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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    When Till unlocks his apartment door, the thing swings open.

    "Happy birthday," Ivan says, in the dark. It's stupid. There's a small cylindrical cake in his big hands that really make it look comically smaller. The singular warm flame wriggles at Till, and also casts Ivan's face in orange, a shade warmer than anything Ivan's ever said to him.

    "What," Till says.

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    29 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Ivan doesn't know what to say, really. He barely moves his head, glancing at Till through strands of black hair, then back at the corpse. Something about the expression Till wears – eyes wide, brows furrowed, clearly restless but holding back from pressuring him, as if Ivan had ever been someone that should be taken care of – it warms him. No one but Till could make such a silly, earnest face.

    He's been trying. Till keeps pestering to express himself more and all that, so at times like these he makes it a point to try. Or maybe it's just a response coaxed out of him by Till's hand on his arm.

    "I thought I'd get an opportunity to talk to them before this. It's not like it was necessary, of course, but there's something I hoped to know that only they could've told me," is what he finally murmurs, calm but strained. "Pity that I'll never get to find out, I guess."

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    Ivan's guardians are dead. There's not supposed to be any grief, but Till tries to comfort him anyway. A bit of a study on Ivan's relationship with Unsha, choked emotional responses and lessons carried to the still surreal circumstance of being with Till.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    If Till was predisposed to run, Ivan was predisposed to bite and tear into the nearest living creature with his teeth, himself included. "We grew up together," is what Till settles on, lamely. "We can't be separated now."

    Ivan barks out a laugh. "Suddenly you're sentimental?"

    Understanding his relationship with Ivan would be so much easier if Ivan would fucking help.

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    27 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    25 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    Shi Qingxuan has been sober for three hundred and eighteen days. Their brother went to jail three hundred and sixteen days ago. They are finishing He Xuan's tattoo today.

    These are the days that come after.

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    22 Feb 2025