoming sabbatical.

    Dennis Whitaker slashes his tyres.

    (S2E9 spoilers)

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    22 May 2026

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    Sometimes, very late at night, lying only a wall away from one of his closest friends, he wonders what it would be like to tell someone. Maybe it’s finally time to let someone in on even the deepest parts of himself. He falls asleep to the idea, letting the concept play out in a way that isn’t as tragic as he expects it to be in reality. Disappointment engulfs him in the morning when he knows he won’t do it anyway.

    ..

    Dennis Whitaker was sent away to a wilderness therapy camp when he was sixteen. He's only coming to terms with it twelve years later.

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    22 May 2026

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    Dennis has never had the easiest time getting a full night of sleep, but when he gets an unexpected call from his father in the middle of a work day, he finds sleep evades him in a way it never has before.

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    21 May 2026

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    After crashing his car in a blizzard, Robby wakes up in the care of Dennis Whitaker, the closet thing to a doctor in Amish country.

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    21 May 2026

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    A vivid flash of pink in his periphery derails his entire sentence. He turns to his left, following the pop of color.

    A young man dressed in soft pink scrubs emerges from the corner, just barely dodging a nurse pushing a loaded cart into the spot he came from.

    “Lost pup?” Dana whispers conspiratorially at Robby.

    “Looks like it. Wonder what he’s doing down here.”

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    AU where Dennis works upstairs in Pedes and this is him and Robby's first day meeting

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    21 May 2026

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    The first couple of dollars that the machine ate up without remorse were an annoyance, something that made Dennis sigh and unzip his wallet without thinking about it to try again. By the time that the vending machine had eaten seven whole dollars, in coins, and Dennis didn’t have anything to show for it, he was close to thumping his forehead against the cool glass and hoping he could derive some sort of enjoyment or nourishment from simply just looking at the colourful packages as they remained firmly in their coils.

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    5 times + 1 that Robby buys something for Dennis and makes him feel like he's about to keel over, right there and then.

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    21 May 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker has been running for longer than he'd like to admit. Each time he's run from something, he's always had this feeling that he'd never stop. That he'd never find a place to build a home.

    Except each time he's reminded of his past, and Dennis is so fucking sure he needs to run again, someone's there to pull him back and remind him that he's home. That he just needs to open up, let them in.

    (And the one time he's told he should run is the one time he says no.)

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    19 May 2026

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    Dennis knows he's not the best when it comes to self-care. Or, he wasn't for a long time. Living with Trinity has made it possible to care for himself again, but sometimes he forgets that he's not alone. That he can ask for help and he doesn't need to work himself into an early grave.

    Or, Dennis has trouble asking for help and is going to die on his hill. Until he realizes he shouldn't.

    5+1 things, in which Dennis is sick/injured/etc, and everyone else made it their problem. And the one time Dennis came to them because he was down so bad, but they were happy he finally trusted them before he bit the dust.

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    17 May 2026

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