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Life felt as though it had taken a deliberate aim at you and struck without mercy.
First, you had been forced to let go of your job. Next, before you had even had time to steady yourself, everything else followed in quick succession. One moment you were living in a bright, spacious two-room apartment in the heart of the city, and the next you found yourself in a cramped, stale studio on the outskirts.
There had been no real choice in it. The company had been declining for a long time, everyone had seen it coming in some distant way, but that did not make the fall any softer when it finally happened. The comfortable office had been replaced by long hours spent on your bed, laptop balanced on your knees, sending out application after application into the void.
Eventually, you had even sold the bed and replaced it with a smaller one, something that fit the narrow confines of the small apartment more appropriately.
Still, you had always tried to hold onto something—some small thread of optimism, even when it felt undeserved. So when you landed a new job sooner than expected, you chose to see it as a victory, however modest it might have been.
Institutional cleaning was not what you had envisioned for yourself, not even close, but it was work, and right now that was enough.
You were assigned to multiple locations, moving from one place to another throughout the day, and at least for now, you had managed to hold onto your car. Your old red Ford carried you faithfully from site to site.
On a rain-soaked morning, you poured coffee into a thermos, watching the dark liquid swirl before sealing it shut. You grabbed your bag, already packed with sandwiches and a smoothie, and stepped out into the damp air. Rain tapped insistently against the windshield as you drove. You stopped briefly at a gas station, added just enough fuel to get you through the day, and then continued on.
The EasyClean Service’s office was located in a quiet residential area lined with detached houses. You stepped inside, offering a quick greeting to one of your coworkers, someone you shared little more than polite nods with. Moving to your locker, you changed into your work clothes, the routine already beginning to settle into your body.
At the small table in the break room, a printed list waited for you. You scanned it, tracing the lines with your finger. A few office buildings. Manageable.
You had always been determined, no matter the task placed in front of you. If you were going to do something, you would do it properly. Cleaning, in its own way, offered a strange kind of relief. Work that allowed your mind to drift and exist without constant pressure. For now, for the next few months at least while you searched for something closer to your field, this would be enough.
The day unfolded in repetition. You drove from one location to another, parked outside, slipped your earbuds in, and worked. Then back to the car. Then the next place. Over and over again, until the hours blurred together. Evening crept in slowly, the sky darkening as the rain only grew heavier, but eventually, even the last location was finished.
By the time you were driving home, a dull ache had settled into your limbs, the kind that came from constant movement, from a body that had not yet adjusted to this new rhythm. Tomorrow, you would do it all again.
You had just parked your car and reached for your bag when your phone began to ring.
“Hello, this is Debbie from EasyClean Services,” the voice announced briskly through the line before you even had time to speak.
“I’m sorry to call you about this after the fact,” she continued, though her tone carried very little apology, “but I’ve just been informed that Lakeside Business Suites were not cleaned today. That was your assigned site, so I need to ask—why weren’t you there?”
You sat there in your car, the rain tapping against the roof, your fingers tightening slightly around your bag as you listened, momentarily too stunned to respond. The name meant nothing. It had not been on the list.
“Because… because that company wasn’t listed under my name,” you said finally, your voice steady despite the confusion rising in your chest. “It wasn’t there. I checked the schedule this morning.”
A brief pause crackled through the line, followed by a quiet exhale.
“No, it most certainly was,” Debbie replied, her voice sharpening in that particular way that made it clear she had already decided where the fault lay.
“It wasn’t,” you repeated, more firmly this time. “I looked at the list today.”
“My dear,” she said, the endearment landing with an unpleasant weight, “mistakes like this cannot happen. You’re new, so I’m willing to let this slide—for now—but this cannot become a pattern. You understand that, don’t you?”
The call ended, leaving you tense and irritated, your thoughts circling back to the same certainty—you knew for a fact that the name had not been on your list. You had checked it more than once. There was no way you could have missed it.
With a frustrated exhale, you were about to shove your phone back into your bag when it rang again.
“Yes?” you answered, not even glancing at the screen this time, but the tightness in your chest eased almost immediately when you heard a familiar voice on the other end.
“Hey! I just wanted to ask—do you want to come over tomorrow? We could grab something to eat… maybe have a few drinks too?” she added with a soft laugh.
“Kayla—of course!” you said, the warmth in your reply coming naturally, though it wasn’t enough to fully mask the heaviness still lingering beneath your words.
There was a brief pause.
“Hey… are you okay?”
You remained seated in the car, watching as the rain intensified, streaking faster across the windshield.
“You’re never going to believe this,” you sighed, leaning back slightly as you let the frustration spill out. “I’ve only been at this new job for a week, and I’m already getting complaints.”
She listened without interrupting.
“Seriously,” your best friend muttered after a moment, “it’s about time you get out of there and back among actual people.”
“Don’t even get me started,” you murmured, a tired smile tugging at your lips as you reached for your keys.
You prepared yourself to step out into the rain. The moment you opened the car door, the rain rushed in to meet you, soaking into your sleeves before you had even fully stepped out.
You pulled your jacket tighter around yourself as you stepped onto the pavement, the door shutting behind you.
This part of the city always felt different at night. The alley stretched upward rather than outward, hemmed in by tall, aging buildings whose brick facades had long since lost any warmth they might once have had. Fire escapes clung to the walls, rusted and crooked and pipes ran along the exterior in tangled lines.
A neon sign further down the street buzzed faintly. The light reflected off puddles gathered along the uneven ground, turning the alley into something almost scary.
“Haha, yeah… see you tomorrow!” you said, ending the call once Kayla had finally finished her rambling.
You hurried toward the front door of your building, the rain soaking into your clothes as you fumbled briefly with the handle before slipping inside.
In your apartment, you let yourself unwind in small, familiar ways. A warm shower chased the chill from your skin, the heat sinking into your muscles and easing the tension. Afterward, you pulled on something comfortable and moved through the quiet apartment.
You put the kettle on and waited, watching the faint steam begin to rise before pouring yourself a cup of tea. Then you settled onto your bed, tucking your legs beneath you as you reached for the remote. There was no space for a sofa in the apartment, so the bed had become everything at once. A place to sleep, to eat, to scroll endlessly through your laptop, and to let the hours pass in the dim glow of the television.
Even with a job now, your thoughts didn’t simply settle. The position you had lost had been in a creative agency, something you had genuinely cared about, something that had felt like a step toward the life you had wanted. And even now, you refused to let that go completely.
You wanted to return to that world somehow. To build something of your own, maybe even start a company.
You hadn’t stopped dreaming.
You let the television play in the background more for the comfort of noise than for anything actually on the screen. The tea was soothing, grounding in a way you hadn’t realized you needed, and for the first time that day, your shoulders began to relax.
You scrolled through your old portfolios and campaign ideas you had once sketched out in a rush of inspiration. Half-finished concepts that still held something worth returning to.
You clicked through them slowly, your thoughts beginning to shift to something hopeful.
The idea lingered. You imagined it in small pieces at first. A freelance project here and there, maybe a few clients, something manageable.
You smiled faintly to yourself.
Maybe this wasn’t the end of anything. Maybe it was just… a strange, inconvenient pause.
***
The weekend with Kayla slipped by in a kind of easy, effortless joy that made everything else feel distant for a while. It had been genuinely fun, and returning home felt harsher than it should have.
Before long, you were sitting in your car again, the familiar routine settling back around you as you drove toward the office.
At the office, Debbie was already waiting for you.
She was typically tucked away behind the closed door, only appearing when necessary, but now she stood out in the open as if she had been expecting you. There was a list in her hand, and a smile on her face. Her dark grey hair was neatly styled, and her cat-eye glasses framed her expression.
“Good morning! Here’s your list for today,” she said brightly.
You took the paper from her and scanned it carefully, your eyes moving from line to line. Nothing unusual.
“Got it,” you replied, offering a polite, practiced smile that felt just a little too stiff.
As soon as she turned away, you rolled your eyes before heading to the lockers to change. The dark green fleece jacket felt warm as you pulled it on, the words EasyClean Services stitched across the back in plain lettering. You gathered your hair into a loose, messy bun, more out of habit than care, and headed back out.
Soon enough, you were behind the wheel again, your next destination set—a large office building you hadn’t visited before.
You turned the key and set off.
It felt as though the weather itself had turned against you, the rain beginning again just as you pulled onto the road.
After what felt like an unnecessarily long drive, you finally slowed to a stop in front of your destination.
The building loomed ahead of you, large and old, its exterior worn in a way that suggested it had been standing there far longer than anything around it.
You stepped out, circling to the back of the car to retrieve your cleaning supplies from the trunk before making your way toward the front entrance, the rain already soaking into your sleeves once more.
The rain followed you all the way to the entrance. Up close, the building felt even larger, its presence pressing in on you in a way you couldn’t quite explain. The windows were dark, and whatever warmth you might have expected from an office building was noticeably absent.
You paused for just a moment, shifting your grip on the supplies in your hands before pushing the door open.
The change was immediate.
The sound of the rain dulled into a distant hush as the door shut behind you, replaced by a hollow, echoing quiet that settled deep into the space. The air inside was cool and carrying a faint, sterile scent layered over something older.
A reception area stretched out before you, dimly lit by a handful of overhead lights that flickered just enough to be noticeable. The desk stood empty, its surface weirdly untouched, as though no one had sat there in some time.
You set your things down for a moment, pulling out your phone to double-check the address. This was the place. It matched. The name matched.
So where was everyone?
You swallowed the thought and forced yourself to move, pushing through the quiet as you stepped further inside.
To your left, a hallway stretched into shadow, lined with identical doors, each one closed. To your right, a set of elevators stood silent, their display dark. Somewhere deeper inside, you thought you heard something, like a distant movement, but when you stopped and listened, there was nothing.
“EasyClean Services!” you called out, your voice carrying further than you expected in the hollow quiet.
No answer came.
You stood there for a moment longer, listening, half-expecting footsteps, a voice, anything to break the stillness, but there was nothing. Not even the faint murmur of people working somewhere deeper inside.
Weird.
Still, you were here to do a job.
You adjusted your grip on your supplies and let out a quiet breath, forcing yourself to move forward. The place was enormous for a single person to clean in one shift, and considering it was your first time here, it would have been helpful if someone had at least been around to show you the basics.
Instead, you had silence.
“Fine,” you murmured under your breath. “I’ll figure it out.”
You moved deeper into the building, your footsteps quiet.
At first, it could have resembled an office building. But there were no traces of the people who were supposed to work here.
You kept walking.
The carpet beneath your feet gave way to a colder surface. More sterile.
The lighting changed too. The soft, warm glow faded into a colder, harsher white that seemed to flatten everything it touched.
You slowed as you passed a reinforced door.
You moved further down the corridor, your gaze drifting across the walls, catching small details you hadn’t noticed before. A panel with a blinking green light and a security camera mounted high in the corner, angled just slightly downward.
Somewhere ahead, a glass partition came into view. You hesitated for a fraction of a second before stepping closer.
Beyond it, the space opened up into something larger. Tables lined with equipment you didn’t recognize. Screens displaying lines of data, frozen mid-process. Containers sealed behind thicker glass, each one labeled and numbered.
You felt a quiet, persistent awareness that this place wasn’t meant for people like you. That whatever work was being done here was not something you were supposed to see.
You swallowed, your gaze lingering just a second too long, and then you forced yourself to move again.
There was nothing normal about this.