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Ayamatsu || Prideful even in death || Rewritten

Summary:

Despite being satisfied with his Death Satella refuses to let him move on. so she sends Pride if Subaru into the envy if 5 years prior to the events of the main story. the original Subaru still exists so the two will have to face off, the story picks up at arc 5 during the speech, but instead of wrath it's some familiar faces.

Notes:

In exactly 10 days Ayamatsu | Prideful even in death will be one year old. And so in order to celebrate I have decided to rewrite the series from the ground up, there will be a lot of changes but the core story will be the same. I just want to give my favorite fic, especially the beginning parts, a much better take then how they were orignally

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Death…

 

It was familiar. Oh, so very familiar. But this time, it felt different—more final, more complete. No cycle of agony, no cruel return, no do-over. Just an end.

 

And yet, as the void pulled him under, he felt no resistance. No struggle. No desperate clawing to stay afloat.

 

Satisfied.

 

Yes, that was the word. He was satisfied with his death, satisfied with the way the flames had swallowed the world in a funeral pyre of his own making. Satisfied with the nothingness that awaited him.

 

He had lost everything—

 

Elsa.
Meili.
His spirit.

 

All gone. Burned away by his own hands. By his own love.

 

All for her.

 

The woman he had loved.

 

"I love you..."

 

A whisper, soft and delicate, yet suffocating in its weight. A voice that slithered into his ears, curling around his very being like chains forged from obsession.

 

Another familiar sensation, another echo from a life he had chosen to discard. That endless, endless prattling of love, the feverish murmur that had followed him even into death.

 

"I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you—"

 

"Love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me, love me—"

 

His mind throbbed. His very soul recoiled. Make it stop.

 

He wanted to scream. He wanted to claw at his ears, to silence the voice that dripped with a hunger he could never satisfy. His thoughts curled like embers in the dark, a single plea forming in the abyss—

 

Be silent.

 

And the voice obeyed.

 

The suffocating whispers vanished, leaving behind a stillness so complete it felt like the world itself had drawn its final breath.

 

And yet…

 

The silence was not empty. It was heavy. Disappointed.

 

A sadness lingered in that void, something deep and aching, like the sorrow of a mother watching her child make a choice they could never undo.

 

And so…

 

The death that should have been his last was undone.

 

Reality twisted. The threads of fate unraveled and wove anew.

 

He would not be granted the peace of nothingness. No, his story would not end here.

 

A purpose awaited him in a new life.

 

A purpose he could not refuse.

 

He opened his eyes.

 

Blinding light flooded into them, forcing him to squint as his vision adjusted. A sharp inhale filled his lungs—his first breath in this new life, and yet, it carried the same air he had known for what felt like an eternity.

 

Immediately, two things stood out to him.

 

First, he was shorter—significantly so. His limbs felt lighter, less defined. His center of gravity was lower, his clothes hung differently, and his very movements felt… unrefined. Younger.

 

Second, the world around him was wrong.

 

Not in a way most would notice—no, to the untrained eye, this was just another day in the city. The same cobblestone roads, the same buildings standing tall under the morning sun, the same bustling streets. But to him?

 

It was all too clean.

 

The cracks that had once marred the stone walls were missing. The faintest signs of wear and tear, erosion from wind and time—gone. The streets were too pristine, the wooden signs too polished. And the faces—

 

There were too many different faces. People who shouldn't be here. People who had long since vanished, or never should have existed in the first place.

 

These were meaningless details for most. Background noise, insignificant changes.

 

Unless you just so happened to be a man who had experienced this very scenery countless times.

 

A cruel smile curled across his lips.

 

Oh, oh, how he wanted to laugh. A deep, unhinged laugh, something torn straight from the depths of his soul. But he held it back, biting down the urge with gritted teeth. If he were to laugh now, it would unsettle those around him.

 

And he couldn’t have that. Not yet.

 

Instead, he sighed, tilting his head up towards the sky, letting the warmth of the sun wash over his face.

 

"I guess luck is still on my side…" he murmured, his voice carrying the weight of a man who had gambled with fate and won.

 

Then, after a brief pause, a smirk—

 

"Who am I kidding? It always is."

 

Luck had never abandoned him. No. It was more accurate to say that he conditioned fate to obey him, even when it had seemed as though the world had turned against him, even when everything had gone up in flames—he had still made it here.

 

Judging from his appearance, he was likely about five years younger than when everything had come crashing down. That meant—

 

Five years.

 

Five years to plan.

 

Five years to scheme.

 

Five years to craft the single most flawless plan this world had ever seen.

 

Five years to make Emilia queen.

 

But for now, the most pressing matter was reclaiming his influence.

 

The cult.
Elsa.
Meili.
His spirit.

 

Each piece was a pillar, a foundation of what he had built before.

 

Elsa and Meili could wait. Tracking them down wouldn’t be difficult—not when he already knew their habits, their haunts, and their weaknesses. He had carved their names into his mind long ago, and that knowledge would serve him well.

 

The cult?

 

That was even easier.

 

It would find him, no matter what he did. Pandora was creepy like that.

 

That woman—no, that thing—had a way of sniffing him out, like a predator lurking just beyond sight, waiting for its prey to stumble. She would come, as she always did, with that sickening smile and honeyed words dripping with promises.

 

The thought made his lip curl in amusement.

 

"Tch. No need to go looking for the abyss when it’s already staring back."

 

And his spirit?

 

There was no losing that. Not now, not ever.

 

It was tied to his Od, woven into his very existence. The idea of it escaping him was laughable—impossible. He could feel it, even now, like a lingering ember in the depths of his soul, waiting to be stoked back into a roaring flame.

 

With that, all of his immediate concerns were settled.

 

The foundation had been laid.

 

The pieces were falling into place.

 

Now, all that was left…

 

Was to burn the world.

 

But this time—

 

He’d do it right.