hiii I hope you didn’t forget about me 🥲💜💓💞 friend, it has been such a while but I have totally been maintaining my support from you from a distance :*) i know I have been distant but hgfjdjakl, life got in the way with an irl job and college BUT i am here back on the internets! Im honestly not sure how many times I’ve reread your fics, but what I do know is that I’ve cried like a little bitch every time I’ve read them. because are a word wizard 💕. You did such a beautiful job with this story, I started sobbing halfway through and kept going till the end. you are incredibly talented 😌😌 it was just so sweet and my heart kind of stopped at the end because I thought peter completely reached the end of his thread but then he didn't and it was all okay!! pfuuuf I thought that he was done. peter doing the absolute bare minimum and wanting nothing other than his grandparents’ attentiveness made me want to cry. i relate, when my stepmom and i’s family blended, all i encountered was rejection and I desired so hard to become a certain behavior but over time it became more and more like they didn’t have a choice with me. I saw my life in peter’s eyes :( he’s just so small and kind, i wanna wrap him up in a blanket and a hug and never let him go. i actually did cry later,, like, a bunch of times. i don’t usually cry while reading, but this was so sweet and sad (and then happy!). do not, and i mean do NOT listen to all the harmful comments and reviews bc universally, this fic: it’s really masterfully done. this story will hold a special place in my heart, such a powerful story bc things like this DO happen. and I sure am gonna miss these works when you go on your break(s), however do NOT ever ever feel obligated to write if you don’t want to, school and your mental/physical well-being comes first ever in this world and no obligations. believe me as a university freshman myself I know it’s been kind of difficult adapting to the new lifestyle and accountabilities but i believe in you Ellis you got this💛 eep this is getting too long but overall… you: happy ending :) me, sitting here sobbing: in all seriousness thank u sm for this fic! it was so so well written and reading it in fall with a fuzzy blanket & pumpkin lattes made for the absolute best seasonal vibes. <3
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kakozui on Chapter 6 Tue 19 Oct 2021 11:18PM UTC
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