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  1. my post season 5 coping mechanism has been to binge an absurd amount of byler fic but wow this feels like an all timer to me regardless of fandom. this fic really captures what's it's like to be 18 and on the cusp of adulthood and the terror of what that all means while still trying to make the most of the time you have with your best friend and the people who matter most while time is literally slipping out of your fingers and feeling like you're stuck in place slow marching to what you feel like your inevitable future already is set in stone and then being made to grapple with that it doesn't have to actually be that way.

    this mike is so carefully rendered with so many layers and depth. and so is will. they both feel so in character and their relationship is both so deep and complicated and at the same time their genuine love and years of friendship and being each other's person just glows through in the lightest most effortless way possible. this final chapter felt like both such relief but also making it evident they have a lot to work towards and through but have a lot of trust in each other to do it. this mike's growth is largely internal but it's still so satisfying because you can see him mining this battle with himself while still putting will first and in that it means he has to put himself first in his own life too. he was such a great character to experience and the way he sees will is so so lovely.

    this chapter and the whole fic really also really explores young desire so well and how it feels like literally coming alive and being so aware of your body and yourself. it feels so real from mike's pov and so boyish and deeply tender. all their kisses and how explorative they are, the couch scenes, the hilarious and so teenage porno plot device, how their togetherness feels so tentative and figuring out but natural too. one of my favorite aspects of this.

    i think it's really noticeable how much growing up they do in 5 days after years of being stuck in stasis, more so mike and that's just how it goes at this age. i love that they both get to be brave while grappling with all the miscommunication and half lies and real lies between them. how honest they're both with each other and that's how they finally sort of set each other free and can be together.

    there's just something really achingly human in this version of them. the possibility of their future together feels so real. and i really love that as you mentioned in your a/n you had mike still go to Bloomington and work towards eventually moving to New York as much as the fantasy of him dropping everything and running away to New York to be with will was lovely. it feels more earned and real and serious if he has to grapple with the choices he's already made and has to work to make new ones. it feels less like romance and more like love. which is how this fic feels though there is a lot of romance, holy flirting! the letter! the mail carrier will get sick of me! will's scrunchy smile wanting to make mike eat him whole! all the kissing! the footsie on the couch turning into making out! mike desperately wanting to be boyfriend for will and take him out on dates! that kiss at the airport!, as well.

    on an ending note, the atmosphere of this fic was really so great and lived in. every house and place was described with so much texture and the use of music. i love music snob will desperately trying to get away paula abdul and all his music choices felt so him. and mike who listens to butthole surfers would also listen to black flag that made perfect sense to me, and i think that was my first tell this fic would be perfectly characterized. mike knowing will's favorite the cure song.

    just so many great details in this fic for what starts out as a simple premise, moving to montauk and mike coming along to help, and that makes all the layers in it all the more memorable and obviously written with so much care. i love this universe for them and this version of them feels so singular and tender and special.

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    1. Your comment makes me want to cry! I want to print it out. My response feels totally inadequate, but I just wanted to thank you so much for your kind, beautiful words. I'm so glad that this fic hit for you and that you enjoyed their growth as people in this little story of mine. :) Like this: it feels less like romance and more like love. It's everything I wanted to express and the fact that it resonated with you makes me so happy.

      Thank you! <33

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