since i saw your original twitter post i have been. *obsessed* with this idea.
im not normally interested in selfcest but this took me like a mallet to the side and it refuses to let me go like holy *shit* the potential. the angst. the themes.
also finding that you wrote an added piece on it is. so very delicious.
i adore od's fascination and single-handed obsession with seeing a 'character' of himself get recognition and succeed and be the one strong enough to protect and save others instead of being saved, the way he twists things in order to get what he wants, convincing sp, who cant deny him anything, to give him this, give *himself* this also (give kdj this, too).
kdj never had any chance to refuse or refute od either, he was 'doomed' since the very start, but now they can all have this 'happy' ending.
(after all, i always maintained that if sp's ■■ is OD, then it means that once kdj is OD as well, he's included in the possibility of sp's ■■ and thus, there's a chance he can be taken there too)
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Lacertae Tue 15 Nov 2022 09:26AM UTC
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