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Im standing in the mirror as I put on black eyeliner. Of course, I have poked my eye a few times, so it's red and watery. I try my best as I line my whole eye, giving me that look I have always wanted to do.
Once I was finally done with the eyeliner, I went into my closet and grabbed my leather black pants. I never thought I would actually get to wear these. I originally got them for Halloween, but now fuck it.
I look through my shirts, but I get frustrated as all I have are polo shirts. I have an idea, so I grab a black shirt and take it into the bathroom, where I hold the scissors. I decided I would cut it into a V-neck. It didn't look very good at first, but I just fixed it.
I put it on, and it fit weird, so I cut the bottom to make it come to my waist, which made it fit better. i look at myself in the mirror as i didnt reconize myself, i needed this. I decided to cut the sleeves off; it looked weird when I looked at myself. Now I belong.
I grab my stuff and head out of my door. The cold hits me, but it's not jacket weather yet. I walk down the street as the place im getting to is not far from me. I would always pass it during the day.
Im walking up to it and I pause as I can't actually believe im doing this. I have heard many rumors; in my community, this place is said to be for the poor. I see people standing outside as they wait for the doors to open.
I take a breath and walk into the line, I try my best not to hide myself or act like my old self. I could feel people looking at me, as if they knew my true identity, but I knew they didn't. I also dyed my hair black so they wouldn't recognize me.
Im behind a group of guys, and one of them looks at me. He scans me up and down, and he winks at me.
Of course, im not used to someone being so forward, I look at them with a straight face.
The line starts to move and the closer i get to the door, the more my heart starts to beat. Something always kinda pulled me to this place, i dont know what it is but tonight, i couldnt fight it..not after this week. I try my best not to get emotional as im fucking hurting inside. Im heartbroken, but im not going to let it hurt me tonight.
Im finally at the door and the bouncer looked me up and down.
"ID," he said
I went to take my ID out but he held his hand up and pressed on his ear. He nodded
"You're good, also here," the guy says as he turns to his other employee, and he puts a necklace on me. I look down at it, and it reads VIP.
"Why?" I asked
"Enjoy the show, sir," the guy says as he lets me in.
The place was dim and the music was plusing through the walls, you had to walk down this long hallway as i saw poeple leaning on them. They looked at me as I walked down the hall. I have never felt so many eyes on me, but im going to hold my head up.
When I entered the central area, I was shocked. People were all dancing together, and the lights were of different colors. i never thought i would ever be here, i think its called raving?.
The music had hard bass that made your chest feel werid but after moving around, i felt better. I stayed in the back as I didn't want to get lost in the crowd. I make myself go over to the bar. I hold my hand up out of habit.
A guy looked at me with a raised eyebrow and then he looked down at my necklace. He came to me right away.
"What would you like?" he asked
I didnt think about what is a good drink.
"Surprise me?" I say
"Okay, got you," he says as I see him mix some stuff together and he hands it to me.
"Enjoy," he says as his eyes scan me.
What is up with everybody checking me out tonight? I thought to myself.
Suddenly, the lights go out, and blue lights shine on the main stage. A song starts playing....
(Sugar by Sleep Token)
Someone slowly starts to walk on the stage, in a robe. They stand and start to sing.
And you play a twisted little game
But I know in a way
You need to complicate
Believe that though we never eat
We still know how to feed
We still know how to bleed, oh
The robe fell off them so smoothly and I caught my breath,
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
They crossed the stage, and I felt myself move closer in the crowd; something pulled me in. I was at the front, right in front of them.
He looked right at me.
My arms keep you in the room
Barely let you move
Show me what you do, oh
He looked away from me, I finally could see him and fuck...He had dark curls, which were gelled down, and he wore a diamond-embellished sheer shirt with black leather pants that hung low on his waist, showcasing his V-line.
Tonight we're second-guessed again
Let me wrap the chains
Addicted to the pain, oh
He comes back in front of me, gets on his knees, and leans back as he sings.
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
Sugar, I've developed a taste for you now
He stands up and walks all around as he sings the build-up to the song..
Do you wanna see how far it goes?
Do you wanna test me now, my love?
You must be crazy if you think that I will give in so easily
Things we buried low
Coming to the surface now, my love
You must be crazy if you think that I will give up the game
Suddenly, the stage lights up, and the band joins him as he removes his sheer shirt, revealing his chest and stomach. My tongue wanted to taste him.
Oh, sugar, I've got a taste for you now
Sugar, I've got a taste for you now
Sugar, I've got a taste for you now
Sugar, I've got a taste for you now
I blush at my thoughts, as I never thought of that. Luckily, nobody could see me. i looked back up and he was looking at me as the song was ending, he smirked at me. I looked away and realized I was in the front of the crowd. I felt that pull go away, so I went back where it was safe.
I go to the bar, and the guy looks down at my neck.
"You know you need to go backstage, right?" he says
"oh this... I'm new to this" i say as i hold it up
"yeah i figured, go on..you dont want to leave him waiting" the guy says and i look at him confuzed as i made my way to the vip section as it had a big sign.
The bouncer looks down at me and nods, letting me in. It's a long hallway and there are a lot of people again.
Suddenly, someone stops in front of me.
"Hey there, sweet thing, might I say you look so good?" The guy looks up and down my body, licking his lips. He comes close to me.
"Vincent, you know better. Look at his tag," someone says
I see the guy look down at my tag nd frowns.
"Why does he always get the good ones...I swear,"the guy says as he moves away, and I look down at the tag and see it says Eriksson.
I walk past them as i could feel thier eyes on me. I look at the doors and finally find the one that matches my tag. I knock on the door, and it slowly opens, and I am shocked by the room.
It was purple and black; I walked in and the door closed behind me.
"About time you show up," I heard. The chair spun around, and it revealed the guy on stage. he stood up and slowly walked towards me. My eyes couldnt help but look down at his chest, and I could see the sweat dripping down. That same thought came into my head, and I blushed.
"You can if you want," he says, smirking as he's close to me now
"What do you mean?" I asked as I was confused
He smirks at me.
I felt a weird pull toward him, and he came close to my face.
"You want to come home with me" as he says this, his eyes turn a deep purple and I gasp.
He looks at me weirdly.
"Why did your eyes do that?" I asked, as maybe I imagined it.
He looked shocked, but soon his face turned to look at me, curious.
He walked toward me and i slowly backed up until my back was to the door. fuck the aura of this guy. Never have I felt it before. I wanted to run, but also give myself to him. I could feel my heart beating inside my chest as the intense stare in his eyes had me feeling so exposed.
"Come home with me," he says deeply
. Of course, I would never leave with a stranger, but something about him is different. Part of me wants to run and hide, but then look where that got me.
"sure" i say as i didnt expect it but fuck it, i need to ahve fun.
"Excellent..you are going to be fun," he says as he grabs his bag and walks out the door. I followed behind him as people looked at us and nodded their heads at him. He must be respected here.
We walk outside into this limo and I get in with him. He sits across from me, and I sit on the other side.
The tension I feel from him is both comforting and intense. I can't believe I'm doing this. I looked out the window as I started to see the forest. Memory pops up in my head.
*flasback*
Im going to my best friend's house as I need help with planning the wedding. They haven't answered their phone, and I have a lot of stuff to wrap up. I use my key and unlock the door.
I could hear moaning when I walked in, and I smirked as I couldn't believe she ditched me to have sex, so typical. I pulled my phone out and was going to catch her.
I jumped in the living room and screamed "got ya" but quickly was frozen as my fiance and her jumped from each other, butt-naked.
The feeling I felt inside was every emotion you could ever imagine. I slowly picked up my phone and I tried to say something, but nothing came out.
"baby" i hear marcus say but i held my hand up.
"wille," I heard Felice say
I just walked out of there with tears going down my face, and I went inside my car. I drove to my private spot and broke down.
*flashback ended*
I felt myself sigh, which pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked over at the guy as he was frowning at me. Of course, I wanted to cry again, but no, tonight is about letting go and having fun. I gave Marcus three years, and now im going to be free.
We finally pulled up to this big house. As I looked at it through the window, the car opened for me, and I stepped out, with the guy came out behind me. The air is kinda cold but he didn't even flinch
"How are you not cold?" I asked him
"Come," he says as he leads us to the door, and it opens right away. What is up with the doors opening like that?
We walk in and it closes behind me as we walk upstairs. We pass a few rooms, and he goes up to this door. He pulls out a key and unlocks it.
"Really? You have a key to your room?" I asked
"I do," he says as he opens the door and goes in, I follow slowly behind as he turns the lights on. It's the same purple but with white lights now.
It looks like a regular room, there's a huge bed—a wall with holes in it. The window catches my eye as it's open, and the wind is slowly blowing in; the moon shines brightly in the room.
He comes up to me.
"Let's clean you up first," he says, handing me a wipe. "Wipe it off," he says
I look at him, curious as I realize he wanted me to wipe off my makeup. I didn't want to.
"I don't want to," I say
"Well then, you can leave," he says as he walks away
I felt my mouth gape open as he seriously wanted me to leave? My body was telling me to run, but no, im staying. I sighed and wiped my face off. Of course, now it's going to show me, Wilhelm, the one who couldnt keep his fiancée.
He comes up to me
"Im Simon Eriksson and you are?" he asked.
I felt so exposed under his eyes that I could lie. I could still be another person.
"im Erik.." I start to say, and then suddenly im pushed to that wall, his body pushes on me, and his hands are above my head. My heart is beating fast because I wonder how we got here like this.
"Do not lie," he says deeply.
Im shocked as to how did he know i was lying? I looked into his eyes, which were cold and dark, a sight that should have scared me, but I felt safe.
"im wilhelm" i say and he pushes off of me. Standing there, shirtless in leather pants.
"How did I get right here?" I asked him
"Don't worry about it" he says as he comes up to me.
His presence is powerful, and man, I wanted to feel his touch on me.
"im not touching you until I have full consent," he says as he goes to sit down on a chair. He crosses his legs and puts his hands in his lap.
"What?" I asked as he literally answered my questions
. "I will not be touching you unless I have full consent," he says slowly, thinking I wanted him to repeat it
"How..what...did you?" I say
Consent?...consent for what?
"Why?" I asked as I looked at him
He raised his eyebrow at me.
"I have certain interests I like, and if it's not for you, then please you can leave," he says, standing up and going toward the door.
"Why are you always saying to leave? I mean, you don't even give me a chance," I say
Suddenly, he's in front of me, and im back again into the wall with holes.
"im a dom and I like men to submit to me, I want you to give yourself fully to me," he says
I think about what he says, and I realize he wants me to submit.
"im not a dog," I say in his face
He smirks
"I want you to want to give your mind and body to me, I'll give you rewards when you're a good boy, but if you misbehave, then I'll punish you," he says as he smiles some and I could tell that excites him.
"So a sub?" I asked as I heard about it, of course, in my community, you're looked at as a freak.
"Exactly" he says
How close he is to me, my body wants to feel him, I look down at his chest. I lift my hand to touch him and backed away
"Did I say you could touch me Wilhelm?" he asked and fuck the say he says my name
"No" I say
"So deal or no deal?" he says
I asked the one thing I needed
"will i be safe?" i asked as i already knew the anwer somehow but wanted to hear him say it.
"Of course, it's all about you being safe," he says as he sits down in the chair again.
i think hard about what hes asking of me, i kinda knew i was different from my peers and the things that me and ...well i have always wanted to explore myself. Why do I trust this stranger? Of course, I should have left and gone back, but I was so unhappy.
"Deal" I say as I feel like ive signed my life away
"Strip" he says
I look around, then look down at myself.
"Do as I said now," he says
I look at him as I slowly take my shirt and pants off. I wrapped my arms around my body as im standing there in boxers.
"All clothes,"he says as he looks down at them,
"seriously?" I say, and he is right in front of me.
"Now," he demands as I feel this intense power from him. His eyes changed a darker color.
I bring my hands to my boxers and slide them down, his eyes look down at me, then back up. My whole body felt a cold shiver.
"Perfect" i look as he smiles and suddenly i saw fangs. My mind couldnt comprehend what I saw. I felt frozen as my mind played tricks on me.
Suddenly i felt my back on the wall and my hands were tied to the holes, above my head. I looked down at his teeth again and he has fangs,..I didn't imagine it..
"No they are very real," he says as he runs his tongue over them, his face comes to my neck and I feel him inhale my neck as goosebumps rise high where he was close.
"You smell so good," he whispers.
My body wanted me to scream and run, but I couldnt get the scream out. It was as if my mouth was glued shut. I tried to move my hands, but they were tight against the wall. He pulled away and looked at me.
"Are you going to kill me?" i choked out, feeling my eyes gloss over
His hand comes to my chin and runs it softly across my lip.
"No..just feed from you since you are now mine," he says as he looks deep into my eyes. I could tell he was being truthful. Of course, my body started to shake from the adrenaline.
"Will it hurt?" I asked in a whisper
"Not one bit," he whispers
He backs away, looking at me.
"Now, since I revealed my true identity, I'll give you one last chance. Say you will be my sub and human, if not, I'll untie you and let you leave, never will you see me again," he says
Why wouldn't I leave screaming? I mean, not only does he want me to submit to him, but he's a fucking vampire!!!! I should be leaving right now, but something in me wants this. I could see him watching me. My heart is racing but not the bad kind.
"Fine, I submit to you," I say as confidently as I could
He comes close to me, eyes looking into mine.
"You accept to be my sub and human?" he asked seriously
"Yes," I say
He licks his lips,
"This is going to be fun," he says, smirking and showing his fangs.
What have I gotten myself into...