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We Just Did It For You And Me by ChaoticRussian2481 for justthingsifind
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”
“I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”
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Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.
Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.
Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.
As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.
Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.
Series
- Part 1 of Shane, Ollie and Illy
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 104,069
- Chapters:
- 15/16
- Comments:
- 2,102
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- 3,564
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- 1,375
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26 May 2026
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The Hollander family gets caught in a severe storm while trying to reach the Boston Airport and tries to find a safe place.
Or,
Shane comes up with the idea of taking shelter at Ilya’s house.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,543
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 156
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- 7,655
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- 1,416
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- 50,078
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12 May 2026
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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
Series
- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 296,453
- Chapters:
- 18/?
- Comments:
- 8,911
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- 18,389
- Bookmarks:
- 7,070
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23 Apr 2026
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oh my god you should see your faces by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.
Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.
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- Part 1 of stay with me, in our comfort crowd
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,155
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 4,745
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- 25,236
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- 5,910
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- 370,466
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15 Apr 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,706
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Comments:
- 2,200
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- 23,224
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- 6,010
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14 Apr 2026
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do you want the house tour? by rachelrae
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Feb 2026
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“Wow, this is absolutely stunning.”
“I bet you say that to all the houses.” Ilya teased, shifting past him and moving back to his target: coffee.
Stevie’s laugh was bright, “Sometimes, yes. But that is also one of the perks of the job. Getting to see so many beautiful houses. You had this designed, yes?”
Ilya pushed the button for a flat white before he turned. “Yes. With my partner. He is much more into the whole real estate thing than I.”
At those words, as if summoned, Shane appeared at the top of the stairs, a vibrating Anya at his side.
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Ilya gets invited to film a Youtube Video for Architectural Digest for his house in Ottawa and he decides not to hide the fact that someone else also lives here in the off season. He could have warned the camera team beforehand, but that would have taken all the fun out of the reveal.Series
- Part 6 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,123
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 565
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- 17,422
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- 1,977
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- 104,285
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13 Apr 2026
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twenty stitches in a hospital room by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Ilya was only a few strides behind Shane on the ice.
He clocked the angle before the hit even landed; Marlow coming in too hot, too fast, shoulder high. Shane turned and slowed at the wrong moment, skates clipping, balance gone.
Impact.
The sound carried oddly through the arena, duller than boards, sharper than ice. Shane went down hard, helmet skidding, body twisting. And then it all happened at once. Skates tangled. Marlow stumbled over him as he fell, too. A skate’s blade flashed too close, too sharp.
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Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.
Series
- Part 2 of hollanov longfics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,205
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 986
- Kudos:
- 14,074
- Bookmarks:
- 3,937
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- 192,453
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09 Apr 2026
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where nobody knows you by dottiedoesotherfandoms (dottie_wan_kenobi)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jan 2026
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After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.
“I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”
He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.
“Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”
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AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.
Featuring:
- high Shane
- Ilya angst
- theories about who Lily could be
- Yuna & "Lily" texting
- identity shenanigansSeries
- Part 2 of heated rivalry social media fics
- Part 1 of i need sunshine (Ilya & Hollanders)
- Part 3 of all dwk heated rivalry fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,720
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 16
- Comments:
- 2,830
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- 24,571
- Bookmarks:
- 5,178
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- 296,694
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07 Apr 2026
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Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov, 2017
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,850
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,394
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- 10,625
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- 3,180
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- 127,545
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04 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov’s husband sends him to the grocery store for basil under a time constraint.
Unfortunately, Ilya grabs the first shirt he finds in Shane Hollander’s closet.
Unfortunately, the shirt says HOLLANDER 24 on the back.
Unfortunately, someone on hockey Twitter notices.Or: Ilya Rozanov accidentally outs his secret relationship with Shane Hollander while buying groceries.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,922
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 177
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- 4,881
- Bookmarks:
- 899
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- 54,941
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02 Apr 2026
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mistakes have been made by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Ilya: Troy came out to the team a few days ago and then asked me for your number
Shane: And you thought it would be a good idea to give it to him?
Ilya: It’s been a boring few months.
Ilya: Was he awkward? He is so awkward.
Ilya: He is about as bad at being gay as you are.Shane: Fuck you.
Shane: And YES. It was fucking awkward.Ilya: I knew it.
Ilya: Tell me everything.Shane: He told me he was gay.
Shane: Which WTF. Didn't see that coming.Ilya: Okay, yes. And?
Shane: And then he asked me out on a date.
Ilya: What.
Shane: And now we’re going to dinner next week after the game.
Ilya: WHAT.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,841
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 688
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- 19,942
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- 2,365
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30 Mar 2026
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And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
It's been an emotional day.A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.
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19 Mar 2026
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our bedroom after the war by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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“I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.”
“Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–”
Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.
In an alternate timeline, Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect.
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- Part 2 of i'm coming to the anonymous cottage
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,078
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 438
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- 5,400
- Bookmarks:
- 1,217
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- 80,265
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17 Mar 2026
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bathroom number by eicsferrari
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Mar 2026
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(xxx) xxx-xxxx
‘I’m a good looking gay hockey player, text me for a good time ;)’
and phone number(xxx) xxx-xxxx
OH MY GOD ?!?!?!?!
That’s it.
I’m killing my teammate.(or where J.J. wrote Shane's number on a bathroom stall and Ilya decided to text it)
Series
- Part 1 of bathroom number
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,041
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 478
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- 2,820
- Bookmarks:
- 461
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- 34,106
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15 Mar 2026
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I Keep You Safe by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
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Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
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- Part 1 of Finding Family
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,018
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 4,362
- Kudos:
- 11,332
- Bookmarks:
- 3,160
- Hits:
- 233,859
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13 Mar 2026
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“Did you like them? My parents?”
Ilya squints at him. “I love them,” he says simply, like it should be obvious. “They’re your parents.”
But, Shane thinks idly, there's a difference, isn't there, between loving them and liking them?
(5 times Shane thinks Ilya doesn't like his parents and 1 time he finds out the truth)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,743
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 443
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- 7,177
- Bookmarks:
- 1,664
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- 58,573
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10 Mar 2026
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Book Lovers by Bees_Bangles_Banter
Fandoms: Bridgerton (TV), Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn
30 Jun 2023
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Kate Sharma is one of the top literary agents in London. Her whole life is books.
Anthony Bridgeton is one of the most talented editors in the city. He's also Kate's nemesis.Heavily based on Emily Henry's fantastic book Book Lovers, through Kate and Anthony.
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- Part 1 of Book Lovers Universe
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03 Mar 2026
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everything i love is on the table (everything i love is out to sea) by anotherapril
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Mar 2026
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”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”
“You do?”
“Da.”
“I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.
“Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”
“What changed?”
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After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.
Series
- Part 1 of baby pterodactyl
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,813
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 252
- Kudos:
- 2,119
- Bookmarks:
- 403
- Hits:
- 36,853
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01 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov Break the Internet by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Feb 2026
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[An image of this year’s NHL East All-Star team, including Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander, Wyatt Hayes, Troy Barrett, Carter Vaughn, and Scott Hunter, all smiling after winning this year’s NHL All-Star Game in Las Vegas]
@NHLInsider There’s rumor going around that Page Six has evidence from last weekend’s All-Star Game that two NHL players are romantically linked. Checking my sources to see what I can find out. Will update later. This could have huge implications if true.
Posted on February 12 2:30 pm
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@ssmith20 wut?
@rozanoff no way fuck boy rozanov is involved in this. my money’s on barrett and hollander.
@luverofhockey holy shit. if this is true, it’s going to be insane
@hattrickzzzz @luverofhockey would it really be all that surprising? Hockey is one of the most homoerotic sports in existence. It wouldn’t surprise me at all if they had whole team orgies after every game.
@shanehollanderswife there’s no way that reddit post about Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov being a couple is correct, right? ….right?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,297
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 793
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- 27,026
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- 5,117
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- 199,203
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23 Feb 2026
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Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve.
Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!”
Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ”
“I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!”
Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.”
“Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.”
Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,172
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 589
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- 28,764
- Bookmarks:
- 4,300
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- 203,037
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20 Feb 2026