the jedi order is also getting activly destabalised for centuries, there are way to few of them, recon suck, yoda got way to many stupid ideas stuck in his frogbrain and no one dares to stand up to him propperly to shake sense into him, they have so many problems... And in regards to the troll using Obi wan as a sacrificial pawn for qui gon, not ev3n, but especially at obi wans expense.
I wouls feel so sorry for jinn, if I would not want to mutalate him in every way I could think of for how he "raised" obi wan.... He needs therapy so desperatly but the fact he rather makes it everyone elses problem then ever question himself and get that therapie prwtty effectivly evecurates all good will in his favor.
Obi wan is a pretty amazing jedi, and great master even despite all that happened to him, just not for ani. He was way to young, qui gon very effectively made clear "obi wan was far from ready for knighthood", he just lost his (abusive) master for who he was never good enough, he has zero self worth and no room for imperfection. A tempelraised padawan, wpuls have been able to understand the nuance in his behavior, what he means when he says he is extreamly worries but acts calm nontheless. Ani cant. Obi wan gave anakin the same shite advice he got from qui gon, cause that was the only example he got, especially the reaction to anakins horror vision of his mother wad parroted from what yoda and qui gon hammered into obi wans brain about his own, very strong clairvoyance.
Every single isshe they have can be traced back to How qui gon traumatised obi wan and still, if he had ahsoka, he would have been a great master!
He failed with anakin, because of how much more support anakin would have needed, and their relationship having been poisoned by how they got togeather. Literally it wents, oh no, obi wan is fare away from ready for knighthood to, lets throw him aeay, want the shiny new toy! Wait, yeah sure obi wan is ready(to be replaced) .... My last words to my son, I have to make sure I undermine his selfworth some more and drive home I only care about the new kid! Obi wan being not or just ready for kighthood makes him especially ready for one of the most delicate and explosive padawans ever!!!
Anakin would not have made it to knighthood under qui gon, genuinly, no way, obi wan has an endless amount more patience and emptional inteligence qui gon and ani would have crashed and burned
Obi wan would have been willing and able to help ani with many of his grievancees and problems, if ani would have been willing to just talk to him, but obi wan compensating for his lacking selfworth and the heavy scrutiny he was under for all his padawanship and especially now as the chosen ones master, projected so strongly the perfect jedi image, that ani never felt him approachable. Ani also never believed obi wan when obi wan tried to be relatable, talk abput how many struggle in the beginning with things, that he himself struggled with it, cause ani himself could not comprehend someone being able to mask that well.... Ani himself and palpes convinced him so ardently, that obi wan could never understand, that obi wan also did not feel free to share for example, his own experience with slavery, which would have humanised him to ani, cause that would feel like trivialising anis way worse experience to obi wans ever present imposter syndrom.
Obi wan had the task of raising a padawan, with no context for anything jedi, unadressed trauma, without a liniage to help, no resources, starting at one of the worst moments of his life and his mental health being on fire in general and without palpes influence, or if ani had been even a bit less like qui gon, he probably would have succeeded still!
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KiyosLament on Chapter 2 Thu 10 Oct 2024 03:44PM UTC
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