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    Crosby, lingering nearby, gave Zhenya a tentative smile. They were all smiling, everyone in the room, looking at Zhenya and Crosby and dreaming big dreams, the same dreams that had pried Zhenya out of Magnitogorsk and launched him halfway around the world. Zhenya knew what was expected of him, him and Crosby together, and why not? Why couldn’t they?

    “Yes,” he said in English, watching Crosby’s face, and saw the moment when Crosby’s smile turned real.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Fedya climbed on the bed and lay back against the pillow, knees bent and spread wide, wholly unselfconscious about his body and what he wanted. He had asked Zhenya to fuck him without a flicker of concern, like it was an ordinary thing that he saw no reason to be ashamed of, and Zhenya decided that he wouldn’t be ashamed, either. /// Zhenya walked to the Metro station, dressed in last night’s going-out clothes, doing the same walk of shame he saw other people doing, women teetering in their very high heels, men with creased and untucked shirts. Zhenya felt no shame about it. He slid on his sunglasses and turned his face into the sunlight as the city came alive all around him.

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    One hundred and thirty subjective years after the end of Discovery Season 2, Spock meets Michael Burnham again.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    There’s a spark of recognition in his eyes. “You’re married to Sylvia Tilly,” he says, that strange smile still on his face. He must know her already through the diplomatic corps. “That is… a blessing indeed. Congratulations, Michael.”

    The sincerity of this man is a little overwhelming. Despite his age, there’s something almost childlike about the way he looks at her. It’s endearing, Michael decides as they say goodbye. My first fan.

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    The first Zhenya heard about it was an email from Sidney in the middle of August.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    He turned to Troy and said, in Russian, “Your son likes to fuck me until I cry. He’s better at it than he is at hockey.” Then he switched back to English and added, “Difficult to translate. It’s how we say, maybe, thank you for good advice?”

    Sidney looked suspicious enough to pop.

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    “I hope you’re going to tell me that you’re in a loving, committed, long-term relationship,” Jen said.

    “Well. No,” Sidney said. “We’re—it’s a casual thing.”

    “Not anymore,” Jen said. “Congratulations, you’re in love.”

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Maybe Sidney would break his heart as well, and then Zhenya would have to leave the team because he couldn’t stand to be around Sidney all the time. So what? He had tried to teach himself cynicism over the years, but he could never seem to make it stick. The hard parts always ended, and in the aftermath came new chances for joy. vs Sidney was an optimist, because the only alternative was pessimism, which seemed unfulfilling. He went into every season with the assumption that they would go all the way.

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    Shane loves yoga. It has always been an escape for him—an escape from his body and his mind. When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. He gets to show off his flexibility, and it seems harmless enough to show off a little extra for Ilya, until-

    “Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?”

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    14 Jan 2026