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🎶 Lose Control - LAY

Don't think too much, just hug me like this.

At midnight you belong to me, baby.

You don't have to give me your heart.

I just want my lips to touch and respond with yours.

23rd January 2025

Crumpled sheets, dampness of sweats seeping into the fabrics, two bodies breathing heavily on top of each other.

"Lan… Zhan…"

A breathy voice lowly calling out for someone, who is hiding the naked skin of the one under him with his own, from the moonlight creeping into the room.

"Wei Ying…"

A hand gently moves the messy strands of hair from hindering the other's sight. Sweeping the sweats on the temples with his long fingers. Kissing two small mounds of pink flesh softly, as he said the sweetest words to comfort.

"This heat is unbearable, Alpha…" Wei Ying said, whining. He looks very uncomfortable with his own glistening, erotic body.

Lan Zhan whispering in his ear, "I know, darling… But I'm here, I will take care of you. Just let yourself go, you can trust me."

Your hair is tucked behind your ears.

Baby, your eyes don't dodge me, they tell me.

February 2023

"Hi, Lan Wangji, right?" A beautiful, cheerful Omega with a long ponytail, approaching an Alpha who's sitting comfortably in front of a bakery shop.

The Alpha gets up. "Yes, Wei Wuxian."

Wei Wuxian chuckles, "Don't be so formal with me, you can just call me Wei Ying. Did you live around here too?"

Lan Wangji, "Then, you can call me Lan Zhan. No, Wei Ying, I just stopped by to buy a cup of tea. Would you like to sit here to accompany me?"

Wei Ying shakes his head. "Today's too cold. I'm just getting out of the apartment to buy some bread for breakfast."

Lan Zhan, "Let me drive you home, then?"

"Ah, my apartment is only a few turns away. I can just walk, Lan Zhan."

"It's not right to let an Omega walk alone in the cold."

Wei Ying suddenly laughed out loud, hugging his own stomach. "Just a month ago you complimented me for my strong build, now you're talking to me like I'm someone weak. Lan Zhan, I didn't know you liked to change your mind so soon."

Lan Zhan let out a smile. "What I said back then is still the truth, but what I said just now is also right."

"All right then, just wait a bit, yeah?"

"Yes."

You want me to kiss your forehead. 

You want me to kiss your hand.

Don't want to wake you up from this dream.

Quit saving the gentleness until after daybreak. 

23rd January 2024

"Lan Zhan, I'm not sure about doing it during pregnancy…" Wei Ying talks hesitantly to his Alpha.

Sitting on a white mattress, along with white, snowy sheets, his striking red robes looks in contrast to them. Many small candles act as the only lighting in the room, illuminating the most gorgeous Omega Lan Wangji ever seen in his life, even with now his big belly under the red fabrics.

Touching the Omega's face gently, Lan Wangji replied, "We don't have to do anything you don't want to, Wei Ying. I'm willing to wait until you're more comfortable."

The Omega's silver eyes are glistening with tears, threatening to wet his soft, flushed cheeks.

"Lan Zhan, I'm sorry... It's supposed to be our wedding night, but I'm afraid." His two trembling lips uttered.

The Alpha embraced his Omega. "Shh, love, I would do anything for you."

Caressing his wife's face oh so gently, the look in the groom's eyes still full of warmth, admiration, and love for his one and only mate.

Your helplessness and indifference satisfy my shaking desires.

The union of loneliness and sighs, like ten fingers tightly interlaced.

November 2024

"Wei Ying, what do you think if we bond?" Lan Wangji asked his wife, who was leaning on his front. The couple right now is just leisurely watching a movie together.

Wei Ying tilted his head towards his husband, "Uh… Lan Zhan, you know everything about bonding, right?"

Wei Ying knows it was a stupid question, his husband is the one between them who has higher education, after all, of course he must know. But he can't help but still ask the question anyway.

In this generation, bonding between Alpha and Omega pair is as rare as it gets. Because bonding is for once in a lifetime, and you can only bond with one person until one of you dies, that's the only way to break the bond. Not rare that the case of the one who left behind would soon follow their mate, because they can't cope with the feeling of losing their other half.

With bonding, some people in an old interview claim that they feel like they lose their privacy with their partner. Because even without looking or smelling their pheromones, their partner would instantly know whether they're feeling happy, excited, sad, upset, or angry. It makes everything feel too weird, some even claimed it makes the relationship lose its sparks and become hard to make something occasionally like a surprise.

But, of course, as unusual as it is for someone to claim they finally find their soulmate, it would be even rarer for them to decide and to trust themselves to share the rest of their life with that person. So, the cases like the above would be hard to find in this day and age.

In conclusion, bonding sounds like it brings more disadvantage than good.

"Yes." Lan Zhan still kindly answered his stupid question.

Wei Ying smiled, "I'm sorry, Lan Zhan. I'm not ready for that."

Love is absurd like this, I know you're telling a lie.

You do it.

How to do it.

Don't know how to finish this.

Oh baby, no, no, baby, no, no.

But I always lose control. 

Always lose control. 

January 2023

It was a hectic day, Lan Wangji was on his way to attend a wedding. He wasn't even sure why his brother told him to go, told him that it was an old family acquaintance and he should get out and meet people here in China after spending long years abroad. Even not in the mood, Lan Wangji still doesn't want to disappoint his brother.

He looks at the invitation.

~ Wen Qionglin & Wei Wuxian ~

He knows the Wen Family, but cannot recall someone named Wen Qionglin, nor does he know Wei Wuxian.

Arriving at the venue, people are too lively for his liking. He was only planning to attend, give an envelope, and then go home after a bit. But then, his sight fell to the inside room, and seeing how the couple chose their wedding decor, Lan Wangji thought it wouldn't be bad to stay longer. It was like the usual wedding venue, full of red decor, but there's something about it that catches his attention and makes him captivated.

It seems like the couple, or at least one of them, has… unique taste. They go for a traditional-modern mixed decorations, but instead of the usual happy vibe, the couple chose for dark theme. There's only one color that could rival the many red in the room, and it is black. Ghost silhouettes could be found in some corners, and after Lan Wangji paid more attention, it seems like they tried to make the carpet under the flowers look like the splatter of blood. Everything is so… unusual. Luckily they didn't ask the guest to dress up according to their theme.

Lan Wangji then wonders how the couple's outfits would look, would they be as eccentric? After it was the time for the couple to walk into the room, Lan Wangji knew then the answer to his thought.

Dressed in full, fine red fabrics with dragon ornaments in gold, it was a gorgeous wedding robe. But that wasn't his focus, it was the bride. He wonders how on earth someone like Wen Qionglin could get himself a bride as pretty and as gorgeous as this Wei Wuxian. Oh, just by looking at the man walking, Lan Wangji feels like he wants to kiss the ground he walks on. No, he would like to kiss his feet instead.

Wei Wuxian is an omega, Lan Wangji takes notice. He has long, silky black hair. He has a hairstyle that screams wildness, brave omega. Wei Wuxian has a tall build for an omega male, with straight line shoulders but not broad. His wrists are small, and the way he moves them is either in a teasing manner or uncaring. His eyes know no fear, looking at everyone straight in the eyes equally, but especially kind towards the people he cares. His full red lips either quirks in smirks or opened to laugh, and his voice is a music in itself. He looks like Lan Wangji's dream omega.

Why is Heaven so cruel for making him meet this Omega only now?

Baby, I quit resisting, just release with passion.

You want it, me eagerly making my advances on you as I lose control.

Lan Wangji decided to walk towards the happy couple, introducing himself and congratulating them, and giving Wei Wuxian a praise deserving of his beauty.

The omega laughed while clinging to his husband, and Lan Wangji distastefully discovered Wen Qionglin is actually an alpha. Lan Wangji doesn't usually think about who has dominant alpha genes and who's less of an alpha, but this time, he takes pride in being a dominant one, and wondered silently how could Wei Wuxian marry himself to an Alpha who has such weak pheromone.

The pretty omega talks to him, saying Lan Wangji is funny. He isn't, but if that's what the omega thought, Lan Wangji is willing to be called everything as long as Wei Wuxian keeps talking to him.

But it's impossible, the omega wasn't his. Lan Wangji has never felt this complicated before, he doesn't know whether to stand on morale, be a better person and walk away, or keep silently admiring Wei Wuxian from afar until he finds an opportunity.

Wei Wuxian is more than good looks. He played a musical instrument too, and now he climbed a small staircase. Standing in front of everyone on top of a podium, he said,

"I have had this song stuck in my mind since long ago, and today I decided to play it for my amazing husband, Wen Ning."

No one knows that Lan Wangji was boiling in envy and jealousy. His fist clenched under the table while everyone else clapped and cheered.

'If you're my omega, I would be the one writing, arranging, and playing songs for you.'

Lan Wangji's mouth slightly opened as he listened to Wei Wuxian play his flute. Somehow, he couldn't help but feel familiar with the song, but he cannot recall where he heard it before. It was a beautiful song, making him feels like some kind of yearning towards someone he never knew.

His chest suddenly hurts, and Lan Wangji gets up and get out of the room.

Holding your hand tightly, you raise your head.

Throw out the buttons after love, abandon the gentleness. 

Three days after the wedding, Lan Wangji started having some kind of nightmare. It was a vivid dream, but not complete. He only saw fire, chaos, and the silhouette of someone he was trying to reach but failed. Then, he wakes up sweating, his heart beating uncontrollably, and an unfamiliar name uttered from his lips.

"Wei Ying…"

The nightmare becomes frequent, sometimes it is a different scene, but the content is not better. It was as if his mind decided to produce a horror small movie of his own, and Lan Wangji always woke up calling or screaming for someone named Wei Ying.

Lan Wangji thought he started to lose his mind.

After a month, he feels like he wants to see the beautiful omega he met a month before, Wei Wuxian, even if he was a married person. Lan Wangji thought meeting him would make him at least better.

And it is.

After paying for information about where the omega lives and where he usually goes, Lan Wangji was greeted by the lively omega bouncing towards him, and from then on, Lan Wangji learned the birth name of the most beautiful omega, Wei Wuxian.

It was Wei Ying.

You want me to kiss your forehead, but I want to kiss your hand.

I'll make you intoxicated in this world even after dawn.

June 2023

"Make it looks like an accident, a wild animal crashed his car, or a tree fell on him, I don't care. If you mess with his car, I don't want it to leave any evidence. I want him to be gone within this month."

"Yes, sir."

A smile might not be suitable after the things he just said, but the promise of what he could have starting from now on makes him in a high spirit.

The uneven breaths tell me everything is still going on. 

I close my eyes to feel the romantic atmosphere. 

You said you don't want to leave, I also can't come out of this.

July 2023

Grieving omega, it was a pitiful sight. But he's Wei Ying, Lan Wangji's future omega—Ah, no, Lan Wangji thinks Wei Wuxian has always been his, in the previous life, present, even in the next life—still looking so pretty even with tears not stopping wetting his pale cheeks.

Lan Wangji doesn't know how they were before, if what he thought about his dream were really how they were in their previous life, but his dream was still constant nightmares in his otherwise mundane life. Though, after knowing that it had a connection to Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji's ideal omega, he started seeing his dreams differently.

If they're really reincarnated now, Lan Wangji has set his heart to stop that dark sequence of nightmares of his, to not repeat it in this life. It was always ends with how he failed to catch his partner, lose hold of the love of his life, and failed to protect him from everything that got in their way.

But not in this lifetime. Lan Wangji would make sure of that.

The first step was already done for. Now, he just needs to be there for the new omega widow, making sure Wei Ying would be able to go through life after he lost his husband.

Unexpectedly, his Wei Ying raised his guard around everyone else. Oh, silly omega, he should have let his new alpha comfort him. Why does he try to go through everything alone when he has Lan Wangji here?

"Lan Wangji, leave me the fuck alone." 

That's a new look, the fire in those beautiful dark silver eyes was close to the one he saw in his dreams. But Lan Wangji was still captivated by his beauty.

He saw Wei Ying walk away.

Oh, well...

You do it.

How to do it

Don't know how to finish this.

Oh baby, no, no, baby, no, no.

But I always lose control. 

Always lose control.

August 2023

Wei Ying, "I'm pregnant."

Lan Wangji already holds himself and gives his omega a month to grieve his late husband, and now he thinks it was time to finally come forward to tell his future wife about his intention to court him. It was too bad that it seems he was still late one step behind.

Sitting together in a cozy cafe, Lan Wangji forced his face to look gentle as he asked, "How long?"

"Two months." The omega answers him.

Lan Wangji looks at his future wife still as sweetly, as he takes Wei Ying's hand into his. He feels Wei Ying flinch, but he's not retreating his hand.

"Wei Ying… I'm sure you would be an amazing parent. But, even with this news, it's not changing my decision. Instead, I wish you would start opening your heart for me, because there's nothing that I wish for more than to take care of you and the baby inside you."

Eventually, the omega pulled his hand away from him.

"Lan… Zhan. I still can't forget about Wen Ning, I'm not ready to let another Alpha into my life. Please understand that." Wei Ying said

"But Wei Ying, you're an omega, you live alone and are pregnant. Please, at least let me check up on you—"

"Lan Wangji! I can take care of myself just fine. I was already used to living alone even before I married Wen Ning. Do you think I became disabled just because I'm pregnant?!"

"I don't mean…"

"Enough. I'm done here, here's the money for the tea."

Wei Ying hastily takes his belongings and gets up from the chair. Lan Wangji tried to reach out for his omega's hand, but the omega batted his hand cruelly and walked away.

Baby, I quit resisting, just release with passion.

You want it, me eagerly making my advances on you as I lose control.

Needless to say, after Wei Ying rejected him, Lan Wangji did everything that he could to make Wei Ying realize that he needs an Alpha, he needs him. Lan Wangji wasn't the kind of person who looked at someone's ability to live well based on genders, but he can't help changing his perspectives after falling for his omega.

Even if Wei Ying could take care of himself well, Lan Wangji shouldn't let that happen. Wei Ying shouldn't be able to live without him, not again, he wouldn't let it. Wei Ying should end up like him, can't stop thinking about him, needs him, yearns for him. He should be crying and wanting Lan Wangji to take care of him, Wei Ying should be dependable to him.

Because Lan Wangji couldn't bear the thought of his mate being able to live alone without him and running away from him, not again.

Just the glimpse of those ordeals in his nightmare was already enough misery, if he let his omega get away in this life again, that would be the same as willingly tormenting himself, and he would literally go mad. In this lifetime, he chose to be selfish.

Also, what's the point of inheriting all this wealth from his ancestors if he can't even get his omega? Lan Wangji doesn't want to be stupid.

It seems like the heavens are even on his side. Lan Wangji finds out Wen Qionglin actually left quite a big debt after opening a restaurant. From what Lan Wangji heard, the man was a great cook, and Wei Ying encouraged him to opened his own restaurant. Their restaurant was quite popular, but after Wen Qionglin dies, Wei Ying is struggling to find another chef that is as good.

Just a bit of bad rumors and a hefty amount of money for the right orders, Lan Wangji just needs to wait and observe.

I am breathing with you.

Unsure if this is a dream or fantasy.

The mystery in the dream, the eternal secrets.

You can't explain it.

November 2023

It's hard.

Everything is so stressful.

Wei Wuxian is very tired, and he wants the time to just stop for a bit, just so he can take a deep breath and calm down and stop overthinking everything.

He doesn't know when things started going wrong, his husband and he never had problems with their creditor, it was a good company whom their friend trusted as well. After telling them about his husband passing away, they were still fine with him because Wei Wuxian never paid them late.

But somehow, they started to become aggressive, claiming they know how his business goes and want him to pay them back quickly before he's going bankrupt. It's been so long since Wei Wuxian got insulted about his finances, and now he feels like he's back to quarter one.

Wei Wuxian told himself that everything is going to go well, even when his tears did not stop falling until he fell asleep because of exhaustion.

One month later, he arrived at his restaurant to check things out only to find a brutal mess. Tables and chairs turned upside down. The tablecloths falling to the floor, dirty from shoe prints, some even ripped, from what, Wei Wuxian doesn't even want to know. The pieces of broken plates and glasses were spread all around the room, and luckily one of his employees caught his weakened body before he fell.

Wei Wuxian forced himself to be calm, thinking that it's good that at least no one is getting hurt. But, he knows he can't just sit still and wait for the situation to get better or worse. He knows it's beyond talking at this point. Suddenly, he remembered a talk he had with his late husband before.

"My wife, are you really happy with me?" Wen Ning asked him.

They both were sitting comfortably on a sofa, and Wei Ying was resting his head on his husband's shoulder. Hearing his husband's question, Wei Ying almost hitting his husband's head for asking something so stupid.

"Honey, I didn't know old age was catching up to you so fast for you to not realize how happy you're making me." Wei Wuxian teased his husband. 

Wen Ning smiled softly to him, "I feel like… you deserve someone much better than me. If you managed to find a better Alpha who can take better care of you and love you dearly, don't hesitate to tell me. There's nothing that I wish more than the best for you—Ouch!"

Wen Ning caressing the part on his head that just got hit by his wife, his wife can be so strong when he wants to be.

"I. Deserve. You! Don't you dare say something like that again, or I will start thinking that you are the one who want someone else!" Wei Ying told his husband angrily.

Wen Ning looks sheepish as he tries to hug his dear wife, "My wife, that is not true. I'm lucky to fall in love with you and being loved by you."

"Yes, you better remember that! Don't ever let me go!" and Wei Ying returned his husband's hug tighter.

Feeling frustrated after remembering his past, Wei Wuxian takes out his phone and calls for certain numbers.

I am breathing with you.

Unsure if this is a dream or fantasy.

The mystery of the smile, the eternal secrets.

You can't explain it.

23rd January 2024

It's the best present Lan Wangji got for himself. His Wei Ying looks very gorgeous, impossibly more gorgeous than the first time his eyes fell on him. Dressed in even more magnificent red robes with his hair done beautifully, Wei Ying bowed three times with him.

His Wei Ying actually doesn't want to have any celebration, and Lan Wangji never thought that someday he would feel dejected for not being able to hold an event for himself. But seeing his omega's expression, he knows he must comply, or Wei Ying will get stressed and fall ill again. He can't let his omega fall sick.

So their wedding became a private event, only close family members attending. His wife's adoptive family, who live in another city, also came, and Lan Wangji noticed some of them looking at him with an odd look. He doesn't mind it, there's nothing that could give away his secrets, and he would make sure Wei Ying and he live far away from their other families.

Yes, the other family members. His uncle didn't approve of him marrying Wei Ying. But Lan Wangji stood his ground, he decided to be firm even with his family elders. He would not let anyone, even his own family, become an obstacle to his happiness. He knows Wei Ying has always been everything to him, though in this life he only knows the Omega for a year. But, even if he has to trade everything that he has just to be together with Wei Ying, he would gladly choose his omega.

The look in those grey eyes still looked at him unsure, but Lan Wangji would accept anything from Wei Ying. Taking both his wife's hands into his, Lan Wangji brings his face closer and kisses his wife's lips softly.

Wei Ying reciprocated his kiss, the touch of their lips was so gentle, like a butterfly touch. The couple pulled away and smiled at each other, while everyone else started congratulating their union.

Oh baby, no, no, baby, no, no.

But I always lose control. 

Always lose control.

Baby, I quit resisting, just release with passion.

You want it, me eagerly making my advances on you as I lose control.

April 2024

Wei Ying finally getting better after he gave birth to his son. Lan Wangji takes a month off from his family's company, only doing the most important job if things really need him to take care of it. Before that, he tried to work from home as often as he could. He wants to always be there for his wife.

Wei Ying is really ethereal, his wife has always been strong and amazing. Lan Wangji doesn't know whether to admire his wife's capability to still be energetic during his pregnancy or worry nonstop if he's going to trip himself.

Luckily, nothing bad happened other than Wei Ying wailing for not being allowed to eat his favorite spicy foods, and occasional hurt in his feet or other body parts. Lan Wangji always makes sure to be there to pamper his beautiful wife and attend to his every need, massaging him to relief him from pain.

"Darling, have you decided his name yet?" Lan Wangji asked

Wei Ying looked up at him, his voice was small as he answered, "A Yuan…"

Lan Wangji loves Wei Ying's baby, even though A Yuan wasn't his, but he's still part of Wei Ying, and it hurts him a little to start this kind of conversation with his omega. But he must talk about it eventually, and he's pending this conversation enough.

"Wen… Yuan?" He asked

"Yes, Wen…"

Alright, Lan Wangji expected it. But, still, he already did everything that he could to be the best Alpha for Wei Ying. Lan Wangji thought, at least Wei Ying would consider using Lan for A Yuan's name, after all, Lan is better than Wen. Even Wei is enough, but no, it's still Wen.

Lan Wangji smiled, "Such a beautiful name… How about giving Shizui for his courtesy name? To remember his late father."

No. Lan Shizui, is the name of a little boy in his past life, a boy who was close with Wei Ying in his dream. At least Lan Wangji wants to have this decision for both of them.

His Omega's eyes looking at him widely, his mouth agape a little before it stretches into a beautiful smile.

"I like that."

Oh baby, no, no, baby, no, no.

But I always lose control. 

Always lose control.

Baby, I quit resisting, just release with passion.

You want it, me eagerly making my advances on you as I lose control.

23rd January 2025

People said love is selfless. 

No, for him love is selfish. 

People said love means sacrifice. 

Again, no, love means to take.

He too, at first, thought it would be enough just to have Wei Ying by his side. Then, he started wanting more, he wants Wei Ying to love him as much as Lan Wangji loves him, or at least close to it. Only then can his heart be at ease, knowing Wei Ying would not one day wake up and decide he's better off without him.

No, Lan Wangji can't bear facing that kind of reality.

He already did everything, anything. Hiding his ugly sides, giving Wei Ying all the best he can offer, materialistic, his body, his emotions, and all the good parts of him belong to his omega. But his omega doesn't reciprocate. Lan Wangji used to be fine with only receiving Wei Ying's smile and his tender affection, but he doesn't know when this ugly, greedy feeling started roaring and raging to be let out.

Or has he always been greedy?

He wants to take Wei Ying into his arms anytime he wants to, he wants those lips only calling for his name and their child, not anyone else.

He wants to bite that fragile neck, branding it with his own permanent mark, loud and clear announcing to everyone that Wei Ying is his if anyone saw them together and looking in Wei Ying's direction.

He wants Wei Ying to understand how deep he's fallen for his entire being.

Look, I'm this deep and can't see anything else but you.

Won't you take responsibility for what you make of me and be my light?

Lan Wangji lost count of how many times he told his omega he loved him, how many times he played his own songs for Wei Ying during his pregnancy until now. How long has he been waiting for his omega to reply to his love confession.

It didn't come.

Lan Wangji was on his last thread of patience.

Wei Ying started to regain his body shape like how he was before he was pregnant, and he looks even more glowing even after giving birth to A Yuan. Lan Wangji doesn't know if out there would be another him who's willing to do anything just to have Wei Ying. Though the people with power that could rival his family's can be counted with fingers, he doesn't want to take any risk.

If Wei Ying is still not willing to give him his heart, then Lan Wangji needs their souls and body to be connected instead, with the privileged only Alpha and Omega pairs could have.

Bonding

Wei Ying is still not consuming any suppressant because he is still breastfeeding A Yuan, and Lan Wangji already ordered the safest heat inducer for breastfeeding omega.

One week before their first anniversary, Lan Wangji started putting a small amount of powder into his omega food.

On their anniversary night, he has to cancel their reservation because Wei Ying looks feverish.

Now, picking up his beautiful omega into his arms, Lan Wangji walked them back into their bedroom and laid Wei Ying down gently onto the bed.

His Wei Ying looks exceptionally beautiful tonight. Wei Ying decided to dress in a gorgeous sleeveless cheongsam dress, the black color suits him well. It's too bad that Lan Wangji knew that dress would soon meet the floor.

Getting up, he decided to treat his oblivious wife like how he would treat him when he's sick. Wiping his wife's sweaty body, adjust the temperature in the room to make Wei Ying more comfortable, helping him take off his dress because it was uncomfortable.

Lying beside him, kissing his eyebrows, and whispering comforting words, telling Wei Ying that he's here. His Alpha would always be beside him, his husband would tend to his every whim and need, and Wei Ying keens, snuggling close to his chest.

His wonderful omega, Lan Wangji's one and only Wei Wuxian.

"My wife, I love you…" He whispered again, and following Wei Ying, Lan Wangji closing his eyes and getting into another dream.

"Lan Wangji." He said, those dark gray eyes glowing red while his surroundings were full ablaze with fire.

Screams he doesn't know whether from human or monster making his ears ring, his fingers were red with his own blood, still clutching the broken strings of his guqin.

His hand reaches to the fake image of the man he always chases.

And lose him

Again

"No. Wei Ying!" Lan Wangji's breathing was uneven as he woke up from another nightmare.

🎶 Lose Control - LAY

"Lan Zhan… Alpha, help."

Lan Wangji turned to find his wife was sweating all over his body, he picked Wei Ying up to lie on top of him, caressing his back gently.

"Wei Ying, what's wrong?"

"I think… I'm… going into heat." Even answering him sounds like a struggle for his Omega.

"Is it your schedule already?" Lan Wangji asked

"No, I think it's becoming irregular."

Oh, his poor omega…

"It would be fine, love."

Lan Wangji began kissing those pink petals lips softly, nibbles on the soft flesh, asking for permission to get into his orifice. His omega opened his small mouth, and Lan Wangji plunged his tongue inside. The inside of Wei Ying's mouth is hot as well. He flicks his tongue against Wei Ying's own, and their saliva mixed together as they enjoyed each other's lips.

One of Lan Wangji's hands cupping the cute bottom of his omega, the squeezable butt feels good against his palm. Messaging it, his omega moaned into his mouth, Wei Ying's fingernails scratching the skin behind his shoulder.

Lan Wangji brings his other hand to pull one of Wei Ying's pert nipples, teasing it just like how he knows his wife likes it. Rotate the cute nub with his fingers, the small pink nipple hardened, and Lan Wangji tugs at them just enough to entice another moan from his omega.

Lan Wangji pulled his face away and looked at his wife's condition. Wei Ying's skin flushed pink in the right places, he looks so pretty getting undone just by the slightest touch.

"Alpha, please..." Wei Ying sounds so sweet as he pulls his husband's face towards his chest.

Lan Wangji got the signal and instantly brought one of Wei Ying's nipples into his mouth, sucking it eagerly.

"Aaahhh… Lan Zhan!"

Wei Ying's breast had gotten bigger, like how an omega would during pregnancy, and they never failed to make Lan Wangji lose his mind every time he saw them in his vicinity.

He teases one of the nipples with his hot tongue, sometimes biting them, while his other hand gropes the plump breast, enjoying the soft skin with his palm. His wife responding well by tugging on his hair, Lan Wangji doesn't mind, he likes how uncontrollable his wife acted because of him.

He sucks on the small nub vigorously, and Lan Wangji is delighted when he feels his mouth getting filled with the milk coming out from Wei Ying's breast. This night, Wei Ying produced a lot of milk as well, enough to feed his Alpha. Lan Wangji eagerly welcoming his wife's milk into his throat.

"Good omega." He praises after finishing milking his wife's breast.

Lan Wangji saw Wei Ying arches his back, and then he felt the front of his shirt getting wet. He looked down to find his Omega was ejaculating, the liquids coming out from the Omega's penis were clear and transparent.

"Squirting? Wei Ying, how perfect can you be?" Lan Wangji kissed his Omega's cheek.

"Hnngh, Alpha, please…"

Lan Wangji arranges his omega to lie comfortably on the bed, and then takes off his own clothes. Wei Ying made grabbing hands towards him, and Lan Wangji bent down back into his Omega's arms, kissing him gently while his hands caressed his Omega's precious body. His ample bust, the slim waist that could fit with his two hands, and the alluring curve of his hips—everything about Wei Ying is perfect. The most perfect Omega, his Omega.

Lan Wangji regretfully parted from his wife for a bit, taking off the last remaining fabric on his wife, his lacy underwear. Parting those long legs apart and resting them on his shoulders, he began preparing the small entrance underneath.

Wei Ying squirmed prettily under him, his body was in the most sensitive state because of his sudden heat and from his Alpha working on his body. His small rim doesn't need a lot of preparation because it was flooding with omega slick, the clear liquid dribbled out from the flushed entrance.

It seems his omega also thinks the same, as now Wei Ying opened his own legs with trembling two hands, pulling from under his knees, presenting his most intimate parts to him. It was an irresistible sight, and Lan Wangji wasted no time bringing his hard member close to his omega's hole. The slick made the penetration easier, and the tip of his penis successfully popping into the tight ring of muscle.

Wei Ying lets out the most delicious mewl after finally getting what he wants, his alpha helping him go through this unbearable heat by making love to him. Though his lust felt like it was satiated for a little, his head instead going into another cloud, the needs for his Alpha to breed him increased even more.

Lan Wangji has always been perceptive to what Wei Ying needs and drove his cock deeper inside. The veiny meat met contact with the hot insides, and Wei Ying wasn't stopping moaning as he was stuffed with the big member of his husband. His hole stretched to accommodate the huge length, and his belly protruded by how deep his Alpha managed to get inside.

Wei Ying pushed down onto his husband's cock, signaling Lan Wangji to start moving, and his husband complied. Holding his omega's legs apart for leverage, easing his penetration, Lan Wangji started thrusting in and out of the slick hole. Even with the slow pace, his omega was holding the pillow under his head for dear life.

The way Wei Ying's inside walls twitched around his cock was teasing him into going haywire, Lan Wangji held himself back from the need to plunge himself hard and started thrusting into his wife with abandon. That was not his plan, he wants Wei Ying to yearn and beg him to breed him nicely, to realize how badly he needs him, Lan Wangji, as his Alpha.

After some time still going for slow thrusts, Wei Ying finally cannot take it anymore, his body was drenched with sweat, and his needs still weren't satisfied.

"Aah, Lan Zhan, harder…" Wei Ying begs with breathy voice.

Lan Wangji replied by increasing his pace just a bit, plunging a bit deeper into his omega with shallow thrusts. Wei Ying moaned from the pleasure, but it wasn't long until he whimpered again because he felt that it still wasn't enough.

"More, Lan Zhan, please…"

It was actually hard to put the words out, he wasn't even sure what he was saying, but Wei Ying hoped his Alpha got the message and started fucking him like he means it.

"Already did," Lan Zhan said, without changing his pace.

Wei Ying blinks blearily at his Alpha, he feels like he wants to cry because his Alpha doesn't give him what he wants.

Wei Ying started weeping, "Nooo, Lan Zhan...! More, I want more..."

"Do you want me to breed you?"

His hole twitches with interest without him meaning to. Wei Ying doesn't have any plans to get pregnant again so soon, but his sex-filled thoughts interpret it as his Alpha wanting to dirty talk to him, and so Wei Wuxian responds with enthusiasm.

"Yes, Alpha. Breed your Omega, please…!!"

Wei Ying stopped clutching onto his pillow, his hand reached for Lan Wangji, wanting the Alpha to hold him while making love to him. His Alpha lets go of his legs, bowing down towards him, and Wei Ying puts his hand around his Alpha's neck. This close, they managed to hear and feel each other's hot, heavy breath.

Lan Wangji kissed his omega before he started plunging his dick deep inside, his pelvis made contact with the soft skin of his omega's bottom. The sounds are dirty and loud as he starts thrusting faster and rougher, ramming into his Omega with controlling motion, intent on satisfy the heat inside the lewd hole.

Thrusting faster and deeper inside, his tip and length always brush against the bundle of nerves there, making Wei Ying scream loudly every time he hits them just right. His Omega's moans are punched out of his little lips by the hammering of his thrust. Lan Wangji always makes sure to pull his cock until only a little is left inside before sending it again deep and hard, and he feels that the walls clenching around his member become a mess of slick.

They both faintly heard the squelching sounds down there as Lan Wangji fucked into the slick passage, the wetness down there couldn't be measured, and Lan Wangji could only feel how soaked his Omega's insides were, implying just how eager his Wei Ying desired him.

Lan Wangji feels his libido increase, satisfied with how Wei Ying's body is responding to him. The hot walls gripped on his cock tightly, as if unwilling to let him go. He increased his pace even faster, rotating the moves of his hips so his Omega can feel him in every corner hitting on his insides, and Wei Ying arches his back beautifully under him, the Omega's penis lets out spurts of white, and Lan Wangji keeps thrusting his penis inside his Omega. Without stopping fucking his penis into Wei Ying through his orgasm, and Wei Ying cries, feeling oversensitive, his fingernails digging behind Lan Wangji's back.

The hot passage gripping around his cock tightly, spasming and twitching excitingly, and Lan Wangji feels himself close to coming. Lan Wangji reaches for his Omega's wrists, trapping them under his hands as he keeps fucking into his Omega's inviting body.

Wei Ying felt the cock inside him got bigger, and his own Omega penis trying to harden again. Lan Zhan's length feels so hot inside of him, attacking every inch of his hole, filling his stomach deep inside. Every stroke made him feel like he lost his strength, but his body always respond enthusiastically. His hole produced copious amounts of slick, so that no matter how rough the Alpha made love to his body, he wouldn't get hurt even with brutal treatment.

Lan Wangji can feel the base of his cock swell, preparing for a knot. He's going into rut. Compatible Omega and Alpha pairs can synchronize their heat and rut, it was not common, but it can happen. It doesn't matter if one of them goes into a sudden rut or heat, in response to their compatible mate, the other will go into rut or heat as well.

Lan Wangji never felt more grateful for this convenience. They only become a pair for a year, but they already synchronize well with each other. It only makes things more clear to him that, they're really meant to be, even more so because bonding can only happen when the Alpha knotted the Omega while doing so. It would be a shame not to use it to his advantage.

Lan Wangji doesn't want to warn his Omega. He makes sure to not pound his knot into Wei Ying while it's still not ready. Getting closer to his Omega's neck, Lan Wangji keeps rutting into the small hole, shoving his cock against his Omega's prostate so Wei Ying can't feel anything else other than pleasure. Faintly, he feels Wei Ying's little omega cock hardens against his stomach.

"Good omega, so perfect for me.." He praises, and Wei Ying keens under him.

However, when Lan Wangji suddenly rams his knot into the slick entrance, his Omega wakes up from his daze and freezes under him. Lan Wangji spares no time and keeps pounding into Wei Ying to reach his climax.

"Lan Zhan, too big! Stop!" Wei Ying wailed, his legs kicking in the air.

His Alpha did not stop, instead increasing the pace of his thrust even more. Hitting the Omega's sensitive spots and going further and further inside, Wei Ying felt his insides stretch too wide for his liking. Torn between pain and pleasure, he can only squirm his weakened body underneath his husband, because Lan Zhan doesn't listening to him, and holding his wrists in a bruising grips.

"Aaah!! Hnng Anh!"

He feels the hot length inside him get impossibly bigger, the knot violently ripping into his entrance. Even though he has slick for easing the penetration, the size is too big. Wei Ying never got this stretched widely before, he feels like as if his rim was torn just to accommodate his husband's huge length and knot.

After Lan Wangji feels like his knot is near its maximum size, he stops pulling out too far and stays inside, grinding into his omega in shallow thrusts.

Wei Ying cries in high-pitched, feeling his Alpha's knot meanly pulling against his rim, and he feels Lan Zhan pounding into his hole for a bit before he feels his insides being filled with a big amount of hot cum. Lan Zhan shoves his dick deep into him hard, and his hole feels hot burning as his husband empties his seed into him, everything feels too much.

Then, Wei Ying opened his eyes widely from the sudden pain he feels on his neck. He feels Lan Zhan bit into his skin there hard while still knotting and cumming inside of him.

"Lan… Zhan?"

It was hurt, and tears falling from his eyes again, but somehow Wei Ying also felt some kind of.. fulfillment?

Lan Wangji licks the tender skin of Wei Ying's neck carefully, which bleeds after he finishes his mark on it. He feels sated, satisfied, and finally at peace. Now he knows he would never lose Wei Ying, never again.

"Lan Zhan… How could you?" His Omega's voice was weak as he asked him.

"Wei Ying, you're mine."

Yeah, oh boy

Wanna lose control, baby

I just want to have you

Lose control